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[cujotsutennou]

Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a "pathetic"(in my mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in more ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned demons can interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also got out the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle itself was scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the smell from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault for that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member of Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using white masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking both at once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I imagine it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of my memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I admitted my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting of the candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people, knew what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to a soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to consort with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A very rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the Dominion. You must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd appear before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is to turn away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my body to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel screamed loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down. To let an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that matter, had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs of.... something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out. I stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was dying. My head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it merely came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it with wonky eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned inside out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay long, but I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a yellowish green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face to face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense, blaring - like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light current come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually. And.... my body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the ground. I did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle school, but after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put out the candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I know an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your thoughts?

 

[Allison P]

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a "pathetic"(in my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned demons can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also got out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle itself was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking both at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting of the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people, knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the Dominion. You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is to turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down. To let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out. I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was dying. My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it with wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay long, but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense, blaring -
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually. And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle school, but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put out the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[cujotsutennou]

I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my family is Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me puts me at great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has my entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too. I'm thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest I become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my life and joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a personal "servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and making my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that they're causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a "pathetic"(in my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned demons can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also got out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle itself was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking both at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting of the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people, knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the Dominion. You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is to turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down. To let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out. I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was dying. My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it with wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay long, but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense, blaring -
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually. And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle school, but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put out the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[Allison P]

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me puts me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too. I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my life and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a "pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people, knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down. To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out. I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense, blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[Joshua Cuono]

This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days in the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this enemy is hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third eye whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would make me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods clearly banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm having a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to see the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling off the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely weak, I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me puts me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too. I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my life and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a "pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people, knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down. To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out. I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense, blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[Allison P]

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too. I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[Joshua Cuono]

My regular routine has been thrown into shambles. I'm pretty much unsure of myself anymore, but I have not given up believing in Father... yet. But I'm losing.

I tried to meditate last night, but I couldn't even conjure the ladder anymore. I start to see it, but then it vanishes, and then something else preoccupies my mind. As I recall, concentration and relaxation are key; however, she's messing with the former, which causes the latter to go away.

This is one heck of an angelic attack, and I'm getting delusional. I need Father Satan's help, but at this rate, I won't even be able to push for his assistance unless these angels get the hell away.

I'm also feeling pain... of the stress category. It's strongest points are near the start of my abdomen (where the rib cage starts to end, and the fleshy part begins), my head, and the very center of my torso, at my spine.

Night time is getting hard to deal with. Day time causes stress, and I can't even put logical sentences together.

Somebody help; I'm getting assaulted like crazy!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too. I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[Allison P]

YOU MUST NOT GIVE UP! I put this caps to emphasize the importance of
this statement. That is exactly what this bitch wants, for you to give
up and go crawling back to the nazarene. Do not give into its demands!
I talked to my friend, and he said the best thing for you to do is,
recite the prayer of protection from the Jos site:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... rayer.html

You don't have to be psychically open to do this; he WILL hear you.
Say this as many times as you think necessary. Definitely, I think it
would help to say it before you go to bed. Also, I really don't think
it would hurt to do a banishing ritual. Just print out the sigils and
read the prayer, if you don't think you can do the visualization. I
think even just having Flauros' and Orobas' sigils in your room would
do a world of good.

He also told me that void meditation would be very useful in your
situation. Now, I know you're having lots of trouble concentrating
because of the angel, but you have to fight that. Void meditation is
invaluable for blocking unwanted spiritual attacks and such. Just do a
little every day...try your best. Now, this is important: if thoughts
come, acknowledge them, but then just let them slip away. Focus back
again upon whatever you're focusing on for the meditation. Even five
minutes is better than not doing anything at all.

Above all, remember that these angels would love nothing more than to
see you give up and fall to pieces. Do not give them the satisfaction.
If they see that you are strong willed and are not giving into them,
they will eventually stop hounding you. Do not let them fucking win!
Be strong...you are a son of the Serpent. Ave Satanas!

On 2/27/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
My regular routine has been thrown into shambles. I'm pretty much unsure of
myself anymore, but I have not given up believing in Father... yet. But I'm
losing.

I tried to meditate last night, but I couldn't even conjure the ladder
anymore. I start to see it, but then it vanishes, and then something else
preoccupies my mind. As I recall, concentration and relaxation are key;
however, she's messing with the former, which causes the latter to go away.

This is one heck of an angelic attack, and I'm getting delusional. I need
Father Satan's help, but at this rate, I won't even be able to push for his
assistance unless these angels get the hell away.

I'm also feeling pain... of the stress category. It's strongest points are
near the start of my abdomen (where the rib cage starts to end, and the
fleshy part begins), my head, and the very center of my torso, at my spine.

Night time is getting hard to deal with. Day time causes stress, and I can't
even put logical sentences together.

Somebody help; I'm getting assaulted like crazy!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days
in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this
enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third
eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would
make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods
clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm
having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to
see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling
off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely
weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me
puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has
my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too.
I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest
I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my
life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my
chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic
in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away;
so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether
it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe
beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail
Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him
in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that
"attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had
the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too
offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own
fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any
member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it
using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer
for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my
summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a
little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best
of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the
lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all
people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was
I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but
to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try
to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe
he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it
is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she
kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using
my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard
down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked
out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When
I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole,
turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was
face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I
put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up,
but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are
your
thoughts?

 

[Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine]

Don't loose so quickly your faith in Satan or it is not faith at all.HP Vovim stayed one month in trouble, he said, before to see Father Satan came to him.For me, you have to go away from where you are, go to a friend or something and cut any link you can have with your family.In plus, to stay in strong electric blue flame will protect you, clean yourself.Why you dont use on and in your body, except the brain and the heart, the true element fire to burn any negative attack on your aura and so ?Try to do it again and again.Don't let these filthy angels win on you. Or whatever it is.If you are satanist, you are a warrior.The more you are attacked, the more you should be full of hate and will to harm them !The more they attacked you, the more you are with Satan !It is the best way to put them out !Use all your pain and anger to throw them on their filthy face. What is it to give up with Satan ! It is perhaps your first possibility to battle against the enemy, don't give up.Use all your hate to protect you, all your spite against them.Again, I repeat, the more they attack you, the more you should become satanist.They can do nothing against you, it is because you give up they are more powerful against you !Think you are constantly in a blue flame. Btw, are you already dedicated, I guess yes.Don't "offer" you to the enemy, fight, fight, don't return to the slavery.Repeat "Satan, Satan, Satan" always, it's work. Don't be afraid of this angel, it is nothing more than a clone, a disgusting thing. He has no power, except the power you think he has.Fight and stay in a blue flame and go away as soon as possible from any xian.The energy are totally incompatible. We must stay away of that filth.Don't give up !HAIL SATAN !
De : Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@...
À : [email protected]
Envoyé le : Lun 28 février 2011, 3h 36min 43s
Objet : [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

  My regular routine has been thrown into shambles. I'm pretty much unsure of myself anymore, but I have not given up believing in Father... yet. But I'm losing.

I tried to meditate last night, but I couldn't even conjure the ladder anymore. I start to see it, but then it vanishes, and then something else preoccupies my mind. As I recall, concentration and relaxation are key; however, she's messing with the former, which causes the latter to go away.

This is one heck of an angelic attack, and I'm getting delusional. I need Father Satan's help, but at this rate, I won't even be able to push for his assistance unless these angels get the hell away.

I'm also feeling pain... of the stress category. It's strongest points are near the start of my abdomen (where the rib cage starts to end, and the fleshy part begins), my head, and the very center of my torso, at my spine.

Night time is getting hard to deal with. Day time causes stress, and I can't even put logical sentences together.

