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hello all, figured I'd introduce myself to the group since I joined earlier today. my name is jeff and I guess I'll start with how I found this group and why I decided to join in the first place.

it started when I entered college and met a floor-mate of mine and after about a semester of knowing him he came up to me one day and asked me if I knew how to use chi. I was confused and he said the reason he thought I would know is because whenever someone is in his vicinity he said he could feel their presence, but when he is around me he said he sometimes could not feel anything from me. after that he taught me how to make a chi-ball and it took me about a month(?) to feel anything. he told me some history about chi and that a very long time ago a terrible war between people that could use chi happened and a lot of people were killed and the knowledge was kept secret in certain sects and families for safe keeping. he also taught me general placements of the different chakra points in the body and that people who use chi can absorb healing energy from the sun.

i practiced making the chi-ball on and off through the second year of college with my friend who taught me about chi and nothing of note really happened. except during a few days around my birthday when my friends went shopping for a gift for me at a book store. when they walked over the ouija boards my friend said he felt a presence and a board fell over onto the floor. a couple minutes later a girl started talking to them about past lives and other spiritual things (i really don't remember what they told me about how this conversation got started, but they swear it happened.)

then the summer after my junior year in college, a buddhist friend of my mother's told her about a meditation camp that taught vipasana meditation. he did not know anything about me really, but he told my mother i might enjoy the experience. the strange thing is, i really was kind of interested after she described his experience to me. i talked to him about it a little bit later on when i had the chance and i decided to try it out. stranger still is now that i look back on that experience is that vipasana meditation is literally the same thing as void meditation.

now i am in my senior year and for some reason a friend from high school decided to tell me he found the Joy of Satan site and gave me the links to check it out. i'll be completely honest here, i was really skeptical about it at first, but i decided to read through the information and i found some of the information on the site matched up with stuff i learned before. (ie. meditation techniques, places of chakra points and how massive battles took place long ago between chi users)

the funny thing is i was an atheist/agnostic (i wavered between the two, but i had a burning hatred for christianity and all that other rubbish) before i learned about Satanism. so my line of thinking was, what in the world were the chances that out of every single religion on this planet, Satanism would be the one to not only match up with information that i already know, but to also expand on what i do know about how to use chi? after deliberating for about two weeks, i made my dedication to Father Satan and i have regretted nothing. (just fyi, i made the dedication about a week ago. i've just been lurking around in the background)

well that's my story for how i got into Satanism. i kind of feel like for the past couple years, something has been gradually guiding me and giving me the necessary information i needed to find and make the correct choice to believe in Father Satan. anyone else willing to share how they found Father? because if i had not known anything about chi or some history behind it beforehand i would have stayed far far away from this site.

ALL HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY ALL HIS ENEMIES PERISH BEFORE HIM!

-Jeff
 
Glad you found us Jeff Welcome.Sure I would be happy to share my story with you.I grew up in a very xtian family.I was even a xtian deliverance minister for like 20 years or more.Yes I use to cast demons out of people,and tell then how they needed to guard against Satan.I got into paganism in 96,and then dabbled with different things in the occult for a number of years.Then I had a pagan coven for about 5 years or so, and I even got into the golden dawn and did angel magic too for a while. Then one day I was in the book store,and I bought the Satanic Bible,and the next day,I did a dedication on Jan 23rd,2010,and then like three months later I found this wonderful family.So you see Jeff,I fought so hard against Father Satan for the first half of my life,but now I fight even harder for Him,and against His enemies the jews.So if Father loved me after all that,and still excepted me into His family,then you have no problems either my friend.Make yourself at home,and learn all you can by reading the site,and start opening your soul.
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler
From: xblu_pix <xblu_pix@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, March 16, 2012 11:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] newbie saying hi

  hello all, figured I'd introduce myself to the group since I joined earlier today. my name is jeff and I guess I'll start with how I found this group and why I decided to join in the first place.

it started when I entered college and met a floor-mate of mine and after about a semester of knowing him he came up to me one day and asked me if I knew how to use chi. I was confused and he said the reason he thought I would know is because whenever someone is in his vicinity he said he could feel their presence, but when he is around me he said he sometimes could not feel anything from me. after that he taught me how to make a chi-ball and it took me about a month(?) to feel anything. he told me some history about chi and that a very long time ago a terrible war between people that could use chi happened and a lot of people were killed and the knowledge was kept secret in certain sects and families for safe keeping. he also taught me general placements of the different chakra points in the body and that people who use chi can absorb healing energy from the sun.

