Azelyon
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I knew this universal God when I was a child. He did not manifest himself, in any case he cannot because he is the source waiting to be used, to be directed, he is us, he is our strength but also our enemy, but I could feel him. When I was little, I saw ghosts. My mother kept telling me that I would say incredible things about him, wise things. The big problem was that my mother interpreted it very badly. Influenced by the church, she ended up believing that the God in whom I had faith was YAHWEH. She started to tell me: "This is the God you were talking about!"
But once I set foot in her church, I felt horribly restricted. There was NO freedom. It was like being in prison. All they did was forbid me to do things. They told me I was a sinner, that I had to ask God for forgiveness every day. Over time, I lost my peace. And every word my mother told me about sin, I swallowed whole. Unconsciously, I started doing really bad things and I started feeling fear.
Being the skeptic that I am, I started doing tons of research. Until one day I had enough and said to myself: "All the sources contradict each other. At worst, I will just believe in MY OWN GOD, and this god ALLOWS me to do what I WANT."
That's when I decided to taste the forbidden, I started to question complicated questions that my pastor avoids. Because, in a way, I had already committed a great sin of having doubted and having an idea of my god. But at least I felt freer. Yet, something was missing… I didn’t feel safe with this god because I was constantly haunted by the Jewish and Muslim God, who kept coming back to my mind. I couldn’t help but think: “These are the three great religions. They have dominated everything. Why should I oppose such a force? Who is protecting me? Am I just running away from reality?”
Since I fell back into this fear, A MULTITUDE of information has suddenly flooded into my life. Things happened TOO FAST. I discovered Enki, and shortly after, the Joy of Satan. Everything happened so fast. The gods intervened and caught me before I could fall back into one of these religions. I felt like I was being pulled, as if two forces were fighting for me.
When I learned about the existence of the gods, their history and especially the Age of Aquarius, my life changed radically. I was no longer afraid of anything and over time, these Christians became nothing more than stepping stones for me. The Wiccans and magicians who mixed all sorts of beliefs still scared me a little. But after reading HP Cobra's e-books and doing some research on the forum, I finally felt really safe.
What I liked most is that here, we become gods. We learn to protect ourselves, to forge ourselves.
We see that children are very sensitive to attacks; all it takes is one bad behavior for them to change completely. Children are connected to the divine from birth, but as soon as they discover what the limit is, they change. Hence some children with supernatural powers, I read in a book by a researcher that some children are endowed with incredible abilities, all different, but that over time when they integrate establishments or have a great deal of contact with the outside world, they often end up becoming normal. I read in a book the story of a very wise girl for her age, she understood everything around her, once she joined school, she lost everything.
There are many examples of children who lose their powers because of our society, and due to the ignorance of their parents.
What I mean in this post is that we are WITH THE GODS, we HOLD the truth. So let's make sure that our children do not suffer what we have suffered from those around us because our children are the image of our future society dominated by the golden age.
"Children are the thoughts of their parents."
— Heraclitus
HEIL ZEUS !
But once I set foot in her church, I felt horribly restricted. There was NO freedom. It was like being in prison. All they did was forbid me to do things. They told me I was a sinner, that I had to ask God for forgiveness every day. Over time, I lost my peace. And every word my mother told me about sin, I swallowed whole. Unconsciously, I started doing really bad things and I started feeling fear.
Being the skeptic that I am, I started doing tons of research. Until one day I had enough and said to myself: "All the sources contradict each other. At worst, I will just believe in MY OWN GOD, and this god ALLOWS me to do what I WANT."
That's when I decided to taste the forbidden, I started to question complicated questions that my pastor avoids. Because, in a way, I had already committed a great sin of having doubted and having an idea of my god. But at least I felt freer. Yet, something was missing… I didn’t feel safe with this god because I was constantly haunted by the Jewish and Muslim God, who kept coming back to my mind. I couldn’t help but think: “These are the three great religions. They have dominated everything. Why should I oppose such a force? Who is protecting me? Am I just running away from reality?”
Since I fell back into this fear, A MULTITUDE of information has suddenly flooded into my life. Things happened TOO FAST. I discovered Enki, and shortly after, the Joy of Satan. Everything happened so fast. The gods intervened and caught me before I could fall back into one of these religions. I felt like I was being pulled, as if two forces were fighting for me.
When I learned about the existence of the gods, their history and especially the Age of Aquarius, my life changed radically. I was no longer afraid of anything and over time, these Christians became nothing more than stepping stones for me. The Wiccans and magicians who mixed all sorts of beliefs still scared me a little. But after reading HP Cobra's e-books and doing some research on the forum, I finally felt really safe.
What I liked most is that here, we become gods. We learn to protect ourselves, to forge ourselves.
We see that children are very sensitive to attacks; all it takes is one bad behavior for them to change completely. Children are connected to the divine from birth, but as soon as they discover what the limit is, they change. Hence some children with supernatural powers, I read in a book by a researcher that some children are endowed with incredible abilities, all different, but that over time when they integrate establishments or have a great deal of contact with the outside world, they often end up becoming normal. I read in a book the story of a very wise girl for her age, she understood everything around her, once she joined school, she lost everything.
There are many examples of children who lose their powers because of our society, and due to the ignorance of their parents.
What I mean in this post is that we are WITH THE GODS, we HOLD the truth. So let's make sure that our children do not suffer what we have suffered from those around us because our children are the image of our future society dominated by the golden age.
"Children are the thoughts of their parents."
— Heraclitus
HEIL ZEUS ! 