Somebody help; I'm getting assaulted like crazy!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too. I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[Gender Tender]

one sentence,red energy.
 hail ea
hail baal
hail astaroth
hail zazel
haiil all the people of satan

From: Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Mon, February 28, 2011 11:36:43 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

  My regular routine has been thrown into shambles. I'm pretty much unsure of myself anymore, but I have not given up believing in Father... yet. But I'm losing.

I tried to meditate last night, but I couldn't even conjure the ladder anymore. I start to see it, but then it vanishes, and then something else preoccupies my mind. As I recall, concentration and relaxation are key; however, she's messing with the former, which causes the latter to go away.

This is one heck of an angelic attack, and I'm getting delusional. I need Father Satan's help, but at this rate, I won't even be able to push for his assistance unless these angels get the hell away.

I'm also feeling pain... of the stress category. It's strongest points are near the start of my abdomen (where the rib cage starts to end, and the fleshy part begins), my head, and the very center of my torso, at my spine.

Night time is getting hard to deal with. Day time causes stress, and I can't even put logical sentences together.

Somebody help; I'm getting assaulted like crazy!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too. I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[tigirus]

I have dealt with angelic attacks before and these are some things that worked for me:

Do a banishing ritual in you haven't already, they work well. Cleanse your area with the satanic blue flames as often as you feel an unwanted presence. You can cleanse yourself too, I always imagine my aura brightening and heating up and burning away. I also affirm, "Any entity that is not of Father Satan is leaving me and my area immediately." Of course, you must constantly build your aura of protection. Don't get distracted if you cant get into trance, just focus on building your aura and removing this attacker- your abilities will come back when they leave. Don't let yourself be distracted or disheartened by them, they will try anything to make you stop meditating. Most of all, don't give this entity your attention at all. Ignore it, push it completely from your mind. Try not to think of the situation at all, as best you can, as any sort of attention just provokes/empowers the angel. Trust in Satan and if you are in the midst of a particularly unbearable attack, call to him for protection.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Joshua Cuono" <cujotsutennou@... wrote:

My regular routine has been thrown into shambles. I'm pretty much unsure of myself anymore, but I have not given up believing in Father... yet. But I'm losing.

I tried to meditate last night, but I couldn't even conjure the ladder anymore. I start to see it, but then it vanishes, and then something else preoccupies my mind. As I recall, concentration and relaxation are key; however, she's messing with the former, which causes the latter to go away.

This is one heck of an angelic attack, and I'm getting delusional. I need Father Satan's help, but at this rate, I won't even be able to push for his assistance unless these angels get the hell away.

I'm also feeling pain... of the stress category. It's strongest points are near the start of my abdomen (where the rib cage starts to end, and the fleshy part begins), my head, and the very center of my torso, at my spine.

Night time is getting hard to deal with. Day time causes stress, and I can't even put logical sentences together.

Somebody help; I'm getting assaulted like crazy!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too. I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[[email protected]]

Joshua,

I am reading through your experience, and would like to ask you a few deeper questions about your symptoms and any other symptoms that you may be experiencing.

Blurred vision, slurred speech (swopping words, speaking backwards, putting senteces together the wrong way, words not making sense), severe brain fog and a feeling of fading in and out of reality and that you're just about to loose control of your awareness. Sudden sharp chest pains and pain across the heart area, shortness of breath, sudden stomach pain and stomach rumbling/stomach noises, sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord and a sudden stabbing pain in the side (often the bottom left side of the rip cage). Also, is your tongue covered in white when waking up in the morning.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Joshua Cuono" <cujotsutennou@... wrote:

My regular routine has been thrown into shambles. I'm pretty much unsure of myself anymore, but I have not given up believing in Father... yet. But I'm losing.

I tried to meditate last night, but I couldn't even conjure the ladder anymore. I start to see it, but then it vanishes, and then something else preoccupies my mind. As I recall, concentration and relaxation are key; however, she's messing with the former, which causes the latter to go away.

This is one heck of an angelic attack, and I'm getting delusional. I need Father Satan's help, but at this rate, I won't even be able to push for his assistance unless these angels get the hell away.

I'm also feeling pain... of the stress category. It's strongest points are near the start of my abdomen (where the rib cage starts to end, and the fleshy part begins), my head, and the very center of my torso, at my spine.

Night time is getting hard to deal with. Day time causes stress, and I can't even put logical sentences together.

Somebody help; I'm getting assaulted like crazy!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too. I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[Pierce Talanski]

This seems like one hell on an angelic attack. I think we should do a group ritual or something to ask Father Satan to protect this person, and also curse the fuck out of this angelic asshole. Anyone agree?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine <infuriatedsekhmet1111@... wrote:

Don't loose so quickly your faith in Satan or it is not faith at all.
HP Vovim stayed one month in trouble, he said, before to see Father Satan came
to him.
For me, you have to go away from where you are, go to a friend or something and
cut any link you can have with your family.
In plus, to stay in strong electric blue flame will protect you, clean yourself.
Why you dont use on and in your body, except the brain and the heart, the true
element fire to burn any negative attack on your aura and so ?
Try to do it again and again.
Don't let these filthy angels win on you. Or whatever it is.
If you are satanist, you are a warrior.
The more you are attacked, the more you should be full of hate and will to harm
them !
The more they attacked you, the more you are with Satan !
It is the best way to put them out !
Use all your pain and anger to throw them on their filthy face.
What is it to give up with Satan ! It is perhaps your first possibility to
battle against the enemy, don't give up.
Use all your hate to protect you, all your spite against them.
Again, I repeat, the more they attack you, the more you should become satanist.
They can do nothing against you, it is because you give up they are more
powerful against you !
Think you are constantly in a blue flame.
Btw, are you already dedicated, I guess yes.
Don't "offer" you to the enemy, fight, fight, don't return to the slavery.
Repeat "Satan, Satan, Satan" always, it's work. Don't be afraid of this angel,
it is nothing more than a clone, a disgusting thing. He has no power, except the
power you think he has.
Fight and stay in a blue flame and go away as soon as possible from any xian.
The energy are totally incompatible. We must stay away of that filth.
Don't give up !
HAIL SATAN !



________________________________
De : Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@...
À : [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Envoyé le : Lun 28 février 2011, 3h 36min 43s
Objet : [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience


My regular routine has been thrown into shambles. I'm pretty much unsure of
myself anymore, but I have not given up believing in Father... yet. But I'm
losing.

I tried to meditate last night, but I couldn't even conjure the ladder anymore.
I start to see it, but then it vanishes, and then something else preoccupies my
mind. As I recall, concentration and relaxation are key; however, she's messing
with the former, which causes the latter to go away.

This is one heck of an angelic attack, and I'm getting delusional. I need Father
Satan's help, but at this rate, I won't even be able to push for his assistance
unless these angels get the hell away.

I'm also feeling pain... of the stress category. It's strongest points are near
the start of my abdomen (where the rib cage starts to end, and the fleshy part
begins), my head, and the very center of my torso, at my spine.

Night time is getting hard to deal with. Day time causes stress, and I can't
even put logical sentences together.