i practiced making the chi-ball on and off through the second year of college with my friend who taught me about chi and nothing of note really happened. except during a few days around my birthday when my friends went shopping for a gift for me at a book store. when they walked over the ouija boards my friend said he felt a presence and a board fell over onto the floor. a couple minutes later a girl started talking to them about past lives and other spiritual things (i really don't remember what they told me about how this conversation got started, but they swear it happened.)

then the summer after my junior year in college, a buddhist friend of my mother's told her about a meditation camp that taught vipasana meditation. he did not know anything about me really, but he told my mother i might enjoy the experience. the strange thing is, i really was kind of interested after she described his experience to me. i talked to him about it a little bit later on when i had the chance and i decided to try it out. stranger still is now that i look back on that experience is that vipasana meditation is literally the same thing as void meditation.

now i am in my senior year and for some reason a friend from high school decided to tell me he found the Joy of Satan site and gave me the links to check it out. i'll be completely honest here, i was really skeptical about it at first, but i decided to read through the information and i found some of the information on the site matched up with stuff i learned before. (ie. meditation techniques, places of chakra points and how massive battles took place long ago between chi users)

the funny thing is i was an atheist/agnostic (i wavered between the two, but i had a burning hatred for christianity and all that other rubbish) before i learned about Satanism. so my line of thinking was, what in the world were the chances that out of every single religion on this planet, Satanism would be the one to not only match up with information that i already know, but to also expand on what i do know about how to use chi? after deliberating for about two weeks, i made my dedication to Father Satan and i have regretted nothing. (just fyi, i made the dedication about a week ago. i've just been lurking around in the background)

well that's my story for how i got into Satanism. i kind of feel like for the past couple years, something has been gradually guiding me and giving me the necessary information i needed to find and make the correct choice to believe in Father Satan. anyone else willing to share how they found Father? because if i had not known anything about chi or some history behind it beforehand i would have stayed far far away from this site.

ALL HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY ALL HIS ENEMIES PERISH BEFORE HIM!

-Jeff
 
hey, i rencently joined the groups too (though i've been a dedicated SS for about 2 years). I'd be happy to share my story.

Growing up I was always very sick, and my mother being a jew would always take me to the temple to be blessed by the rabbi there. She believed that he could help me. As I grew older i became worse and worse, and when i was old enough i refused to go to temple with her. I told her that her god could do nothing for me. After a few years i slowly began to recover (i would still have relapses every once in a while).

In addition to this, i began to have a strong feeling of tension between me and this so-called god. i felt a strong amount of hatred and resent from it. I hated it and it hated me.

As for my family, both of my parents are strong alchoholics (and always have been), and unfortunately were mean drunks. lets just say i learned at a young age when to keep my mouth shut and when to hide. I have an older brother, however he is irrisponsible and never any help. He drinks even more than my parents.

I have been open my entire life on my feelings towards a supposed god (I quite frankly thought of him as nothing but a self reightous asshole who used humans as his playthings).

Sophmore year of highschool, my freind and i were messing around and decided to google how to summon a demon and the JOS web site came up. We never actually went through with it, but the site had caught my interest and the next day when i went home, i took a closer look at it. It just seemed right to me i guess, because i found myself checking it everynight and reading from it. I learned as much as i could, and then began the meditations. i found many of the different meditations, projections, etc came to me naturally (though a few did end up to be slightly challenging). Eventually i dedicated, and i have found i havn't had hardly any problems illness wise, my depression has all but dissapeared, and i'm just generally a happier person (i think the meditations helped a lot with that). My dad went to jail and was put on probation once he got out banning him from drinking, and i never see my brother anymore so i don't really have to deal with him. My mom still drinks just as much, and has become the worst sort of kike i can imagine, but i just do my best to avoid her.

and yeah thats my story... btw i'm sorry if i have a bunch of spelling problems and mixed up letters, i'm dyslexic

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xblu_pix" <xblu_pix@... wrote:

hello all, figured I'd introduce myself to the group since I joined earlier today. my name is jeff and I guess I'll start with how I found this group and why I decided to join in the first place.

it started when I entered college and met a floor-mate of mine and after about a semester of knowing him he came up to me one day and asked me if I knew how to use chi. I was confused and he said the reason he thought I would know is because whenever someone is in his vicinity he said he could feel their presence, but when he is around me he said he sometimes could not feel anything from me. after that he taught me how to make a chi-ball and it took me about a month(?) to feel anything. he told me some history about chi and that a very long time ago a terrible war between people that could use chi happened and a lot of people were killed and the knowledge was kept secret in certain sects and families for safe keeping. he also taught me general placements of the different chakra points in the body and that people who use chi can absorb healing energy from the sun.

