cazafterclark
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Hello, im new to Satanism. Im 19 years old, and really haven't believed in anything my entire life.. I have very bad trust issues from lack of security from being raised by my parents. One of my strongest passions is musical instruments. Recently since ive studied Satanism, ive became more aware of comprehending of were mastered creativity roots. Im really obessing with Satanism because of my extremist desire of becoming a master of instruments is unexplainable. Also these numbers, 436 have always ran my life as far as I could remember. If you add all three you get 13..one of satans number. Ive never meditated before, I admit im a little nervous because I do not want to be overrun by negative energy...but im very anxious for more information on this. I researched all through the website (JoS). I even have my dedication written and a red candle ready to go (need bath and finger pricked) im kind of really looking for someone more experienced; a satanic mentor. Thanks!