Somebody help; I'm getting assaulted like crazy!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too. I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine]

I just wondered if...  perhaps I say a stupidity, but, it can be too a kundalini ascension badly engaged. ...I don't know, sometimes, kundalini ascension can be like if we become "schizophenic", hearing voices, thinking we are attack, very strong pain in the body... and it is kundalini. I am pretty sure a lot of people in asylum are not "schizophenic" at all but had a spontaneous kundalini and it was not detected.Perhaps a stupidity.Hail Satan !
De : Pierce Talanski <ptalanski@...
À : [email protected]
Envoyé le : Mar 1 mars 2011, 0h 41min 08s
Objet : Re : [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

  This seems like one hell on an angelic attack. I think we should do a group ritual or something to ask Father Satan to protect this person, and also curse the fuck out of this angelic asshole. Anyone agree?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine <infuriatedsekhmet1111@... wrote:

Don't loose so quickly your faith in Satan or it is not faith at all.
HP Vovim stayed one month in trouble, he said, before to see Father Satan came
to him.
For me, you have to go away from where you are, go to a friend or something and
cut any link you can have with your family.
In plus, to stay in strong electric blue flame will protect you, clean yourself.
Why you dont use on and in your body, except the brain and the heart, the true
element fire to burn any negative attack on your aura and so ?
Try to do it again and again.
Don't let these filthy angels win on you. Or whatever it is.
If you are satanist, you are a warrior.
The more you are attacked, the more you should be full of hate and will to harm
them !
The more they attacked you, the more you are with Satan !
It is the best way to put them out !
Use all your pain and anger to throw them on their filthy face.
What is it to give up with Satan ! It is perhaps your first possibility to
battle against the enemy, don't give up.
Use all your hate to protect you, all your spite against them.
Again, I repeat, the more they attack you, the more you should become satanist.
They can do nothing against you, it is because you give up they are more
powerful against you !
Think you are constantly in a blue flame.
Btw, are you already dedicated, I guess yes.
Don't "offer" you to the enemy, fight, fight, don't return to the slavery.
Repeat "Satan, Satan, Satan" always, it's work. Don't be afraid of this angel,
it is nothing more than a clone, a disgusting thing. He has no power, except the
power you think he has.
Fight and stay in a blue flame and go away as soon as possible from any xian.
The energy are totally incompatible. We must stay away of that filth.
Don't give up !
HAIL SATAN !



________________________________
De : Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@...
À : [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Envoyé le : Lun 28 février 2011, 3h 36min 43s
Objet : [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience


My regular routine has been thrown into shambles. I'm pretty much unsure of
myself anymore, but I have not given up believing in Father... yet. But I'm
losing.

I tried to meditate last night, but I couldn't even conjure the ladder anymore.
I start to see it, but then it vanishes, and then something else preoccupies my
mind. As I recall, concentration and relaxation are key; however, she's messing
with the former, which causes the latter to go away.

This is one heck of an angelic attack, and I'm getting delusional. I need Father
Satan's help, but at this rate, I won't even be able to push for his assistance
unless these angels get the hell away.

I'm also feeling pain... of the stress category. It's strongest points are near
the start of my abdomen (where the rib cage starts to end, and the fleshy part
begins), my head, and the very center of my torso, at my spine.

Night time is getting hard to deal with. Day time causes stress, and I can't
even put logical sentences together.

Somebody help; I'm getting assaulted like crazy!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too. I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away; so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that "attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole, turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up, but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are your
thoughts?

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

i agree!
-----Original Message-----
Date: Monday, February 28, 2011 9:58:46 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Pierce Talanski" <ptalanski@...
Subject: Re : [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

This seems like one hell on an angelic attack. I think we should do a group ritual or something to ask Father Satan to protect this person, and also curse the fuck out of this angelic asshole. Anyone agree?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine <infuriatedsekhmet1111@... wrote:

Don't loose so quickly your faith in Satan or it is not faith at all.
HP Vovim stayed one month in trouble, he said, before to see Father Satan came
to him.
For me, you have to go away from where you are, go to a friend or something and
cut any link you can have with your family.
In plus, to stay in strong electric blue flame will protect you, clean yourself.
Why you dont use on and in your body, except the brain and the heart, the true
element fire to burn any negative attack on your aura and so ?
Try to do it again and again.
Don't let these filthy angels win on you. Or whatever it is.
If you are satanist, you are a warrior.
The more you are attacked, the more

 

[Steve thomson Thomson]

i agree also we are brothers and sister


From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tue, March 1, 2011 1:03:48 AM
Subject: RE: Re : [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

  i agree!
-----Original Message-----
Date: Monday, February 28, 2011 9:58:46 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Pierce Talanski" <ptalanski@...
Subject: Re : [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

This seems like one hell on an angelic attack. I think we should do a group ritual or something to ask Father Satan to protect this person, and also curse the fuck out of this angelic asshole. Anyone agree?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine <infuriatedsekhmet1111@... wrote:

Don't loose so quickly your faith in Satan or it is not faith at all.
HP Vovim stayed one month in trouble, he said, before to see Father Satan came
to him.
For me, you have to go away from where you are, go to a friend or something and
cut any link you can have with your family.
In plus, to stay in strong electric blue flame will protect you, clean yourself.
Why you dont use on and in your body, except the brain and the heart, the true
element fire to burn any negative attack on your aura and so ?
Try to do it again and again.
Don't let these filthy angels win on you. Or whatever it is.
If you are satanist, you are a warrior.
The more you are attacked, the more

 

[Joshua Cuono]

Blurred vision = No.
Slurred speech = Depends. When I was typing that plea for help, I kept stumbling on the words, and trying to spontaneously correct them.
Severe brain fog = Gonna have to say yes. I still cannot control the visualizations 100%, but it's getting near 40%.
A Feeling of Fading In and Out of Reality/Losing Control of Awareness = Yes and No. I'm able to move my limbs and such freely, but I'm often breaking into unrealistic thought. Constantly. Also, when I do get control of my third eye, the images aren't pleasant.
Sharp Chest Pains/Pain Across the Heart Area = No. This pain is centered two ribs down from the very center of my collarbone (specifically in the divider bone of the chest, not the separate rib bones). This pain stems from emotional stress, and also feels like something's being ripped out.
Shortness of breath = From time to time, yes. Not always, however. However, I'm aware of it often, and always try to regain my breathing rhythm.
Sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord = No. This pain is very much like a migraine in nature, but is centered in the middle of the upper torso (the bottom of the vertebrae portion that draws the barrier unto the abdomen apart from the upper, caged part of the upper torso). Also, it's not only there - this pain is shared in the upper portions of the cranial area (where I've seen the chakras located), and on the opposite side of where the spinal pain to be located. These three areas seem to be the greatest, most obvious source of pain.
Tongue Covered in White = Yes, though not as badly. It does gather in the main base of the tongue, where the most taste buds usually gather (basically, the place that your dentist normally tells you to brush).
Everything besides that is perfectly red.

Other notable symptoms: Incredible fatigue, loss of interest in daily activities, sudden images flickering when using the third eye/mind's eye (impossible to control), incredible depression, lack of anger, pacifism, unsure of oneself.


Hope this helps.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "upbydawn@..." <upbydawn@... wrote:



Joshua,

I am reading through your experience, and would like to ask you a few deeper questions about your symptoms and any other symptoms that you may be experiencing.

Blurred vision, slurred speech (swopping words, speaking backwards, putting senteces together the wrong way, words not making sense), severe brain fog and a feeling of fading in and out of reality and that you're just about to loose control of your awareness. Sudden sharp chest pains and pain across the heart area, shortness of breath, sudden stomach pain and stomach rumbling/stomach noises, sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord and a sudden stabbing pain in the side (often the bottom left side of the rip cage). Also, is your tongue covered in white when waking up in the morning.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

why is he suffering so why is father helping?
-----Original Message-----
Date: Tuesday, March 01, 2011 9:24:26 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Joshua Cuono" <cujotsutennou@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

Blurred vision = No.
Slurred speech = Depends. When I was typing that plea for help, I kept stumbling on the words, and trying to spontaneously correct them.
Severe brain fog = Gonna have to say yes. I still cannot control the visualizations 100%, but it's getting near 40%.
A Feeling of Fading In and Out of Reality/Losing Control of Awareness = Yes and No. I'm able to move my limbs and such freely, but I'm often breaking into unrealistic thought. Constantly. Also, when I do get control of my third eye, the images aren't pleasant.
Sharp Chest Pains/Pain Across the Heart Area = No. This pain is centered two ribs down from the very center of my collarbone (specifically in the divider bone of the chest, not the separate rib bones). This pain stems from emotional stress, and also feels like something's being ripped out.
Shortness of breath = From time to time, yes. Not always, however. However, I'm aware of it often, and always try to regain my breathing rhythm.
Sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord = No. This pain is very much like a migraine in nature, but is centered in the middle of the upper torso (the bottom of the vertebrae portion that draws the barrier unto the abdomen apart from the upper, caged part of the upper torso). Also, it's not only there - this pain is shared in the upper portions of the cranial area (where I've seen the chakras located), and on the opposite side of where the spinal pain to be located. These three areas seem to be the greatest, most obvious source of pain.
Tongue Covered in White = Yes, though not as badly. It does gather in the main base of the tongue, where the most taste buds usually gather (basically, the place that your dentist normally tells you to brush).
Everything besides that is perfectly red.