i practiced making the chi-ball on and off through the second year of college with my friend who taught me about chi and nothing of note really happened. except during a few days around my birthday when my friends went shopping for a gift for me at a book store. when they walked over the ouija boards my friend said he felt a presence and a board fell over onto the floor. a couple minutes later a girl started talking to them about past lives and other spiritual things (i really don't remember what they told me about how this conversation got started, but they swear it happened.)

then the summer after my junior year in college, a buddhist friend of my mother's told her about a meditation camp that taught vipasana meditation. he did not know anything about me really, but he told my mother i might enjoy the experience. the strange thing is, i really was kind of interested after she described his experience to me. i talked to him about it a little bit later on when i had the chance and i decided to try it out. stranger still is now that i look back on that experience is that vipasana meditation is literally the same thing as void meditation.

now i am in my senior year and for some reason a friend from high school decided to tell me he found the Joy of Satan site and gave me the links to check it out. i'll be completely honest here, i was really skeptical about it at first, but i decided to read through the information and i found some of the information on the site matched up with stuff i learned before. (ie. meditation techniques, places of chakra points and how massive battles took place long ago between chi users)

the funny thing is i was an atheist/agnostic (i wavered between the two, but i had a burning hatred for christianity and all that other rubbish) before i learned about Satanism. so my line of thinking was, what in the world were the chances that out of every single religion on this planet, Satanism would be the one to not only match up with information that i already know, but to also expand on what i do know about how to use chi? after deliberating for about two weeks, i made my dedication to Father Satan and i have regretted nothing. (just fyi, i made the dedication about a week ago. i've just been lurking around in the background)

well that's my story for how i got into Satanism. i kind of feel like for the past couple years, something has been gradually guiding me and giving me the necessary information i needed to find and make the correct choice to believe in Father Satan. anyone else willing to share how they found Father? because if i had not known anything about chi or some history behind it beforehand i would have stayed far far away from this site.

ALL HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY ALL HIS ENEMIES PERISH BEFORE HIM!

-Jeff
 
Hi Jeff, my name is Blue Earth, and I just joined in the past 24 hrs. I have 2 postings. My first being an intro and the second being thoughts and ideas that have been burning inside of me that may be congruent with Satanism.

I think you have a very interesting story and would like to be friends. What was your major btw? Mine is accounting and I'm 26 from Los Angeles.

Nice to meet you.

:)
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xblu_pix" <xblu_pix@... wrote:

hello all, figured I'd introduce myself to the group since I joined earlier today. my name is jeff and I guess I'll start with how I found this group and why I decided to join in the first place.

it started when I entered college and met a floor-mate of mine and after about a semester of knowing him he came up to me one day and asked me if I knew how to use chi. I was confused and he said the reason he thought I would know is because whenever someone is in his vicinity he said he could feel their presence, but when he is around me he said he sometimes could not feel anything from me. after that he taught me how to make a chi-ball and it took me about a month(?) to feel anything. he told me some history about chi and that a very long time ago a terrible war between people that could use chi happened and a lot of people were killed and the knowledge was kept secret in certain sects and families for safe keeping. he also taught me general placements of the different chakra points in the body and that people who use chi can absorb healing energy from the sun.

i practiced making the chi-ball on and off through the second year of college with my friend who taught me about chi and nothing of note really happened. except during a few days around my birthday when my friends went shopping for a gift for me at a book store. when they walked over the ouija boards my friend said he felt a presence and a board fell over onto the floor. a couple minutes later a girl started talking to them about past lives and other spiritual things (i really don't remember what they told me about how this conversation got started, but they swear it happened.)

then the summer after my junior year in college, a buddhist friend of my mother's told her about a meditation camp that taught vipasana meditation. he did not know anything about me really, but he told my mother i might enjoy the experience. the strange thing is, i really was kind of interested after she described his experience to me. i talked to him about it a little bit later on when i had the chance and i decided to try it out. stranger still is now that i look back on that experience is that vipasana meditation is literally the same thing as void meditation.

now i am in my senior year and for some reason a friend from high school decided to tell me he found the Joy of Satan site and gave me the links to check it out. i'll be completely honest here, i was really skeptical about it at first, but i decided to read through the information and i found some of the information on the site matched up with stuff i learned before. (ie. meditation techniques, places of chakra points and how massive battles took place long ago between chi users)

the funny thing is i was an atheist/agnostic (i wavered between the two, but i had a burning hatred for christianity and all that other rubbish) before i learned about Satanism. so my line of thinking was, what in the world were the chances that out of every single religion on this planet, Satanism would be the one to not only match up with information that i already know, but to also expand on what i do know about how to use chi? after deliberating for about two weeks, i made my dedication to Father Satan and i have regretted nothing. (just fyi, i made the dedication about a week ago. i've just been lurking around in the background)

well that's my story for how i got into Satanism. i kind of feel like for the past couple years, something has been gradually guiding me and giving me the necessary information i needed to find and make the correct choice to believe in Father Satan. anyone else willing to share how they found Father? because if i had not known anything about chi or some history behind it beforehand i would have stayed far far away from this site.

