I'll give you some information for your understanding: my cousin has level 2 autism, he was 13 years old at the time, super thin, about 42 kilos and was almost 1.50m tall, while I am 1.67m tall and was 18 years old, I weighed 74 kilos.
In 2019 I was an atheist, I was in the living room talking to my cousin about religion while I was making fried rice "cakes", he hated it and has a selective diet.
I went up to him and said: "I think Satan is kind compared to God, the devil must be better, have you seen how many God killed in the Bible?"
After that sentence, he stared at me with a fixed and strange look, simply silent.
When I sat down on the couch, he leaned against me, putting his head on my shoulder. I offered him the "cake" as a joke and he simply bit into it, since it had just been fried and was super hot, boiling... Until suddenly he climbed on top of me and started licking my neck like an animal. I tried to get him off me, but it felt like he weighed more than 100kg, and every arm wrestle he lost. More than 15 minutes went by with him just licking my neck and me struggling to get that huge weight off of me. All I felt was disgust, until he started growling in a very deep voice, even though his voice was high-pitched. He growled and I stayed quiet, trying to push him away, until I finally said "please, get off me" and he said in another voice, which wasn't his, "did you just say that now?" and laughed, as if he was making fun of me. Seriously, I get goosebumps every time I remember it. until after another 5 minutes (20 minutes had passed) his body finally returned to the weight of a normal child and I managed to get him off me, I looked at him and he looked scared and confused, I slapped him in the face and left.
I wonder, what could it be? I've thought about going to a tarot reader so he or she can read tarot cards for me, but I'm afraid they're a charlatan.
If anyone can explain, I'd be grateful. (It's something that REALLY happened to me, that still affects me, so be empathetic. And sorry my English, it's not my first language.)
In 2019 I was an atheist, I was in the living room talking to my cousin about religion while I was making fried rice "cakes", he hated it and has a selective diet.
I went up to him and said: "I think Satan is kind compared to God, the devil must be better, have you seen how many God killed in the Bible?"
After that sentence, he stared at me with a fixed and strange look, simply silent.
When I sat down on the couch, he leaned against me, putting his head on my shoulder. I offered him the "cake" as a joke and he simply bit into it, since it had just been fried and was super hot, boiling... Until suddenly he climbed on top of me and started licking my neck like an animal. I tried to get him off me, but it felt like he weighed more than 100kg, and every arm wrestle he lost. More than 15 minutes went by with him just licking my neck and me struggling to get that huge weight off of me. All I felt was disgust, until he started growling in a very deep voice, even though his voice was high-pitched. He growled and I stayed quiet, trying to push him away, until I finally said "please, get off me" and he said in another voice, which wasn't his, "did you just say that now?" and laughed, as if he was making fun of me. Seriously, I get goosebumps every time I remember it. until after another 5 minutes (20 minutes had passed) his body finally returned to the weight of a normal child and I managed to get him off me, I looked at him and he looked scared and confused, I slapped him in the face and left.
I wonder, what could it be? I've thought about going to a tarot reader so he or she can read tarot cards for me, but I'm afraid they're a charlatan.
If anyone can explain, I'd be grateful. (It's something that REALLY happened to me, that still affects me, so be empathetic. And sorry my English, it's not my first language.)