Aquarius said:
Hi, have you guys noticed that some places are filled with negative energy?
For example, today I was driving on a mountain and there are many little towns there, I stopped near a field to chill and I have noticed how disgusting and materialistic the energy feels there, as if all of the fucking town was inhabited by disgusting xians, then I heard a woman screaming with the most disgusting voice ever and understood what kind of people live there.
Sounds like the place I live in at the moment lol. Different places do have different energies like small towns and places like that. Its like the area has its own aura that you can just feel even without psychic abilities because of the nastiness of the place.
The place where I live is a rural southern area and its filled with nothing but xians and drug addicts and the place has a nasty energy to it for miles. Its heavily stricken by poverty, junkies, and xians, and you can literally feel it. Ive lived in this place my whole life and ive had to suffer through it, but with all the discipline and occult knowledge ive learned over the years has made me like a diamond in pile of coal. Meaning Im really different, cleaner, and a lot more powerful at the soul level than the rest of the mindless idiots that live around me.
Sadly most of the people that live around me have very weak souls and this will most likely be the last life they live because they just don't have the power to reincarnate again, and to make it even worse, most of those people are drug addicts and it weakens them even more.
The forest and mountain areas where I live feel clean and full of life, but when you get to the small towns and things, the overall energy feels nasty and feels like its dark grayish or greenish in color.
A certain type Energy attracts the same energy, that's why you always have people who are poor and poverty stricken all around each other in the same areas, while you have rich and wealthy people and towns elsewhere that seem to cluster around the same place. People all have different auras and energies, but I believe that there are some types of energies that peoples aura give off that attracts other people with similar energies to their auras. That's how you get very rich and wealthy towns, while other towns and places are poor. The overall population most likely has either good or bad energy to them.
That's just my theory though.
My mother has very nasty and negative energy to her soul. She is a very weak soul and she has been a hardcore drug addict for most of her life, luckily she wasn't an addict before I was born. The enemy uses her a lot to attack me, because she is like the easiest person to manipulate. My childhood wasn't great living with her, she could never handle alcohol, and she is a totally different person when she gets drunk. I had a nightmarish childhood because of that bitch and because of all the times she got drunk and suddenly attacked me with knives and shit like that for no reason at all. The enemy has been attacking me for most of my life and most of the time they used my mom to attack me. I found JoS a few years ago and after that, things have settled down a lot, I had to put my foot down on her bullshit, while kicking the other foot up a few asses, and im slowly getting stronger and brighter every day. I still have to live with that bitch until I can find a home for myself, and she is a total nightmare of a person and she is to the point where I wouldn't even classify her has a human being anymore, because shes just a monster, and ive always seen her as one.
Don't know why I started talking about my mom, I guess I just have a lot on my mind right now and I feel like talking about something lol. Sorry for going off topic a bit there.