ALL HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY ALL HIS ENEMIES PERISH BEFORE HIM!

-Jeff
 
Can't believe nobodies caught this yet, but sixth6sense6santanist6 has openly admitted to having a kike mother, doesn't that mean he/she is a kike also? If not then sorry, I'd like if someone who knew more about this would clarify?

HAIL SATAN
HAIL HALPHAS

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xblu_pix" <xblu_pix@... wrote:

hello all, figured I'd introduce myself to the group since I joined earlier today. my name is jeff and I guess I'll start with how I found this group and why I decided to join in the first place.

it started when I entered college and met a floor-mate of mine and after about a semester of knowing him he came up to me one day and asked me if I knew how to use chi. I was confused and he said the reason he thought I would know is because whenever someone is in his vicinity he said he could feel their presence, but when he is around me he said he sometimes could not feel anything from me. after that he taught me how to make a chi-ball and it took me about a month(?) to feel anything. he told me some history about chi and that a very long time ago a terrible war between people that could use chi happened and a lot of people were killed and the knowledge was kept secret in certain sects and families for safe keeping. he also taught me general placements of the different chakra points in the body and that people who use chi can absorb healing energy from the sun.

i practiced making the chi-ball on and off through the second year of college with my friend who taught me about chi and nothing of note really happened. except during a few days around my birthday when my friends went shopping for a gift for me at a book store. when they walked over the ouija boards my friend said he felt a presence and a board fell over onto the floor. a couple minutes later a girl started talking to them about past lives and other spiritual things (i really don't remember what they told me about how this conversation got started, but they swear it happened.)

then the summer after my junior year in college, a buddhist friend of my mother's told her about a meditation camp that taught vipasana meditation. he did not know anything about me really, but he told my mother i might enjoy the experience. the strange thing is, i really was kind of interested after she described his experience to me. i talked to him about it a little bit later on when i had the chance and i decided to try it out. stranger still is now that i look back on that experience is that vipasana meditation is literally the same thing as void meditation.

now i am in my senior year and for some reason a friend from high school decided to tell me he found the Joy of Satan site and gave me the links to check it out. i'll be completely honest here, i was really skeptical about it at first, but i decided to read through the information and i found some of the information on the site matched up with stuff i learned before. (ie. meditation techniques, places of chakra points and how massive battles took place long ago between chi users)

the funny thing is i was an atheist/agnostic (i wavered between the two, but i had a burning hatred for christianity and all that other rubbish) before i learned about Satanism. so my line of thinking was, what in the world were the chances that out of every single religion on this planet, Satanism would be the one to not only match up with information that i already know, but to also expand on what i do know about how to use chi? after deliberating for about two weeks, i made my dedication to Father Satan and i have regretted nothing. (just fyi, i made the dedication about a week ago. i've just been lurking around in the background)

well that's my story for how i got into Satanism. i kind of feel like for the past couple years, something has been gradually guiding me and giving me the necessary information i needed to find and make the correct choice to believe in Father Satan. anyone else willing to share how they found Father? because if i had not known anything about chi or some history behind it beforehand i would have stayed far far away from this site.

ALL HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY ALL HIS ENEMIES PERISH BEFORE HIM!

-Jeff
 
Fuck you sixth6sense6santanist6

We do not accept kikes you BASTARD!

Get the Hell outta here you degenerate rotten vermin and go back to your abominable kosher god!

Satan is the ONLY GOD, a TRUE GOD and the GOD of HUMANS! And you're just a crawling kike maggot which deserves nothing but being burned alive.

Siguard Draconis.

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE ELDER GODS!!
DEATH TO THE RIGHT HAND PATH!!
HAIL TO THE GENTILE RACE!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sixth6sense6santanist6" <sixth6sense6santanist6@... wrote:

hey, i rencently joined the groups too (though i've been a dedicated SS for about 2 years). I'd be happy to share my story.