Other notable symptoms: Incredible fatigue, loss of interest in daily activities, sudden images flickering when using the third eye/mind's eye (impossible to control), incredible depression, lack of anger, pacifism, unsure of oneself.


Hope this helps.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "upbydawn@..." <upbydawn@... wrote:



Joshua,

I am reading through your experience, and would like to ask you a few deeper questions about your symptoms and any other symptoms that you may be experiencing.

Blurred vision, slurred speech (swopping words, speaking backwards, putting senteces together the wrong way, words not making sense), severe brain fog and a feeling of fading in and out of reality and that you're just about to loose control of your awareness. Sudden sharp chest pains and pain across the heart area, shortness of breath, sudden stomach pain and stomach rumbling/stomach noises, sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord and a sudden stabbing pain in the side (often the bottom left side of the rip cage). Also, is your tongue covered in white when waking up in the morning.

 

[dumatereli]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

YOU MUST NOT GIVE UP! I put this caps to emphasize the importance of
this statement. That is exactly what this bitch wants, for you to give
up and go crawling back to the nazarene. Do not give into its demands!
I talked to my friend, and he said the best thing for you to do is,
recite the prayer of protection from the Jos site:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... rayer.html

You don't have to be psychically open to do this; he WILL hear you.
Say this as many times as you think necessary. Definitely, I think it
would help to say it before you go to bed. Also, I really don't think
it would hurt to do a banishing ritual. Just print out the sigils and
read the prayer, if you don't think you can do the visualization. I
think even just having Flauros' and Orobas' sigils in your room would
do a world of good.

He also told me that void meditation would be very useful in your
situation. Now, I know you're having lots of trouble concentrating
because of the angel, but you have to fight that. Void meditation is
invaluable for blocking unwanted spiritual attacks and such. Just do a
little every day...try your best. Now, this is important: if thoughts
come, acknowledge them, but then just let them slip away. Focus back
again upon whatever you're focusing on for the meditation. Even five
minutes is better than not doing anything at all.

Above all, remember that these angels would love nothing more than to
see you give up and fall to pieces. Do not give them the satisfaction.
If they see that you are strong willed and are not giving into them,
they will eventually stop hounding you. Do not let them fucking win!
Be strong...you are a son of the Serpent. Ave Satanas!

On 2/27/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
My regular routine has been thrown into shambles. I'm pretty much unsure of
myself anymore, but I have not given up believing in Father... yet. But I'm
losing.

I tried to meditate last night, but I couldn't even conjure the ladder
anymore. I start to see it, but then it vanishes, and then something else
preoccupies my mind. As I recall, concentration and relaxation are key;
however, she's messing with the former, which causes the latter to go away.

This is one heck of an angelic attack, and I'm getting delusional. I need
Father Satan's help, but at this rate, I won't even be able to push for his
assistance unless these angels get the hell away.

I'm also feeling pain... of the stress category. It's strongest points are
near the start of my abdomen (where the rib cage starts to end, and the
fleshy part begins), my head, and the very center of my torso, at my spine.

Night time is getting hard to deal with. Day time causes stress, and I can't
even put logical sentences together.

Somebody help; I'm getting assaulted like crazy!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days
in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this
enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third
eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would
make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods
clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm
having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to
see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling
off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely
weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me
puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has
my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too.
I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest
I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my
life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my
chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic
in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away;
so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether
it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe
beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail
Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him
in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that
"attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had
the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too
offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own
fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any
member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it
using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer
for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my
summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a
little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best
of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the
lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all
people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was
I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but
to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try
to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe
he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it
is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she
kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using
my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard
down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked
out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When
I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole,
turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was
face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I
put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up,
but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are
your
thoughts?

I found just consentrating on nothing is excellent for meditating just nothing at all everything absolete meaning nothing that can break this I've never been hit hard by angelics but they seem to be targetting you for some reason.

 

[Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine]

again, I ask that : angel attack ?what he describes about the torso is a kundalini awaken on chakras not aligned.This pain can be the 3e chakra.When I opened it with my Guardian and especially clean it, I was sick, in the chest too, breathing difficult, headhacke and so on. And white tongue.Not so sure it is angels.Past life. Things not nicely succeded at that moment again awaken.Kundalini can be very painful.I had one when I left the angel, I needed 1 year to recover. And I had all the aura totally unbalanced and rings of bells in the left ears up to become crazy.Joshua, don't give up.Angels perhaps take advantage of your state, but not sure they create it. No, past life for me, and a result messy.But, you can manage it. I did and I am not special.Don't give up.Hail Satan !De : Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
À : [email protected]
Envoyé le : Mer 2 mars 2011, 3h 04min 38s
Objet : RE: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

  why is he suffering so why is father helping?
-----Original Message-----
Date: Tuesday, March 01, 2011 9:24:26 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Joshua Cuono" <cujotsutennou@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

Blurred vision = No.
Slurred speech = Depends. When I was typing that plea for help, I kept stumbling on the words, and trying to spontaneously correct them.
Severe brain fog = Gonna have to say yes. I still cannot control the visualizations 100%, but it's getting near 40%.
A Feeling of Fading In and Out of Reality/Losing Control of Awareness = Yes and No. I'm able to move my limbs and such freely, but I'm often breaking into unrealistic thought. Constantly. Also, when I do get control of my third eye, the images aren't pleasant.
Sharp Chest Pains/Pain Across the Heart Area = No. This pain is centered two ribs down from the very center of my collarbone (specifically in the divider bone of the chest, not the separate rib bones). This pain stems from emotional stress, and also feels like something's being ripped out.
Shortness of breath = From time to time, yes. Not always, however. However, I'm aware of it often, and always try to regain my breathing rhythm.
Sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord = No. This pain is very much like a migraine in nature, but is centered in the middle of the upper torso (the bottom of the vertebrae portion that draws the barrier unto the abdomen apart from the upper, caged part of the upper torso). Also, it's not only there - this pain is shared in the upper portions of the cranial area (where I've seen the chakras located), and on the opposite side of where the spinal pain to be located. These three areas seem to be the greatest, most obvious source of pain.
Tongue Covered in White = Yes, though not as badly. It does gather in the main base of the tongue, where the most taste buds usually gather (basically, the place that your dentist normally tells you to brush).
Everything besides that is perfectly red.

Other notable symptoms: Incredible fatigue, loss of interest in daily activities, sudden images flickering when using the third eye/mind's eye (impossible to control), incredible depression, lack of anger, pacifism, unsure of oneself.

Hope this helps.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "upbydawn@..." <upbydawn@... wrote:



Joshua,

I am reading through your experience, and would like to ask you a few deeper questions about your symptoms and any other symptoms that you may be experiencing.

