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Hello. I am inquiring about a PDF document that I know of from a long time ago. I believe it was used as a complete program to build up the soul. Basically taking you from zero, to opening up your chakras, a regiment of meditations to do each day, ext -- I remember that it had pages of visualization exercises, ext. I beleive it was a training program PDF -- I know there was a longer multi-month one, and perhaps a shorter one. Anyways, any links would very much be appreciated!
Also, what are the purpose of the Enochian keys? I know they are in the original language, but, I am not seeing a purpose for each specific key. Are they used to build oneself up spiritually? Or do they only have specific purposes? Like the Enochian key used for Satanic weddings.
Also, I have noticed that there is a deep level of Christian programming within myself -- is there anything that can be done about this? Like, resistance, you know. It is something that feels disgusting, and poisonous, and I want to get it out of myself. Meditations, rituals, whatever? It feels like my spirit is kind of deactivated in a way, or debilitated. My ability to do energy work is very limited, and my ability to use imagination in correlation with this is very limited. Very much feels like nothing. I am concerned that there might be chakra blockages, or that perhaps it is a case of a debilitated sun / mercury. That would make sense, perhaps. This "Christian" programming I have said, you know, it is almost like something that is with me, you know? I don't know how to deal with that situation, honestly, so, I am seeking any advice you may have. I have already set it all up, that I will begin doing the Sun square this Sunday, and I will begin a Mercury square soon as well, when the signs are right. I think that would help a lot, because it seems perhaps I have dehabilitation in the areas that these planets are ruling. My only concern is that it might be an issue deeper than that. What could be the case, that someone would not be able to do energy work? What could account for this? Programming, a negative entity attached to me, debilitated chakras, chakra blockages? Any suggestions for how I should go about resolving this? Since my ability to do energy work is limited, I will be pursuing the necronomicon way of opening the chakras (using the planetary forces), unless I can resolve the energy work situation beforehand. I wonder if it's a case, that my spirit is just too weak, or too new ;;; I have to say, the only reason I sought out truth in this life was because of extreme trauma experienced when I was younger. I think perhaps there is a possibility that I am fresh new to Satanism, or doing any type of occult works in general, you know? Among my lives.
And final question -- my brother had a guinea pig; he did not care for it very well, and it had a very small home. I took it, and built a HUGE area for it custom, and have done very well by it. I plan on getting another guinea pig, as a companion so it is not alone. My current situation does not allow for this sadly, even though it truly is a terrible thing to have a guinea pig on their own. I do have to say though, since I have gotten this guinea pig, things have gotten dramatically worse over the past 2 or 3 months for me, in an emotional standpoint. These events may have no correlation, but I wanted to inquire, just in case. I guess my intuition / instinct lead me to asking this. This is going to be a strange question, but is it possible that this guinea pig is a spiritual parasite, that has been leeching on me, causing negative emotion, ext? I am worried perhaps that this was a coordinated attack. Or that there is a spirit attached to this guinea pig, which is doing that? If this is a probability, then I could use the banishing ritual to cast it away, yes? I have also have empathic traits -- I know it is not good for guinea pigs to be alone, is it possible I have been feeling the suffering of the guinea pig, and it is more and more effecting me every day? Any advice on this would be appreciated. There is of course, the possibility, that the events are completely unrelated, but some intuition part of me thought to ask. After I post this, I will consult my pendulum.
And final question -- I seem to be a VERY intense empath. It's sort of like, I just know what other people are feeling / thinking. More than they even know themselves. I think perhaps these energies have affected me greatly. What can an empath do to protect themselves against outside forces, or absorbing energy from the outside unintentionally? For example, my grandmother is going senile, and she has come to live with us -- I feel as if my memory is getting worse daily since then, or if that is rubbing off on me somehow. I would like to re-state, these empath abilities are very intense for me, or whatever it is. What can be done about this? From a perspective of not having all these outside influences affecting me? As I said above, I have concern that at the moment, I have no capabilities to do energy work, or severely limited capabilities of doing energy work, which would mean even doing something as simple as cleansing my aura that way would not be possible. Is there anything I can do as an alternative, while I try to sort out this situation of being unable to work energy? When I say this, it seems that me using visualization, or trying to breathe in energy, or whatever else, or direct energy, is extremely limited / nonexistant. So, as stated earlier, any tips about solving that issue would be very much appreciated, but also, is there any alternatives for the meantime? Such as wearing the rune of protection, or using the runes to generate this energy to cleanse myself? Any tips would greatly be appreciated.
