I did the ritual. Only thing was it took a good 15 minutes roughly for me to pick my finger since the needle point was a bit dull.
In the end, I finally got a little blood out.
I signed it.
Then, after folding the paper, I burnt it on the candle, but then it made it go off. I feel like the ritual did not go as I expected with the above issues.
I also didn't sit to meditate immediately after. I went to the restroom to wash my finger. As I'm a nurse, I thought I should go and wash it up. I went right back to the area I did the ritual. I just sat, and felt a bit relieved, happy, joy, etc. Then wished Satan and the gods a merry yuletide.
I looked up at the stars from the balcony. It was few minutes past midnight already. The night was beautiful.
But I can't help but wonder if the ritual was accepted despite taking forever to draw a little amount of blood and also the paper burning to then put the candle out. I had to light it back up.
I really hope it was accepted.
In the end, I finally got a little blood out.
I signed it.
Then, after folding the paper, I burnt it on the candle, but then it made it go off. I feel like the ritual did not go as I expected with the above issues.
I also didn't sit to meditate immediately after. I went to the restroom to wash my finger. As I'm a nurse, I thought I should go and wash it up. I went right back to the area I did the ritual. I just sat, and felt a bit relieved, happy, joy, etc. Then wished Satan and the gods a merry yuletide.
I looked up at the stars from the balcony. It was few minutes past midnight already. The night was beautiful.
But I can't help but wonder if the ritual was accepted despite taking forever to draw a little amount of blood and also the paper burning to then put the candle out. I had to light it back up.
I really hope it was accepted.