Blurred vision, slurred speech (swopping words, speaking backwards, putting senteces together the wrong way, words not making sense), severe brain fog and a feeling of fading in and out of reality and that you're just about to loose control of your awareness. Sudden sharp chest pains and pain across the heart area, shortness of breath, sudden stomach pain and stomach rumbling/stomach noises, sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord and a sudden stabbing pain in the side (often the bottom left side of the rip cage). Also, is your tongue covered in white when waking up in the morning.

 

[[email protected]]

It could be Candida contributed by your diet. Candida can easily affect your neurological pathways whilst giving you stomach pain and pain in various limbs. Candida can be very serious if not treated...it's a fungus that slowly poisons your system and many of your symptoms sounds like Candida. Of course I can't sit here and say that it IS Candida, but I've had Candida myself and my symptoms were quite severe..I had all the symptoms I described in my previous post plus I ended up in A&E on several occasions due to heart/chest pain and brain pressure...all contributed by Candida.

My symptoms are now under control due to diet change and colon cleanse.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Joshua Cuono" <cujotsutennou@... wrote:

Blurred vision = No.
Slurred speech = Depends. When I was typing that plea for help, I kept stumbling on the words, and trying to spontaneously correct them.
Severe brain fog = Gonna have to say yes. I still cannot control the visualizations 100%, but it's getting near 40%.
A Feeling of Fading In and Out of Reality/Losing Control of Awareness = Yes and No. I'm able to move my limbs and such freely, but I'm often breaking into unrealistic thought. Constantly. Also, when I do get control of my third eye, the images aren't pleasant.
Sharp Chest Pains/Pain Across the Heart Area = No. This pain is centered two ribs down from the very center of my collarbone (specifically in the divider bone of the chest, not the separate rib bones). This pain stems from emotional stress, and also feels like something's being ripped out.
Shortness of breath = From time to time, yes. Not always, however. However, I'm aware of it often, and always try to regain my breathing rhythm.
Sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord = No. This pain is very much like a migraine in nature, but is centered in the middle of the upper torso (the bottom of the vertebrae portion that draws the barrier unto the abdomen apart from the upper, caged part of the upper torso). Also, it's not only there - this pain is shared in the upper portions of the cranial area (where I've seen the chakras located), and on the opposite side of where the spinal pain to be located. These three areas seem to be the greatest, most obvious source of pain.
Tongue Covered in White = Yes, though not as badly. It does gather in the main base of the tongue, where the most taste buds usually gather (basically, the place that your dentist normally tells you to brush).
Everything besides that is perfectly red.

Other notable symptoms: Incredible fatigue, loss of interest in daily activities, sudden images flickering when using the third eye/mind's eye (impossible to control), incredible depression, lack of anger, pacifism, unsure of oneself.


Hope this helps.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "upbydawn@" <upbydawn@ wrote:



Joshua,

I am reading through your experience, and would like to ask you a few deeper questions about your symptoms and any other symptoms that you may be experiencing.

Blurred vision, slurred speech (swopping words, speaking backwards, putting senteces together the wrong way, words not making sense), severe brain fog and a feeling of fading in and out of reality and that you're just about to loose control of your awareness. Sudden sharp chest pains and pain across the heart area, shortness of breath, sudden stomach pain and stomach rumbling/stomach noises, sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord and a sudden stabbing pain in the side (often the bottom left side of the rip cage). Also, is your tongue covered in white when waking up in the morning.

 

[Joshua Cuono]

Thing is, these are not consistant, everyday things. They happen often, but not on an everyday, same time always basis.

As for past life, not sure. But it does sound like I'm being gunned for, and I would like to know what gives these assholes the right to screw with me (not referring to you guys - you're awesome, helping me figure this out like this). Also, regarding the spinal pain: It'd probably be easier if I had visual confirmation of where the kundalini was located, this way I could be sure if what you're saying is what I'm feeling.

I know my front area (a small cavity just RIGHT where the ribs end and the stomach begins) is very painful, not to mention bloated - and I haven't even eaten anything. Digestion is screwed up too - what I eat today will only take effect TOMORROW (in regards to the energy conversion formula - mine's apparently messed up).

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine <infuriatedsekhmet1111@... wrote:

again, I ask that : angel attack ?
what he describes about the torso is a kundalini awaken on chakras not aligned.
This pain can be the 3e chakra.
When I opened it with my Guardian and especially clean it, I was sick, in the
chest too, breathing difficult, headhacke and so on. And white tongue.
Not so sure it is angels.
Past life. Things not nicely succeded at that moment again awaken.
Kundalini can be very painful.
I had one when I left the angel, I needed 1 year to recover. And I had all the
aura totally unbalanced and rings of bells in the left ears up to become crazy.
Joshua, don't give up.
Angels perhaps take advantage of your state, but not sure they create it.
No, past life for me, and a result messy.
But, you can manage it. I did and I am not special.
Don't give up.
Hail Satan !

________________________________
De : Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
À : [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Envoyé le : Mer 2 mars 2011, 3h 04min 38s
Objet : RE: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience


why is he suffering so why is father helping?
-----Original Message-----
Date: Tuesday, March 01, 2011 9:24:26 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Joshua Cuono" <cujotsutennou@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

Blurred vision = No.
Slurred speech = Depends. When I was typing that plea for help, I kept stumbling
on the words, and trying to spontaneously correct them.
Severe brain fog = Gonna have to say yes. I still cannot control the
visualizations 100%, but it's getting near 40%.
A Feeling of Fading In and Out of Reality/Losing Control of Awareness = Yes and
No. I'm able to move my limbs and such freely, but I'm often breaking into
unrealistic thought. Constantly. Also, when I do get control of my third eye,
the images aren't pleasant.
Sharp Chest Pains/Pain Across the Heart Area = No. This pain is centered two
ribs down from the very center of my collarbone (specifically in the divider
bone of the chest, not the separate rib bones). This pain stems from emotional
stress, and also feels like something's being ripped out.
Shortness of breath = From time to time, yes. Not always, however. However, I'm
aware of it often, and always try to regain my breathing rhythm.
Sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord = No. This pain is very much like a
migraine in nature, but is centered in the middle of the upper torso (the bottom
of the vertebrae portion that draws the barrier unto the abdomen apart from the
upper, caged part of the upper torso). Also, it's not only there - this pain is
shared in the upper portions of the cranial area (where I've seen the chakras
located), and on the opposite side of where the spinal pain to be located. These
three areas seem to be the greatest, most obvious source of pain.
Tongue Covered in White = Yes, though not as badly. It does gather in the main
base of the tongue, where the most taste buds usually gather (basically, the
place that your dentist normally tells you to brush).
Everything besides that is perfectly red.

Other notable symptoms: Incredible fatigue, loss of interest in daily
activities, sudden images flickering when using the third eye/mind's eye
(impossible to control), incredible depression, lack of anger, pacifism, unsure
of oneself.

Hope this helps.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "upbydawn@" <upbydawn@ wrote:



Joshua,

I am reading through your experience, and would like to ask you a few deeper
questions about your symptoms and any other symptoms that you may be
experiencing.

Blurred vision, slurred speech (swopping words, speaking backwards, putting
senteces together the wrong way, words not making sense), severe brain fog and a
feeling of fading in and out of reality and that you're just about to loose
control of your awareness. Sudden sharp chest pains and pain across the heart
area, shortness of breath, sudden stomach pain and stomach rumbling/stomach
noises, sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord and a sudden stabbing pain in
the side (often the bottom left side of the rip cage). Also, is your tongue
covered in white when waking up in the morning.

 

[Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine]

I didn't know that.Then, you are perhaps right.Joshua, go to the doctor, better to know.
De : "upbydawn@..." <upbydawn@...
À : [email protected]
Envoyé le : Mer 2 mars 2011, 10h 51min 21s
Objet : [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

 

It could be Candida contributed by your diet. Candida can easily affect your neurological pathways whilst giving you stomach pain and pain in various limbs. Candida can be very serious if not treated...it's a fungus that slowly poisons your system and many of your symptoms sounds like Candida. Of course I can't sit here and say that it IS Candida, but I've had Candida myself and my symptoms were quite severe..I had all the symptoms I described in my previous post plus I ended up in A&E on several occasions due to heart/chest pain and brain pressure...all contributed by Candida.

