Greetings, I haven't been on the JoS forms since the yahoo groups got taken down. On here I'll go by Latha, nice to meet all of you. I ran into a really big problem that I feel me and my guardian demon can't deal with alone, and I need help. This may take some time to read, so understand if it seems like too much. I'll get started.
My little brother aged 4 began to complain about being able to see spirits in his bedroom at night, and it scared him so he would never be able to sleep well. Some nights better than others. In my interpretation, I think his senses are really kean at this child's age. He probably notices the demons that may be in our home from time to time. Moving foward a year, my mother and step father (father of my brother) used there catholic resources to get a small team consisting of a priest, psychic, and others I don't know the role of, to come to our house and and see if it's "haunted". I knew what was up, but I frankly underestimated them greatly.
I made sure not to be home. I have a fear that my presence will encourage the demon'(s) to be more active. I can't have proper conversation with my guardian yet, but he/she has made it very clear to me 7 years ago that they very much exist and has ever since then helped me in many aspects of my life.
The team came to the conclusion that the house was haunted and scheduled an "exorcism" for a later date. At this point I took action. I began to include directing negative energy at the team, I hoped that even without a face I may still be successful. The day before the exorcism, it was canceled due to apparent "illness" as an excuse. I hoped I was successful, but it was only scheduled to a later date a week later. I tried to communicate with my guardian demon, if it was possible I wanted it to seem as if no spirit has ever been in this house. In truth, if my brother can see my guardian demon, he/she is only trying to protect him. I'm sure of that. No harm has ever been done to my family. Catholic they may be, it's just simple brainwash and I love them nonetheless.
Moving foward, the exorcism was yesterday. My mother told me Friday night that tomorrow the exorcists would be coming and they told me the "plan". The plan, was that all the members of the house had to be home, and everyone would be blessed. The theory, was that the spirit could be attaching to a member of the house. The catholics believed that the blessed individual who possess what they beleive to be a "demon possession" then it would become very apparent at that point. This scared me. I didn't want to be cursed by the jews. I know that's what is going to happen if this goes through. I couldn't be home. Every ounce of my will screamed at me not to be home, regardless the cost. Regardless the suspicious it could arise. I had a big argument with my parents since I said I wouldn't be home. I spent the whole day at my best friend's house. My second family.
This morning, I learned the details of what happend. Its as follows: The priests claimed the spirit to be very powerful and evil (obviously I know this not to be true) . Everyone in the house was house was blessed with no incident.
It took place from 1pm to 2pm EST. The team claimed the exorcism to be successful. They warned my family that it's possible the demon may still be in the home despite the very effective house "blessing". If this happens, to let them know immediately.
That was the details I heard on the phone from my mother before I came home this morning. I got home today, immediately went to my bedroom. My family is still very angry at me. I locked my door, and began to meditate. I felt a curse in my room, I visualized it as a blue flame in the center of my bedroom. I visualed extinguishing this, but I can't yet do the same for the rest of the house.
Moving foward an hour, I was in the basement to grab somthing. The details in this paragraph are imporant. It's what lead me to seek help. We have a Radeon detector in my basement. For those who don't know, Radeon is a type of radiation that naturally erdoes from the ground. A Radeon detector lists the Radeon level in the house in a 0.00 format. Our basement tends to fluctuate between 3.00 to 5.00. Our detector beeps when the levels are at toxic levels. I went to read look at the reading, and it displayed 6.66 I knew at this point that the exorcism obviously didn't work, and I was relieved. I was honestly worried to death. I didn't know how to protect my guardian, but I understand that he/she is strong enough to defend themself. I'm relieved, but worried. If my brother notices and my parents get them to come back, I don't know what could happen next.
I decided it's time for me to attack. The jews are stupid. They posted the exorcism publicly on Facebook and I know have access to the name and faces of all of them. I'm going to ask Satan to help me eliminate this enemy from my life. This huge threat to me and my family.
If anyone has any advice, anything at all that could help me, or if you want to join the attack yourself, anything is appreciated. Thank you. I don't know if this a good idea because I know spys exist on the forms but I'll post the URL to the Facebook post if I can get an admin to give me the OK so everyone can know who the enemy is. I fear that I can be identified if th enemy was to see the Facebook post, I don't know if I'm being paranoid or not but it's a real concern to me.
