From where majority of people have money to buy last phone, a good luxurious house at least $100.000, expensive luxiours cars (at least $70.000 - $100.000) travel the whole world, when the minimum salary is $500-1000 in some countries, i will never understand, how and why some people swim in money and everything and others starve to death, why why why everyone is born in the same way. Can a satanist have a lot of money, houses and cars and much better than all of this pieces of shit xians? Or the enemy will not accept and allow a satanist to be at that level to have a big company all over the world.
Can a satanist be rapper and have the same fame as everydays rapper, or again they won't allow us to get to that level. Are there any satanist who is or was big in this world like famous, or a important figure or something? Does is really worth to want all new brand clothes, phone, gaming consoles and everything is in trend just to be cool and people speak to you? Or trend is for idiots without brain. Why whealth people have much oppurtunities, example a girl will prefer a rich guy with muscles, house and car instead of a skinny guy with no money but has a good soul. Is this really the life ? Having parties, go and visit all world, have fame, money, cars and girls. This thought is eating me so much, why people can have better things and better life than me, who i will die alone, without friends and love, without a house and never drive a car in my life, and i feel like a retard... (this is how people use to call me in the past and others bad words) everyone at my age have at least love, a car, a driving licences, friends, fun. I start to think that is something wrong with me from when i was born it is? I don't have love,car,driving licence because i feel i can't have, im too dumb and idiot to have even a driving licence and too hard to get that, what is wrong with me? all times everyday my thoughts eat me, i don't have a day without think about how others at my same age, ex people from highschool now have even kids, and me i not have even first love, and i start to hate me more and more and call me bad words, like im idiot, retarded, dumb, stupid. I don't know what to do i hate myself and i hate my life, i wish there was a chance to die and born again and have a better life, i don't say i want millions and thousands of money or other things like that, all i want is to live the life how i can, have friends, go outside and eat, go at small parties with some music and some drinks and chill, have a girlfriend, this things will make me feel better, i have too many fears, fear to do everything, even if i have health problems that i can resolve only at doctors i preffer to stay like that and do what i can home even if is not the best idea, because im afraid of pain and doctors and my anxiety is so bad, and i start shaking and feel bad when i go there... (Sorry how i said my mind is eating me everyday with this thoughts and i can't do nothing about that, and i know the best case i will end up homeless with the minimum salary not ever buy a house)
Can a satanist have more and better things and better life hundreds of times than all of this famous clowns, and all the stupid xians with their biggest gold church? (Sorry again sorry, i know i make a lot of "weird" topics or maybe i exaggerate somethings but that's me and my mind, and i can't do anything, i don't have people to speak about that things, and i free myself when i make this topics, i hope i don't upset anyone or something, these days people can get upset even if you say hello, sad times)
Hail Father Satan Forever!
Can a satanist be rapper and have the same fame as everydays rapper, or again they won't allow us to get to that level. Are there any satanist who is or was big in this world like famous, or a important figure or something? Does is really worth to want all new brand clothes, phone, gaming consoles and everything is in trend just to be cool and people speak to you? Or trend is for idiots without brain. Why whealth people have much oppurtunities, example a girl will prefer a rich guy with muscles, house and car instead of a skinny guy with no money but has a good soul. Is this really the life ? Having parties, go and visit all world, have fame, money, cars and girls. This thought is eating me so much, why people can have better things and better life than me, who i will die alone, without friends and love, without a house and never drive a car in my life, and i feel like a retard... (this is how people use to call me in the past and others bad words) everyone at my age have at least love, a car, a driving licences, friends, fun. I start to think that is something wrong with me from when i was born it is? I don't have love,car,driving licence because i feel i can't have, im too dumb and idiot to have even a driving licence and too hard to get that, what is wrong with me? all times everyday my thoughts eat me, i don't have a day without think about how others at my same age, ex people from highschool now have even kids, and me i not have even first love, and i start to hate me more and more and call me bad words, like im idiot, retarded, dumb, stupid. I don't know what to do i hate myself and i hate my life, i wish there was a chance to die and born again and have a better life, i don't say i want millions and thousands of money or other things like that, all i want is to live the life how i can, have friends, go outside and eat, go at small parties with some music and some drinks and chill, have a girlfriend, this things will make me feel better, i have too many fears, fear to do everything, even if i have health problems that i can resolve only at doctors i preffer to stay like that and do what i can home even if is not the best idea, because im afraid of pain and doctors and my anxiety is so bad, and i start shaking and feel bad when i go there... (Sorry how i said my mind is eating me everyday with this thoughts and i can't do nothing about that, and i know the best case i will end up homeless with the minimum salary not ever buy a house)
Can a satanist have more and better things and better life hundreds of times than all of this famous clowns, and all the stupid xians with their biggest gold church? (Sorry again sorry, i know i make a lot of "weird" topics or maybe i exaggerate somethings but that's me and my mind, and i can't do anything, i don't have people to speak about that things, and i free myself when i make this topics, i hope i don't upset anyone or something, these days people can get upset even if you say hello, sad times)
Hail Father Satan Forever!