My symptoms are now under control due to diet change and colon cleanse.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Joshua Cuono" <cujotsutennou@... wrote:

Blurred vision = No.
Slurred speech = Depends. When I was typing that plea for help, I kept stumbling on the words, and trying to spontaneously correct them.
Severe brain fog = Gonna have to say yes. I still cannot control the visualizations 100%, but it's getting near 40%.
A Feeling of Fading In and Out of Reality/Losing Control of Awareness = Yes and No. I'm able to move my limbs and such freely, but I'm often breaking into unrealistic thought. Constantly. Also, when I do get control of my third eye, the images aren't pleasant.
Sharp Chest Pains/Pain Across the Heart Area = No. This pain is centered two ribs down from the very center of my collarbone (specifically in the divider bone of the chest, not the separate rib bones). This pain stems from emotional stress, and also feels like something's being ripped out.
Shortness of breath = From time to time, yes. Not always, however. However, I'm aware of it often, and always try to regain my breathing rhythm.
Sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord = No. This pain is very much like a migraine in nature, but is centered in the middle of the upper torso (the bottom of the vertebrae portion that draws the barrier unto the abdomen apart from the upper, caged part of the upper torso). Also, it's not only there - this pain is shared in the upper portions of the cranial area (where I've seen the chakras located), and on the opposite side of where the spinal pain to be located. These three areas seem to be the greatest, most obvious source of pain.
Tongue Covered in White = Yes, though not as badly. It does gather in the main base of the tongue, where the most taste buds usually gather (basically, the place that your dentist normally tells you to brush).
Everything besides that is perfectly red.

Other notable symptoms: Incredible fatigue, loss of interest in daily activities, sudden images flickering when using the third eye/mind's eye (impossible to control), incredible depression, lack of anger, pacifism, unsure of oneself.


Hope this helps.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "upbydawn@" <upbydawn@ wrote:



Joshua,

I am reading through your experience, and would like to ask you a few deeper questions about your symptoms and any other symptoms that you may be experiencing.

Blurred vision, slurred speech (swopping words, speaking backwards, putting senteces together the wrong way, words not making sense), severe brain fog and a feeling of fading in and out of reality and that you're just about to loose control of your awareness. Sudden sharp chest pains and pain across the heart area, shortness of breath, sudden stomach pain and stomach rumbling/stomach noises, sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord and a sudden stabbing pain in the side (often the bottom left side of the rip cage). Also, is your tongue covered in white when waking up in the morning.

 

[Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine]

I  can answer for everything but one thing sure : we call that "hiatale" in french, it is this place so painful you describe high in the solar plexus : this place was for me very painful and impossible to eat too for days when my guardian demon worked on it ! It was full and blocked by very old things : when the chakra started to be "purified", I saw, especially during the meditation, an iincredible amount of remembers, very old things, even when i was a baby, and BEFORE.Scenes of wars, tortures, horribles things, who put down my personnel power in this life and in plus made me full of anger and of a terrible feeling of powerlessness.Then, Marduk helps me a lot to erase these feelings. Now, we are working on the 6th chakra.But, when we were on the 4th, it was difficult for me to normally breath, and again, remembers, even things without importance, but "something" in me keep them in mind.The mental needs to cleanse itself of many of the false faiths but also all which does not belong to him. And which we saturated him : teachings, education, family beliefs and so on.Then, a lot of things you feel, I felt, and it was not at every second, but it last.The only thing which help me at that moment, was to stay a long time in a true fire, exept the brain and the heart, to affirm that this fire purified and regenerated me, then, to put me in an ocean of golden light and affirma : all my entire bodies: physical, etherico/astral, mental, my body of light, my aura, my chakras are deeply regenerates and opened to satanic healing.Of course, when it was very hard, I ask Marduk, He always helped me and cured me.All what can I say, hope it help you a bit.oh, yes, if you were gunned, try to see where the bullets gone in your "past body". For sure, they will be at the same place you are so sick.Then, if you identified that as an awaken of a past life, it can be cured easily.Hail Satan !
De : Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@...
À : [email protected]
Envoyé le : Mer 2 mars 2011, 11h 05min 43s
Objet : Re : [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

  Thing is, these are not consistant, everyday things. They happen often, but not on an everyday, same time always basis.

As for past life, not sure. But it does sound like I'm being gunned for, and I would like to know what gives these assholes the right to screw with me (not referring to you guys - you're awesome, helping me figure this out like this). Also, regarding the spinal pain: It'd probably be easier if I had visual confirmation of where the kundalini was located, this way I could be sure if what you're saying is what I'm feeling.

I know my front area (a small cavity just RIGHT where the ribs end and the stomach begins) is very painful, not to mention bloated - and I haven't even eaten anything. Digestion is screwed up too - what I eat today will only take effect TOMORROW (in regards to the energy conversion formula - mine's apparently messed up).

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine <infuriatedsekhmet1111@... wrote:

again, I ask that : angel attack ?
what he describes about the torso is a kundalini awaken on chakras not aligned.
This pain can be the 3e chakra.
When I opened it with my Guardian and especially clean it, I was sick, in the
chest too, breathing difficult, headhacke and so on. And white tongue.
Not so sure it is angels.
Past life. Things not nicely succeded at that moment again awaken.
Kundalini can be very painful.
I had one when I left the angel, I needed 1 year to recover. And I had all the
aura totally unbalanced and rings of bells in the left ears up to become crazy.
Joshua, don't give up.
Angels perhaps take advantage of your state, but not sure they create it.
No, past life for me, and a result messy.
But, you can manage it. I did and I am not special.
Don't give up.
Hail Satan !

________________________________
De : Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
À : [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Envoyé le : Mer 2 mars 2011, 3h 04min 38s
Objet : RE: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience


why is he suffering so why is father helping?
-----Original Message-----
Date: Tuesday, March 01, 2011 9:24:26 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Joshua Cuono" <cujotsutennou@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Feedback On Experience

Blurred vision = No.
Slurred speech = Depends. When I was typing that plea for help, I kept stumbling
on the words, and trying to spontaneously correct them.
Severe brain fog = Gonna have to say yes. I still cannot control the
visualizations 100%, but it's getting near 40%.
A Feeling of Fading In and Out of Reality/Losing Control of Awareness = Yes and
No. I'm able to move my limbs and such freely, but I'm often breaking into
unrealistic thought. Constantly. Also, when I do get control of my third eye,
the images aren't pleasant.
Sharp Chest Pains/Pain Across the Heart Area = No. This pain is centered two
ribs down from the very center of my collarbone (specifically in the divider
bone of the chest, not the separate rib bones). This pain stems from emotional
stress, and also feels like something's being ripped out.
Shortness of breath = From time to time, yes. Not always, however. However, I'm
aware of it often, and always try to regain my breathing rhythm.
Sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord = No. This pain is very much like a
migraine in nature, but is centered in the middle of the upper torso (the bottom
of the vertebrae portion that draws the barrier unto the abdomen apart from the
upper, caged part of the upper torso). Also, it's not only there - this pain is
shared in the upper portions of the cranial area (where I've seen the chakras
located), and on the opposite side of where the spinal pain to be located. These
three areas seem to be the greatest, most obvious source of pain.
Tongue Covered in White = Yes, though not as badly. It does gather in the main
base of the tongue, where the most taste buds usually gather (basically, the
place that your dentist normally tells you to brush).
Everything besides that is perfectly red.