Thanks for reading. Any help at all is appreciated.
My little brother aged 4 began to complain about being able to see spirits in his bedroom at night, and it scared him so he would never be able to sleep well. Some nights better than others. In my interpretation, I think his senses are really kean at this child's age. He probably notices the demons that may be in our home from time to time. Moving foward a year, my mother and step father (father of my brother) used there catholic resources to get a small team consisting of a priest, psychic, and others I don't know the role of, to come to our house and and see if it's "haunted". I knew what was up, but I frankly underestimated them greatly.
I made sure not to be home. I have a fear that my presence will encourage the demon'(s) to be more active. I can't have proper conversation with my guardian yet, but he/she has made it very clear to me 7 years ago that they very much exist and has ever since then helped me in many aspects of my life.
The team came to the conclusion that the house was haunted and scheduled an "exorcism" for a later date. At this point I took action. I began to include directing negative energy at the team, I hoped that even without a face I may still be successful. The day before the exorcism, it was canceled due to apparent "illness" as an excuse. I hoped I was successful, but it was only scheduled to a later date a week later. I tried to communicate with my guardian demon, if it was possible I wanted it to seem as if no spirit has ever been in this house. In truth, if my brother can see my guardian demon, he/she is only trying to protect him. I'm sure of that. No harm has ever been done to my family. Catholic they may be, it's just simple brainwash and I love them nonetheless.
Moving foward, the exorcism was yesterday. My mother told me Friday night that tomorrow the exorcists would be coming and they told me the "plan". The plan, was that all the members of the house had to be home, and everyone would be blessed. The theory, was that the spirit could be attaching to a member of the house. The catholics believed that the blessed individual who possess what they beleive to be a "demon possession" then it would become very apparent at that point. This scared me. I didn't want to be cursed by the jews. I know that's what is going to happen if this goes through. I couldn't be home. Every ounce of my will screamed at me not to be home, regardless the cost. Regardless the suspicious it could arise. I had a big argument with my parents since I said I wouldn't be home. I spent the whole day at my best friend's house. My second family.
This morning, I learned the details of what happend. Its as follows: The priests claimed the spirit to be very powerful and evil (obviously I know this not to be true) . Everyone in the house was house was blessed with no incident.
It took place from 1pm to 2pm EST. The team claimed the exorcism to be successful. They warned my family that it's possible the demon may still be in the home despite the very effective house "blessing". If this happens, to let them know immediately.
That was the details I heard on the phone from my mother before I came home this morning. I got home today, immediately went to my bedroom. My family is still very angry at me. I locked my door, and began to meditate. I felt a curse in my room, I visualized it as a blue flame in the center of my bedroom. I visualed extinguishing this, but I can't yet do the same for the rest of the house.
Moving foward an hour, I was in the basement to grab somthing. The details in this paragraph are imporant. It's what lead me to seek help. We have a Radeon detector in my basement. For those who don't know, Radeon is a type of radiation that naturally erdoes from the ground. A Radeon detector lists the Radeon level in the house in a 0.00 format. Our basement tends to fluctuate between 3.00 to 5.00. Our detector beeps when the levels are at toxic levels. I went to read look at the reading, and it displayed 6.66 I knew at this point that the exorcism obviously didn't work, and I was relieved. I was honestly worried to death. I didn't know how to protect my guardian, but I understand that he/she is strong enough to defend themself. I'm relieved, but worried. If my brother notices and my parents get them to come back, I don't know what could happen next.
I decided it's time for me to attack. The jews are stupid. They posted the exorcism publicly on Facebook and I know have access to the name and faces of all of them. I'm going to ask Satan to help me eliminate this enemy from my life. This huge threat to me and my family.
If anyone has any advice, anything at all that could help me, or if you want to join the attack yourself, anything is appreciated. Thank you. I don't know if this a good idea because I know spys exist on the forms but I'll post the URL to the Facebook post if I can get an admin to give me the OK so everyone can know who the enemy is. I fear that I can be identified if th enemy was to see the Facebook post, I don't know if I'm being paranoid or not but it's a real concern to me.
Thanks for reading. Any help at all is appreciated.