Thank you very much, to anyone that takes the time to respond to these things. I am going through a battle right now, and I appreciate any support.
Also, what are the purpose of the Enochian keys? I know they are in the original language, but, I am not seeing a purpose for each specific key. Are they used to build oneself up spiritually? Or do they only have specific purposes? Like the Enochian key used for Satanic weddings.
Also, I have noticed that there is a deep level of Christian programming within myself -- is there anything that can be done about this? Like, resistance, you know. It is something that feels disgusting, and poisonous, and I want to get it out of myself. Meditations, rituals, whatever? It feels like my spirit is kind of deactivated in a way, or debilitated. My ability to do energy work is very limited, and my ability to use imagination in correlation with this is very limited. Very much feels like nothing. I am concerned that there might be chakra blockages, or that perhaps it is a case of a debilitated sun / mercury. That would make sense, perhaps. This "Christian" programming I have said, you know, it is almost like something that is with me, you know? I don't know how to deal with that situation, honestly, so, I am seeking any advice you may have. I have already set it all up, that I will begin doing the Sun square this Sunday, and I will begin a Mercury square soon as well, when the signs are right. I think that would help a lot, because it seems perhaps I have dehabilitation in the areas that these planets are ruling. My only concern is that it might be an issue deeper than that. What could be the case, that someone would not be able to do energy work? What could account for this? Programming, a negative entity attached to me, debilitated chakras, chakra blockages? Any suggestions for how I should go about resolving this? Since my ability to do energy work is limited, I will be pursuing the necronomicon way of opening the chakras (using the planetary forces), unless I can resolve the energy work situation beforehand. I wonder if it's a case, that my spirit is just too weak, or too new ;;; I have to say, the only reason I sought out truth in this life was because of extreme trauma experienced when I was younger. I think perhaps there is a possibility that I am fresh new to Satanism, or doing any type of occult works in general, you know? Among my lives.
And final question -- my brother had a guinea pig; he did not care for it very well, and it had a very small home. I took it, and built a HUGE area for it custom, and have done very well by it. I plan on getting another guinea pig, as a companion so it is not alone. My current situation does not allow for this sadly, even though it truly is a terrible thing to have a guinea pig on their own. I do have to say though, since I have gotten this guinea pig, things have gotten dramatically worse over the past 2 or 3 months for me, in an emotional standpoint. These events may have no correlation, but I wanted to inquire, just in case. I guess my intuition / instinct lead me to asking this. This is going to be a strange question, but is it possible that this guinea pig is a spiritual parasite, that has been leeching on me, causing negative emotion, ext? I am worried perhaps that this was a coordinated attack. Or that there is a spirit attached to this guinea pig, which is doing that? If this is a probability, then I could use the banishing ritual to cast it away, yes? I have also have empathic traits -- I know it is not good for guinea pigs to be alone, is it possible I have been feeling the suffering of the guinea pig, and it is more and more effecting me every day? Any advice on this would be appreciated. There is of course, the possibility, that the events are completely unrelated, but some intuition part of me thought to ask. After I post this, I will consult my pendulum.
And final question -- I seem to be a VERY intense empath. It's sort of like, I just know what other people are feeling / thinking. More than they even know themselves. I think perhaps these energies have affected me greatly. What can an empath do to protect themselves against outside forces, or absorbing energy from the outside unintentionally? For example, my grandmother is going senile, and she has come to live with us -- I feel as if my memory is getting worse daily since then, or if that is rubbing off on me somehow. I would like to re-state, these empath abilities are very intense for me, or whatever it is. What can be done about this? From a perspective of not having all these outside influences affecting me? As I said above, I have concern that at the moment, I have no capabilities to do energy work, or severely limited capabilities of doing energy work, which would mean even doing something as simple as cleansing my aura that way would not be possible. Is there anything I can do as an alternative, while I try to sort out this situation of being unable to work energy? When I say this, it seems that me using visualization, or trying to breathe in energy, or whatever else, or direct energy, is extremely limited / nonexistant. So, as stated earlier, any tips about solving that issue would be very much appreciated, but also, is there any alternatives for the meantime? Such as wearing the rune of protection, or using the runes to generate this energy to cleanse myself? Any tips would greatly be appreciated.
Thank you very much, to anyone that takes the time to respond to these things. I am going through a battle right now, and I appreciate any support.