Growing up I was always very sick, and my mother being a jew would always take me to the temple to be blessed by the rabbi there. She believed that he could help me. As I grew older i became worse and worse, and when i was old enough i refused to go to temple with her. I told her that her god could do nothing for me. After a few years i slowly began to recover (i would still have relapses every once in a while).

In addition to this, i began to have a strong feeling of tension between me and this so-called god. i felt a strong amount of hatred and resent from it. I hated it and it hated me.

As for my family, both of my parents are strong alchoholics (and always have been), and unfortunately were mean drunks. lets just say i learned at a young age when to keep my mouth shut and when to hide. I have an older brother, however he is irrisponsible and never any help. He drinks even more than my parents.

I have been open my entire life on my feelings towards a supposed god (I quite frankly thought of him as nothing but a self reightous asshole who used humans as his playthings).

Sophmore year of highschool, my freind and i were messing around and decided to google how to summon a demon and the JOS web site came up. We never actually went through with it, but the site had caught my interest and the next day when i went home, i took a closer look at it. It just seemed right to me i guess, because i found myself checking it everynight and reading from it. I learned as much as i could, and then began the meditations. i found many of the different meditations, projections, etc came to me naturally (though a few did end up to be slightly challenging). Eventually i dedicated, and i have found i havn't had hardly any problems illness wise, my depression has all but dissapeared, and i'm just generally a happier person (i think the meditations helped a lot with that). My dad went to jail and was put on probation once he got out banning him from drinking, and i never see my brother anymore so i don't really have to deal with him. My mom still drinks just as much, and has become the worst sort of kike i can imagine, but i just do my best to avoid her.

and yeah thats my story... btw i'm sorry if i have a bunch of spelling problems and mixed up letters, i'm dyslexic

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xblu_pix" <xblu_pix@ wrote:

hello all, figured I'd introduce myself to the group since I joined earlier today. my name is jeff and I guess I'll start with how I found this group and why I decided to join in the first place.

it started when I entered college and met a floor-mate of mine and after about a semester of knowing him he came up to me one day and asked me if I knew how to use chi. I was confused and he said the reason he thought I would know is because whenever someone is in his vicinity he said he could feel their presence, but when he is around me he said he sometimes could not feel anything from me. after that he taught me how to make a chi-ball and it took me about a month(?) to feel anything. he told me some history about chi and that a very long time ago a terrible war between people that could use chi happened and a lot of people were killed and the knowledge was kept secret in certain sects and families for safe keeping. he also taught me general placements of the different chakra points in the body and that people who use chi can absorb healing energy from the sun.

i practiced making the chi-ball on and off through the second year of college with my friend who taught me about chi and nothing of note really happened. except during a few days around my birthday when my friends went shopping for a gift for me at a book store. when they walked over the ouija boards my friend said he felt a presence and a board fell over onto the floor. a couple minutes later a girl started talking to them about past lives and other spiritual things (i really don't remember what they told me about how this conversation got started, but they swear it happened.)

then the summer after my junior year in college, a buddhist friend of my mother's told her about a meditation camp that taught vipasana meditation. he did not know anything about me really, but he told my mother i might enjoy the experience. the strange thing is, i really was kind of interested after she described his experience to me. i talked to him about it a little bit later on when i had the chance and i decided to try it out. stranger still is now that i look back on that experience is that vipasana meditation is literally the same thing as void meditation.

now i am in my senior year and for some reason a friend from high school decided to tell me he found the Joy of Satan site and gave me the links to check it out. i'll be completely honest here, i was really skeptical about it at first, but i decided to read through the information and i found some of the information on the site matched up with stuff i learned before. (ie. meditation techniques, places of chakra points and how massive battles took place long ago between chi users)

the funny thing is i was an atheist/agnostic (i wavered between the two, but i had a burning hatred for christianity and all that other rubbish) before i learned about Satanism. so my line of thinking was, what in the world were the chances that out of every single religion on this planet, Satanism would be the one to not only match up with information that i already know, but to also expand on what i do know about how to use chi? after deliberating for about two weeks, i made my dedication to Father Satan and i have regretted nothing. (just fyi, i made the dedication about a week ago. i've just been lurking around in the background)

well that's my story for how i got into Satanism. i kind of feel like for the past couple years, something has been gradually guiding me and giving me the necessary information i needed to find and make the correct choice to believe in Father Satan. anyone else willing to share how they found Father? because if i had not known anything about chi or some history behind it beforehand i would have stayed far far away from this site.

ALL HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY ALL HIS ENEMIES PERISH BEFORE HIM!

-Jeff
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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