kez_donnelly
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Hello, my name's Kerry and I'm 17.
I've only recently discovered Satanism through JoyofSatan.org, and I'm very interested in learning more about Satan and establishing a relationship with him. I was brought up as a Christian through nursery, primary school and secondary school (my family have never tried to impose Christianity on me) and because I've been indoctrinated for most of my life by my schools, I'm very nervous and even a bit scared about being involved in Satanism because of all I've been taught as a child. I'm looking for some guidance here from anyone kind enough to provide it.
I was taught the usuall bull, that Satan is evil and God is good, but I have never actually believed in this. I have always questioned the bible because I think it is very hypocrital and I love challenging my Christian teachers on the contradictions in the bible.
I feel its best if I don't do the dedication ritual yet, since I want to have a bond with Satan first so then when the time comes I feel completely at ease with performing the ritual, I'd like to know some steps I can take to slowly get to know Satan and get rid of these years of Christian idoctrination.
Also, when you become a follower of Satan, does that mean you act differently or hostile towards Christians? My family are Christians (not fanatics, they believe in God but thats about as far as it goes) and I love my family very much, but would I have to treat them any different? Would Satan be angry with me if I didn't treat them differently, or didn't try to make my beliefs known to them?
Any help would be greatly appreciated, and thank you for reading.
Hail Satan.
-Kerry
I've only recently discovered Satanism through JoyofSatan.org, and I'm very interested in learning more about Satan and establishing a relationship with him. I was brought up as a Christian through nursery, primary school and secondary school (my family have never tried to impose Christianity on me) and because I've been indoctrinated for most of my life by my schools, I'm very nervous and even a bit scared about being involved in Satanism because of all I've been taught as a child. I'm looking for some guidance here from anyone kind enough to provide it.
I was taught the usuall bull, that Satan is evil and God is good, but I have never actually believed in this. I have always questioned the bible because I think it is very hypocrital and I love challenging my Christian teachers on the contradictions in the bible.
I feel its best if I don't do the dedication ritual yet, since I want to have a bond with Satan first so then when the time comes I feel completely at ease with performing the ritual, I'd like to know some steps I can take to slowly get to know Satan and get rid of these years of Christian idoctrination.
Also, when you become a follower of Satan, does that mean you act differently or hostile towards Christians? My family are Christians (not fanatics, they believe in God but thats about as far as it goes) and I love my family very much, but would I have to treat them any different? Would Satan be angry with me if I didn't treat them differently, or didn't try to make my beliefs known to them?
Any help would be greatly appreciated, and thank you for reading.
Hail Satan.
-Kerry