My personality problems

[Blizzard_Owl]

I have autism and i know im not the most social or visually expressive person, but i look in the mirror sometimes and i feel like im a robot. People keep asking me what i want most of all on life and i believe its love, but other than that i can only choose a bunch of broad things and not a singular goal.

My element is air and im supposed to not be too emotionally attached to situations too much but sometimes i feel like its impossible. I feel like im experiencing life from behind my eyes and not from them. I get outside and deal with exaggerated people a lot but i still feel like im an observer of my own life and not feeling emotions and living it.

Im very aware of my situation but it seems like my consciousness has faded and im scared i wont ever be able to regain my consciousness ever again and i could forget everything going into my next life and my ghost might be wandering forever.




I would love some help with this predicament, or just know if somebody else has dealt with this.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Im very aware of my situation but it seems like my consciousness has faded and im scared i wont ever be able to regain my consciousness ever again and i could forget everything going into my next life and my ghost might be wandering forever.

This is not true at all, and you do not have to worry about anything this dramatic.

Yes, your autism or other social karma can negatively impact you, as you describe, but it is nothing this severe. It will take time and effort, but you can slowly repair your soul in this regard.

Please see a post which I made to another person with autism: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=454967#p454967

 

[Blizzard_Owl]

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Im very aware of my situation but it seems like my consciousness has faded and im scared i wont ever be able to regain my consciousness ever again and i could forget everything going into my next life and my ghost might be wandering forever.

This is not true at all, and you do not have to worry about anything this dramatic.

Yes, your autism or other social karma can negatively impact you, as you describe, but it is nothing this severe. It will take time and effort, but you can slowly repair your soul in this regard.

Please see a post which I made to another person with autism: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=454967#p454967

Thanks a lot for the help : ) ill try some of this for as long as i can. I want to be able to help this community as much as i can in the future. ❤

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

I would get a garden or some flowers and take care of them, a house pet too. This will teach you to perceive and anchor more naturally to your sorroundings.

To fix perception problems, a most basic vector is to stop being perceptive about your perception, ie. focus outside of it and do practical things, and this will be learned in time. Working some kind of practical work can help you here too.