Other notable symptoms: Incredible fatigue, loss of interest in daily
activities, sudden images flickering when using the third eye/mind's eye
(impossible to control), incredible depression, lack of anger, pacifism, unsure
of oneself.

Hope this helps.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "upbydawn@" <upbydawn@ wrote:



Joshua,

I am reading through your experience, and would like to ask you a few deeper
questions about your symptoms and any other symptoms that you may be
experiencing.

Blurred vision, slurred speech (swopping words, speaking backwards, putting
senteces together the wrong way, words not making sense), severe brain fog and a
feeling of fading in and out of reality and that you're just about to loose
control of your awareness. Sudden sharp chest pains and pain across the heart
area, shortness of breath, sudden stomach pain and stomach rumbling/stomach
noises, sudden shooting pain in the spinal cord and a sudden stabbing pain in
the side (often the bottom left side of the rip cage). Also, is your tongue
covered in white when waking up in the morning.

 

[Joshua Cuono]

Allison, thanks. I can't say I can concentrate on void meditation alone, but I did think I found a way to push this angel off.

I mentioned earlier my mind's eye has a rapid image generation. Well, I've found that by using what I visualize and tempering it, I can create images that mentally and psychically attack her. It doesn't do any lasting damage, but it's like covering her body with ants - it does annoy and irritate her.

I also notice certain trends when I'm with certain invididuals - almost as if she gets stronger when I'm around them.

My Mom - I'm thrown to complete pacifism. I'm even forced to discuss the Nazarene in a filthy manner - I don't even think I'm choosing what I say.
A certain friend - The soul-ripping effect gets strong when he visits. I don't have the courage to tell him to leave - but I also don't want to stomach the thought that the angel's using him as the soul-ripper.

Again, I have this inkling feeling like sound meditation helps fight her, as I'm able to control my thoughts better when listening to music.

What do you guys think? Genuine, or bullshit?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

YOU MUST NOT GIVE UP! I put this caps to emphasize the importance of
this statement. That is exactly what this bitch wants, for you to give
up and go crawling back to the nazarene. Do not give into its demands!
I talked to my friend, and he said the best thing for you to do is,
recite the prayer of protection from the Jos site:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... rayer.html

You don't have to be psychically open to do this; he WILL hear you.
Say this as many times as you think necessary. Definitely, I think it
would help to say it before you go to bed. Also, I really don't think
it would hurt to do a banishing ritual. Just print out the sigils and
read the prayer, if you don't think you can do the visualization. I
think even just having Flauros' and Orobas' sigils in your room would
do a world of good.

He also told me that void meditation would be very useful in your
situation. Now, I know you're having lots of trouble concentrating
because of the angel, but you have to fight that. Void meditation is
invaluable for blocking unwanted spiritual attacks and such. Just do a
little every day...try your best. Now, this is important: if thoughts
come, acknowledge them, but then just let them slip away. Focus back
again upon whatever you're focusing on for the meditation. Even five
minutes is better than not doing anything at all.

Above all, remember that these angels would love nothing more than to
see you give up and fall to pieces. Do not give them the satisfaction.
If they see that you are strong willed and are not giving into them,
they will eventually stop hounding you. Do not let them fucking win!
Be strong...you are a son of the Serpent. Ave Satanas!

On 2/27/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
My regular routine has been thrown into shambles. I'm pretty much unsure of
myself anymore, but I have not given up believing in Father... yet. But I'm
losing.

I tried to meditate last night, but I couldn't even conjure the ladder
anymore. I start to see it, but then it vanishes, and then something else
preoccupies my mind. As I recall, concentration and relaxation are key;
however, she's messing with the former, which causes the latter to go away.

This is one heck of an angelic attack, and I'm getting delusional. I need
Father Satan's help, but at this rate, I won't even be able to push for his
assistance unless these angels get the hell away.

I'm also feeling pain... of the stress category. It's strongest points are
near the start of my abdomen (where the rib cage starts to end, and the
fleshy part begins), my head, and the very center of my torso, at my spine.

Night time is getting hard to deal with. Day time causes stress, and I can't
even put logical sentences together.

Somebody help; I'm getting assaulted like crazy!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two days
in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this
enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful, despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my third
eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon would
make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods
clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm
having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start to
see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the "falling
off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely
weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one, so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently. Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me
puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy has
my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious, too.
I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning, lest
I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my
life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my
chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously angelic
in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go away;
so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you. Whether
it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe
beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail
Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted him
in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that
"attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual. Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had
the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too
offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own
fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any
member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it
using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the prayer
for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my
summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a
little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the best
of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation. I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the
lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all
people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else was
I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon, but
to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would try
to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male. A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe
he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do, it
is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and she
kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene. Using
my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard
down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked
out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose. When
I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole,
turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I was
face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I
put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up,
but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are
your
thoughts?

 

[Allison P]

I'm not sure...I know there's a way to get rid of her permanently,
though. What you're doing sounds like at least a start, though.

On 3/13/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
Allison, thanks. I can't say I can concentrate on void meditation alone, but
I did think I found a way to push this angel off.

I mentioned earlier my mind's eye has a rapid image generation. Well, I've
found that by using what I visualize and tempering it, I can create images
that mentally and psychically attack her. It doesn't do any lasting damage,
but it's like covering her body with ants - it does annoy and irritate her.

I also notice certain trends when I'm with certain invididuals - almost as
if she gets stronger when I'm around them.

My Mom - I'm thrown to complete pacifism. I'm even forced to discuss the
Nazarene in a filthy manner - I don't even think I'm choosing what I say.
A certain friend - The soul-ripping effect gets strong when he visits. I
don't have the courage to tell him to leave - but I also don't want to
stomach the thought that the angel's using him as the soul-ripper.

Again, I have this inkling feeling like sound meditation helps fight her, as
I'm able to control my thoughts better when listening to music.

What do you guys think? Genuine, or bullshit?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

YOU MUST NOT GIVE UP! I put this caps to emphasize the importance of
this statement. That is exactly what this bitch wants, for you to give
up and go crawling back to the nazarene. Do not give into its demands!
I talked to my friend, and he said the best thing for you to do is,
recite the prayer of protection from the Jos site:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... rayer.html

You don't have to be psychically open to do this; he WILL hear you.
Say this as many times as you think necessary. Definitely, I think it
would help to say it before you go to bed. Also, I really don't think
it would hurt to do a banishing ritual. Just print out the sigils and
read the prayer, if you don't think you can do the visualization. I
think even just having Flauros' and Orobas' sigils in your room would
do a world of good.

He also told me that void meditation would be very useful in your
situation. Now, I know you're having lots of trouble concentrating
because of the angel, but you have to fight that. Void meditation is
invaluable for blocking unwanted spiritual attacks and such. Just do a
little every day...try your best. Now, this is important: if thoughts
come, acknowledge them, but then just let them slip away. Focus back
again upon whatever you're focusing on for the meditation. Even five
minutes is better than not doing anything at all.

Above all, remember that these angels would love nothing more than to
see you give up and fall to pieces. Do not give them the satisfaction.
If they see that you are strong willed and are not giving into them,
they will eventually stop hounding you. Do not let them fucking win!
Be strong...you are a son of the Serpent. Ave Satanas!

On 2/27/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@... wrote:
My regular routine has been thrown into shambles. I'm pretty much unsure
of
myself anymore, but I have not given up believing in Father... yet. But
I'm
losing.

I tried to meditate last night, but I couldn't even conjure the ladder
anymore. I start to see it, but then it vanishes, and then something
else
preoccupies my mind. As I recall, concentration and relaxation are key;
however, she's messing with the former, which causes the latter to go
away.

This is one heck of an angelic attack, and I'm getting delusional. I
need
Father Satan's help, but at this rate, I won't even be able to push for
his
assistance unless these angels get the hell away.

