My situation that might be about a succubus

[Lost602]

Hey guys, I discovered this religion via my friend who is a spiritual Satanist. Currently, I'm a non-believer but I'm very very open-minded and willing to learn about all the things that are mentioned here. When my friend looked at my astrology chart, he told me I had an insane amount of psychic potential which was super rare. After that, I told my friend about the sleep paralysis situation that I have had since I was a little child. This situation is; if there are 7 days in a week I have almost 5 days that I experience sleep paralysis. Its very very very often. In these experiences, I only see 1 demon and that is a woman, with long hair and a feminine figure, I cannot see her face because whenever I concentrate on her it feels bizarre. 10 years ago when I first saw her I didn't know what to do and looked at her and my eardrums felt like they were going to explode. At that time I continued to concentrate on her and I heard a "pop" sound like my eardrums exploded. After that, I fell to the ground and she started to whisper some ancient language that I didn't understand which was very uncomfortable. After that experience, I remember I couldn't sleep for a few days because I was very scared. Whenever I see her I always try to close my eyes avoid concentrating on her and breathe very rapidly in order to wake myself up. I had this "whispering" thing happen about 2 or 3 times again, but after that I never experienced the same thing happen because since then I always try to wake up beforehand, and I never failed once. One day I literally had sex with this creature while I couldn't move. I remember her bouncing on top of me. And this is very embarrassing but I remember getting pegged by her also and I felt very disgusted. Literally, I got r*ped. So I always try to avoid her but I don't feel like she is trying to harm me actually but I feel threatened by her. When I told my friend about this he told me that I was very psychic and the situation might be that I had a relationship with a succubus or a demoness (I don't know the terms very much) in my past life and she is trying to communicate me again or there is a evil figure trying to attack me somehow, and he told me to ask this in this forum and learn about this more accurately. I know that sleep paralysis occurs when the person has a very unstable sleep schedule, I fixed this and nothing changed. Also when I use melatonin and some sleep meds the difficulty of getting out of the situation becomes visibly harder. I'm very exhausted and I want to hear your opinion. What does this possibly mean? How can I solve this problem? Im clueless. I'm waiting for your opinions. What do you think about all this? What might be her intentions? (English is not my first language so sorry in advance if all this is very hard to understand.) Thank you.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Hey guys, I discovered this religion via my friend who is a spiritual Satanist. Currently, I'm a non-believer but I'm very very open-minded and willing to learn about all the things that are mentioned here. When my friend looked at my astrology chart, he told me I had an insane amount of psychic potential which was super rare. After that, I told my friend about the sleep paralysis situation that I have had since I was a little child. This situation is; if there are 7 days in a week I have almost 5 days that I experience sleep paralysis. Its very very very often. In these experiences, I only see 1 demon and that is a woman, with long hair and a feminine figure, I cannot see her face because whenever I concentrate on her it feels bizarre. 10 years ago when I first saw her I didn't know what to do and looked at her and my eardrums felt like they were going to explode. At that time I continued to concentrate on her and I heard a "pop" sound like my eardrums exploded. After that, I fell to the ground and she started to whisper some ancient language that I didn't understand which was very uncomfortable. After that experience, I remember I couldn't sleep for a few days because I was very scared. Whenever I see her I always try to close my eyes avoid concentrating on her and breathe very rapidly in order to wake myself up. I had this "whispering" thing happen about 2 or 3 times again, but after that I never experienced the same thing happen because since then I always try to wake up beforehand, and I never failed once. One day I literally had sex with this creature while I couldn't move. I remember her bouncing on top of me. And this is very embarrassing but I remember getting pegged by her also and I felt very disgusted. Literally, I got r*ped. So I always try to avoid her but I don't feel like she is trying to harm me actually but I feel threatened by her. When I told my friend about this he told me that I was very psychic and the situation might be that I had a relationship with a succubus or a demoness (I don't know the terms very much) in my past life and she is trying to communicate me again or there is a evil figure trying to attack me somehow, and he told me to ask this in this forum and learn about this more accurately. I know that sleep paralysis occurs when the person has a very unstable sleep schedule, I fixed this and nothing changed. Also when I use melatonin and some sleep meds the difficulty of getting out of the situation becomes visibly harder. I'm very exhausted and I want to hear your opinion. What does this possibly mean? How can I solve this problem? Im clueless. I'm waiting for your opinions. What do you think about all this? What might be her intentions? (English is not my first language so sorry in advance if all this is very hard to understand.) Thank you.

This is likely an enemy or other hostile entity abusing your psychic openness. Do you think a Goddess would create such negative experiences, including rape, or also a sensation of negativity just by concentrating on her? All of this is abuse, not the work of an entity with divine interpersonal skills, especially one that is allegedly bonded to you.

To me, this is just an enemy entity that you should disconnect with. If it was truly some sort of friendly entity, they would understand that you would need space, not go after you while you are sleep deprived or stressed, and so on.

Since you are new, your spiritual options may be limited, but you should detach from them. The first step here is to start ignoring them. You can imagine them being erased from any connection or relationship to your soul.

If you were dedicated to Satan, you would be assigned a Guardian Demon who would help you through situations like this.

 

[HPS Lydia]

As JG Blitzkreig wrote, it is definitely an enemy entity. Our Gods and Goddesses want what is best for us, they help us heal, strengthen, and grow. They do not harm us.

Dedicating to Satan will give you protection, and you can start working on building your aura of protection. You can also heal from that feeling of embarrassment and disgust, as you spiritually advance.

 

[AFODO]

Gods will only give you godly, blissful experiences, and MUCH MUCH MUCH LESS frequently. Real experiences with the Gods can be life changing for the better, although there are levels to this. Experiences with the Gods currently might be limited to simple thoughts and intuitions. This is the case for majority of the "beginner, beginner-intermediate SS" (that is so to say can extend for decades). It is rare to get more than this, but not impossible especially if you have been a Satanic soul for long priory.

As said, dedicate your soul, build a firm aura of protection, and you can also clean your room spiritually. Start mediating with the 40 day meditation program: https://satanslibrary.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf

 

[AFODO]

It is rare to get more than this

Oh and they can also help with things, I was only talking about sensory experiences with them, but you can experience their help and guidance also, early on.

 

[Lost602]

Thank you so much for your thoughts and opinions. I believe the things you guys said are true. If it was a being that was considered a goddess, I wouldn't have this threatened feeling. I still need some time to dedicate myself to Satan because I feel like I need to learn a lot more, but I did the 40-day meditation program's first day of morning meditations an hour ago and I couldn't believe how relieved I felt. I currently feel like I'm being protected by a bright yellow-ish white light, which gives me a lot of peace.

 

[Glory to Satanists]

Thank you so much for your thoughts and opinions. I believe the things you guys said are true. If it was a being that was considered a goddess, I wouldn't have this threatened feeling. I still need some time to dedicate myself to Satan because I feel like I need to learn a lot more, but I did the 40-day meditation program's first day of morning meditations an hour ago and I couldn't believe how relieved I felt. I currently feel like I'm being protected by a bright yellow-ish white light, which gives me a lot of peace.

These are hostile aliens who at the very beginning of the attack pretend to be devils/succubus and good demons to bypass your vigilance and defense and manipulate you into weakness and suffering.
Prepare yourself to fight for freedom because they are stationed near you, they have their victims near you, you are one of those people who, in order to start their path to enlightenment and development, must first defeat the enemy because the infestation is nearby.

Take what I wrote seriously and prepare yourself.

 

[Glory to Satanists]

I would also like to warn you against those who pretend to be good angels and beings of love, most often they are greys and lizards.