Satanic Path
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These two come two different lines of my family: mom's side and dad's side.
Let's start with the one I find stupid and unlucky.
My mother has always been telling me this since she saw me having Nazi things on my computer, like Eva Braun, or Soldiers and Women, even couples, Nazi parties.
What she says is that my *great-grandfather ( I don't know how great, but it is on my maternal line) was put in a camp by the Nazis because he stole some food. They told me it was "when Italy's king allied with America and Germans started treating us badly",
which as always with history, I doubt.
Another thing I know is that he did not die "there", but "survived".
My family thinks I'm so stupid and that for a shit like that I'm gonna forget about who I am. They say that Nazi punched that man, and expect me to quit. And then I'm bad, as it is my right to refuse what to me is untrue. It is a right, and I use it.
What they don't like, and they want to take away from me, is that my ideals make me much older than them. That at 18, my mother's mate, who's fifty, compared to me is just a man pleasing with death and an empty life, demanding my respect when he's not even living.
I give him hints, tell him "You feel so safe, yet you don't know who rules your life and your money."
And when he comes at me saying "so even the water is a jew" and I answer "totally, there's fluoride in it" it starts getting annoying.
I hope he will wither away, and hear my voice telling him "I was true."
First, I can't think she lies about him. Second, I believe my *great-grandfather might have been a communist, or a traitor, or helping the enemy, whatever rather than blaming the Nazis as everyone always does.
As him, many pure italians are "believed" to be put to the camps. But my grandmother was totally not jewish, she was with nature, healthy, pure, her surname is very Italian, so his father's surname. So Italian that we always made fun of it XD.
She hated xianity, she hated priests, and never wanted a bible in her home. She knew herbs, and liked to help people.
She could be awaken as well as a child, she witnessed many ghosts in the same room when her sisters locked her in an abandoned home. Reading the library, I know ghosts repeat things when they're not aware, so this could explain.
Her mother was Sicilian, and had a violent-drunk husband, but he treated my grandmom and her sisters well. That man has been a soldier in America, and then a great grower of fruit and vegetables.
You know, another thing, is that they were not extremely poor (thanks to their lands), but still poor.
Simple people.
You know, I always judge myself, to have this man in my family is not great. Does this make me like him? Is that DNA? I feel unlucky for this.
I looked at his small photo quickly, like some months ago, the only thing I remember is the feeling I had, like "I smell southern Italy here".
There's no doubt we're Italians. You know when one is when you see one, for real. Not only my facial features, just the way I am. I feel it XD. I don't say I'm beautiful, just that my face looks graceful.
You don't have any jew looking like an Italian. I don't know why, but with most of them I just see it clear.
Now, my paternal grand-grandmother. My village was haunted by some witches in the past, later on one of them traumatized my unaware aunt by greeting her and then "walking into a wall" and her voice still shakes when she talks about it. She ran away and left all the animals behind XD.
My family fears these things, not like me.
One of them was my great-grandmother. I believe she was just a simple woman doing strange rituals as many old women still do today, like passing babies over horned animals to dispel some curses (this is so italian folklore), or doing evil eyes to people.
Again, folklore mixes again with possible truth. "They exposed her by putting a pin under her chair, and she could not sit down." This is a xian belief, the fact of Witches being "slaves".
I an't believe this, knowing it comes from the xian woman who removed her heart to put a bible in.
I hope she did not practice hebrew magic, but how could she? That village has never had that kind of reality, yes- a church, but not jews. Jews, they don't go among animals, farmers and mud to teach people their corrupted magic nobody has to know about.
I was told that by my xian step-aunt, and then it turned out to be kind of "true" because when I started talking about it at home, my mouth was shut, and my aunts told me to keep it quiet.
I think she was just a woman doing evil eyes. Maybe a little "awaken". I would really like to know more, like if she had to hide in the case the church came.
Hail The Gods.
Let's start with the one I find stupid and unlucky.
My mother has always been telling me this since she saw me having Nazi things on my computer, like Eva Braun, or Soldiers and Women, even couples, Nazi parties.
What she says is that my *great-grandfather ( I don't know how great, but it is on my maternal line) was put in a camp by the Nazis because he stole some food. They told me it was "when Italy's king allied with America and Germans started treating us badly",
which as always with history, I doubt.
Another thing I know is that he did not die "there", but "survived".
My family thinks I'm so stupid and that for a shit like that I'm gonna forget about who I am. They say that Nazi punched that man, and expect me to quit. And then I'm bad, as it is my right to refuse what to me is untrue. It is a right, and I use it.
What they don't like, and they want to take away from me, is that my ideals make me much older than them. That at 18, my mother's mate, who's fifty, compared to me is just a man pleasing with death and an empty life, demanding my respect when he's not even living.
I give him hints, tell him "You feel so safe, yet you don't know who rules your life and your money."
And when he comes at me saying "so even the water is a jew" and I answer "totally, there's fluoride in it" it starts getting annoying.
I hope he will wither away, and hear my voice telling him "I was true."
First, I can't think she lies about him. Second, I believe my *great-grandfather might have been a communist, or a traitor, or helping the enemy, whatever rather than blaming the Nazis as everyone always does.
As him, many pure italians are "believed" to be put to the camps. But my grandmother was totally not jewish, she was with nature, healthy, pure, her surname is very Italian, so his father's surname. So Italian that we always made fun of it XD.
She hated xianity, she hated priests, and never wanted a bible in her home. She knew herbs, and liked to help people.
She could be awaken as well as a child, she witnessed many ghosts in the same room when her sisters locked her in an abandoned home. Reading the library, I know ghosts repeat things when they're not aware, so this could explain.
Her mother was Sicilian, and had a violent-drunk husband, but he treated my grandmom and her sisters well. That man has been a soldier in America, and then a great grower of fruit and vegetables.
You know, another thing, is that they were not extremely poor (thanks to their lands), but still poor.
Simple people.
You know, I always judge myself, to have this man in my family is not great. Does this make me like him? Is that DNA? I feel unlucky for this.
I looked at his small photo quickly, like some months ago, the only thing I remember is the feeling I had, like "I smell southern Italy here".
There's no doubt we're Italians. You know when one is when you see one, for real. Not only my facial features, just the way I am. I feel it XD. I don't say I'm beautiful, just that my face looks graceful.
You don't have any jew looking like an Italian. I don't know why, but with most of them I just see it clear.
Now, my paternal grand-grandmother. My village was haunted by some witches in the past, later on one of them traumatized my unaware aunt by greeting her and then "walking into a wall" and her voice still shakes when she talks about it. She ran away and left all the animals behind XD.
My family fears these things, not like me.
One of them was my great-grandmother. I believe she was just a simple woman doing strange rituals as many old women still do today, like passing babies over horned animals to dispel some curses (this is so italian folklore), or doing evil eyes to people.
Again, folklore mixes again with possible truth. "They exposed her by putting a pin under her chair, and she could not sit down." This is a xian belief, the fact of Witches being "slaves".
I an't believe this, knowing it comes from the xian woman who removed her heart to put a bible in.
I hope she did not practice hebrew magic, but how could she? That village has never had that kind of reality, yes- a church, but not jews. Jews, they don't go among animals, farmers and mud to teach people their corrupted magic nobody has to know about.
I was told that by my xian step-aunt, and then it turned out to be kind of "true" because when I started talking about it at home, my mouth was shut, and my aunts told me to keep it quiet.
I think she was just a woman doing evil eyes. Maybe a little "awaken". I would really like to know more, like if she had to hide in the case the church came.
Hail The Gods.