I'm also feeling pain... of the stress category. It's strongest points
are
near the start of my abdomen (where the rib cage starts to end, and the
fleshy part begins), my head, and the very center of my torso, at my
spine.

Night time is getting hard to deal with. Day time causes stress, and I
can't
even put logical sentences together.

Somebody help; I'm getting assaulted like crazy!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

Damn! This isn't good. I'm not sure how to help you; I've never been
attacked by angels to this degree. I'll ask a friend of mine about it
and see what he thinks. He's had more experience with the angelic than
I. Hang in there Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/23/11, Joshua Cuono <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
This is getting outright ridiculous. She's not only done this two
days
in
the same week, but they're a day apart. I can even sense where this
enemy is
hitting me. Two ribs down from my collar bone, a powerful,
despair-like
sensation hits me, as if something's being ripped out.

She's going after something, and I'm losing my ability to use my
third
eye
whenever she decides to do this. It's obvious it's her; no demon
would
make
me feel this awful!

Not only that, but I'm getting delusions of the enemy using methods
clearly
banned by law to punish me. I know this is a trick by the enemy; I'm
having
a hard time even meditating when she breaks my concentration. I start
to
see
the trance state, but then something grabs me before I have the
"falling
off
the ladder" feeling - almost as if it's trying to keep me out of
trance.

I have to deal with this angel, but with my psychic powers extremely
weak,
I'm not sure if I can even pull off a banishing ritual. This enemy is
driving me NUTS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

I don't blame you for being pissed off! I would be very angry too.
Well, do you do the aura of protection meditation? If not, you
should
really start; even if you don't feel it per se, you should still do
it. You could use the Algiz rune; incorporate vibrating it into your
daily meditations. Also, have you done a banishing ritual? I know it
might be hard to get rid of the fucker, what with all your family
being xian, but I'm sure it's banishable. Get the sigils of Flauros
and Orobas and give it a whirl. Even if it comes back, just keep
doing
it. Maybe it'll get tired of it and stay away. Certainly won't hurt
to
try. I haven't had a lot of experience with angels, but from the
little I do know they aren't very courageous. And there's only one,
so
with some persistence I'm sure you can get rid of it permanently.
Talk
to Father about it.

On 2/21/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
I thought I might be in danger from that angelic attack; all of my
family is
Xian, so the fact that I can't tell everyone to NOT "pray" for me
puts
me at
great risk every day.

I know now that I'm in greater danger than I thought; the enemy
has
my
entire family on their side. No aura of protection was obvious,
too.
I'm
thinking I might need something to guard me during a summoning,
lest
I
become a victim to that angel again. She doesn't seem to know when
to
quit.

In fact, today I felt the biggest lack of bioelectricity, as if my
life
and
joy had been siphoned out... again. Obviously, this "angel" is a
personal
"servant" of my family or something, because it keeps coming back
and
making
my life hell!

I'm quite angry with the enemy at this point. Knowing full well
that
they're
causing me to do this nearly every day is making me angry... every
night!

I'm at a loss: how should I deal with this angel?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@
wrote:

You're pretty new to Satanism, right? I mean, okay, you made some
mistakes, but everyone does that. I've not summoned a Daemon yet;
well, I tried to call Bastet once, but I don't think I did my
chanting
for long enough. Anyway, what you experienced was obviously
angelic
in
nature. But then you said something intervened and made it go
away;
so
I would say, one of Father's Daemons did come and help you.
Whether
it
was Lord Malphas or not, I don't know. As long as you realized
you
made a mistake, I wouldn't worry too much; try it again. They
don't
care whether or not you have incense, but definitely bathe
beforehand.
I wish you success in your next attempt! Hail Father Satan! Hail
Lord
Malphas!

On 2/19/11, cujotsutennou <cujotsutennou@ wrote:
Tonight, around 8 PM or so (West Coast, that is), I made a
"pathetic"(in
my
mind, at least) attempt to summon Malphas. I think I insulted
him
in
more
ways than one, but... perhaps those that actually have summoned
demons
can
interpret better than I what occurred there.

Here is a rundown of the events that happened during that
"attempt".


-I prepared the same candle I used for the dedication ritual.
Also
got
out
the matches.
-I didn't have any incense, but I thought that since the candle
itself
was
scented, and I had cooked french toast earlier (which still had
the
smell
from syrup and cinnamon roasting) that he might not be too
offended.
-In my haste, I forgot to bathe before the ritual. 'Twas my own
fault
for
that, and I deeply am remorseful if I insulted Malphas or any
member
of
Father Satan's court in doing so.
-I drew out the sigil, cut it out using scissors, and taped it
using
white
masking tape to my shirt, which I placed on my heart.
-I lit the candle, but stumbled midway in remembering the
prayer
for
permission to ask Father Satan to send Malphas to answer my
summons.
-I didn't see anything, and at this point, I began to beg a
little.
-Then I heard a voice: It sounded like a male and female
speaking
both
at
once. It wasn't exactly audible, but it was very vivid, to
where I
imagine
it being telepathic. This is what I recall it saying (to the
best
of
my
memory)

"You came ill prepared. You should have realized your own
little
mistake."

At this point, I admitted to this voice my lack of preparation.
I
admitted
my crime of not preparing incense, nor bathing prior to the
lighting
of
the
candle.

The next sentence, the voice was clearly angry. It was yelling.

"You should have known he'd be insulted by this! You of all
people,
knew
what needed to be done, and yet you did not."

I responded: But with the way financial matters are, what else
was
I
supposed to do?

The next sentence made it clear I had not replied to a demon,
but
to
a
soldier of the enemy.

"You should have been more wise. That you of all people would
try
to
consort
with him before being fully prepared."

My next question was: I recall reading that Malphas was a male.
A
very
rugged male. Yet your voice clearly sounds dominantly female.

"I am an Angel, who was sent by God. My name is Noah, of the
Dominion.
You
must realize how he tricked you, that you would easily believe
he'd
appear
before you JUST like that. If there is one thing you must do,
it
is
to
turn
away from that path. Please, you must save yourself!"

I kept denying the angel permission to stay in my house, and
she
kept
repeating the same thing: "Please, save yourself!"

At a certain point, I felt something, or someone, intervene.
Using
my
body
to get it out, it said "Fuck off, angel." At that point, the
angel
screamed
loudly.

The presence clearly punished me by telling me I let my guard
down.
To
let
an angel in during a summoning was quite insulting to him.

During this time, I had doubts that Malphas, or any demon for
that
matter,
had answered my summoning. That's when my body began having
signs
of....
something occuring.

My body kinda ricketed like it was having the life of me sucked
out.
I
stopped breathing, my head tilted backward, and I felt like I
was
dying.
My
head lobbed from forward to backward, it became rather loose.
When
I
straightened out my eyes, they were on the candle light.

I looked into the candlelight, and saw a yellow aura. I thought
it
merely
came from the radiance of the candle's light, but on examining
it
with
wonky
eyes further, the light transformed, and I saw a gaping hole,
turned
inside
out, akin to something being ripped out with teeth. It didn't
stay
long,
but
I kept trying to focus. Then I saw the yellow aura turn into a
yellowish
green. My body began to lean forward, more and more, until I
was
face
to
face with the candle itself. The heat of the flame was intense,
blaring
-
like a summer sun blazing without fail. Eventually, I saw a
light
current
come out of the melted, liquid wax. I kinda collapsed
eventually.
And.... my
body became pressured, as if something were keeping my body to
the
ground. I
did cry, and mention the name of a departed friend from middle
school,
but
after that, I kept losing my ability to stand upright - until I
put
out
the
candle, that is.


I can't truly figure out if Malphas, or any demon, did show up,
but I
know
an angel or something of the enemy tried to invade me. What are
your
thoughts?