SeguaceDiSatanas
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I had been trying for a while to understand why my Kundalini energy was stopping at the throat chakra. This was very painful. I was physically sick with my throat burning, the throat chakra with a perpetual knot in my throat (but not in the frontal extension, I felt the tightness in the central throat chakra), and besides this absurd heat and pain, there was also a huge discomfort, this kind of discomfort instead I felt in the throat chakra, but right in the frontal extension this time. I don't know how to describe what kind of discomfort it was, if you don't feel it you can't explain it by comparing it to other things.
I used to think that the reason why even the electric discharges that in the past when my chakras were closed made me have uncontrolled spasms (people thought I was going to have seizures, now that my chakras are open I don't have those spasms anymore, but just a physical urge to move my spine as if to move the energy upward which then really goes upward), these discharges would reach up to the back throat chakra and stop there without continuing further. If the discharge was very powerful (very powerful) they would reach the skull, but it was rare.
I thought that by opening the watchtowers of the sixth chakra the situation would improve and in fact I felt better, but I did not solve the situation too much. I had started to be unable to vibrate mantras even because my throat was hot, uncomfortable, painful.
So even the Meditations decreased a lot because it was a crazy suffering all that energy located there. And it was really a lot of energy. When I was doing Yoga Hatha for the throat chakra it was better, but only physically, I didn't get over the symptoms, they continued as before, but I was able to suffer less.
Today I was wandering around in the middle of our Temple looking for something now off-topic, and I was like "called back" to open a link on the bandha page. Reading it, I noticed that chin locks were discouraged by HPS Maxine Dietrich because they prevented Kundalini from rising beyond the throat chakra. In fact when HPS Maxine Dietrich recommends this chin blocking it is in the Opening Meditations where she does not wish to generate dangerous discharges of Kundalini energy for those who do not yet have fully open chakras. But I had so far always meditated on the chakras starting from the base chakra to the crown chakra, and for the first four chakras I had always blocked the chin on the chest. So in your opinion should I replace the chin block with a simple mula bandha?
I ask because the mula bandha directs the Serpent upward. Also I think by doing this I will decrease the number of vibrations *A LOT*, I don't want what I had in my throat to occur in my brain. Because in the brain it would be even more severe and I could literally go crazy so I'd rather go very slow but on the safe side than risk it. I have a lot of personal power. If telekinesis works for me without even training it means I don't need to run of urgency to get personal power so I'd rather take it easy and have other meditative goals now.
I used to think that the reason why even the electric discharges that in the past when my chakras were closed made me have uncontrolled spasms (people thought I was going to have seizures, now that my chakras are open I don't have those spasms anymore, but just a physical urge to move my spine as if to move the energy upward which then really goes upward), these discharges would reach up to the back throat chakra and stop there without continuing further. If the discharge was very powerful (very powerful) they would reach the skull, but it was rare.
I thought that by opening the watchtowers of the sixth chakra the situation would improve and in fact I felt better, but I did not solve the situation too much. I had started to be unable to vibrate mantras even because my throat was hot, uncomfortable, painful.
So even the Meditations decreased a lot because it was a crazy suffering all that energy located there. And it was really a lot of energy. When I was doing Yoga Hatha for the throat chakra it was better, but only physically, I didn't get over the symptoms, they continued as before, but I was able to suffer less.
Today I was wandering around in the middle of our Temple looking for something now off-topic, and I was like "called back" to open a link on the bandha page. Reading it, I noticed that chin locks were discouraged by HPS Maxine Dietrich because they prevented Kundalini from rising beyond the throat chakra. In fact when HPS Maxine Dietrich recommends this chin blocking it is in the Opening Meditations where she does not wish to generate dangerous discharges of Kundalini energy for those who do not yet have fully open chakras. But I had so far always meditated on the chakras starting from the base chakra to the crown chakra, and for the first four chakras I had always blocked the chin on the chest. So in your opinion should I replace the chin block with a simple mula bandha?
I ask because the mula bandha directs the Serpent upward. Also I think by doing this I will decrease the number of vibrations *A LOT*, I don't want what I had in my throat to occur in my brain. Because in the brain it would be even more severe and I could literally go crazy so I'd rather go very slow but on the safe side than risk it. I have a lot of personal power. If telekinesis works for me without even training it means I don't need to run of urgency to get personal power so I'd rather take it easy and have other meditative goals now.