Need help with evocations

[Kataklyzm666]

I tried evoking demons but so far nothing has happened... I felt some energy a couple of times but other than that nothing. I'm very skeptical and i'm thinking about giving up all together. I even tried the simons necronomicon spirits and also nothing. I think the time i evoked beezlebub and azazel were the only times i felt spirits, but they're energy scared me so i stopped evoking them. Maybe that was all in my head since i was on seroquel and probably made myself go into fight or flight since i have bad anxiety. I really wanted this to work. My life sucks and i'm lonley and clinically depressed. I could use the help of a higher being.

 

[Jack]

Summoning an immortal god for the lulz of it or some xianized reason that "I summon this demon and he/she will fix my life and I'll be a badass with money and hoes." Now I don't know if you're coming from this frame of mind but if you are then stop and reevaluate what you're doing. Guardian Demons are the Gurus or the teachers of us. They help us when we're inexperienced and eventually we have the level of personal power to become a living god. However the purpose a guardian serves is much more than that. In Vedic tradition there is a concept of Guru and Shisya. Meaning teacher and student. You are a student and to reach the highest high of your craft you'll need the mentorship of a God for no current man or woman is able to share with you the deepest secrets of the occult. The relationship of a true god and man transcends this current paradigm of materialism we live in. Its about connection and understanding. True connection and understanding. Its to eventually transcend these barriers and reach the ultimate truth. Which is the eventual goal ,the magnum opus. These is a world war going on. Whenever you seriously advance in this area of life. You'll be eventually stonewalled by entities who will try to rope you in different sides of the war. Its extremely important that you align yourself with the forces of Hell, the daemon maha siddhas for the enemy is human hating and want to kill you. Your purpose in this day and age is two fold. Dedication under our father towards his cause and improving your personal,spiritual, material and mental prowess in life. To get something you need to contribute and intelligently use the tools already at your disposal. Chemical drugs are extremely harmful to the brain. Depression is a fake disorder. It doesn't exist. Its not a physical thing like your liver or stomach for example. It's energy being dense and blocking parts of your neural framework. Energy is physically electrical impulses being conducted by the neurons. To rid yourself of depression you should do Lydia's psychological healing working and freeing the soul from enemy influences by HPHoodedcobra. Apart from that your summoning is being failed because you're not psychically open enough. Work on your astral senses and throat chakra. And do regular hatha and kundalini yoga. Do headstand Th meditation every time in the headstand so your astral sight will open quickly. Search all of this in the search bar. And do regular RTR.