jonathantones
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I've done much research, im currently reading the satanic bible (i don't belive in Anton's theories). I decided to become a satanist because i belive there is a greater power and christianity and the other "good" gods are ilogical and just a bunch of bullshit to be honost. I still have a 1000 questions like what do theistic satanists belive aboutt the afterlife, etc. I've read through alot of the JoS web page but it seems the harder i search for answers, the more questions pops up... i havn't gotten to the dedication ritual as i am not sure when and where will be perfect. I truely belive that satan and his demons can help me and i want to except him into my life, i've never been more sure about anything, i've also tried meditation but with every atempt i get the same results, it feels like nothing is happening. If anyone can shed some light on this situation it will be greatly apritiated.