NetemPtah
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Greetings everyone.
I would like to expose some facts that I am experiencing. I started to put massive efforts, after a year of purification, in attracting money. I did some spiritual work months ago, using the Lakshmi mantra, I did 38 days with swing problems from the middle of the work, and different spiritual Jupiter Squares in the period when Jupiter was in Taurus. I did not obtain visible, i.e. material, results.
Months later, however, I began to have a spiritual urge to continue working on it.
I started more than 40 days ago, programming my third chakra for money with 50 repetitions of Raum, performing 36 repetitions of Munka, and a 10 affirmation work after doing a breathing exercise, on 1 December I started a Sun square programming the energy in attracting wealth. I must say that the more the days pass, the more difficult it becomes to manage (this is why I chose to keep the repetitions low), and above all, now more than ever, I am having financial problems as well as physical symptoms of malaise, very dirty aura and very low vitality. Despite this, since I didn't have the slightest idea of a business, I have been designing a business and doing a massive job of repeating marketing information. The first effort I had to face was a very profound psychological change.
I simply wanted to ask if anyone else has seen or experienced this pattern before. Furthermore, I was wondering if it is normal that I don't receive at least a minimum amount of money, I don't want to be doing something wrong due to inexperience. I wonder how much longer this period will last. I have to say that I'm afraid that my emotions will eat me up in the process, I have no one that could help me on a psychological level to deal with, my current economic situation is absolutely collapsing, and probably one more word would help me deal with the situation in a more functional way.
Now that Mars is retrograde, it will transit over my natal Saturn. Furthermore, I have very tight aspects that are not very positive for the next months.
And sincerely, I am not a very emotional person, but now I am very very afraid.
How can I manage it? Am I doing something wrong? Should I raise the spiritual efforts?
I would like to expose some facts that I am experiencing. I started to put massive efforts, after a year of purification, in attracting money. I did some spiritual work months ago, using the Lakshmi mantra, I did 38 days with swing problems from the middle of the work, and different spiritual Jupiter Squares in the period when Jupiter was in Taurus. I did not obtain visible, i.e. material, results.
Months later, however, I began to have a spiritual urge to continue working on it.
I started more than 40 days ago, programming my third chakra for money with 50 repetitions of Raum, performing 36 repetitions of Munka, and a 10 affirmation work after doing a breathing exercise, on 1 December I started a Sun square programming the energy in attracting wealth. I must say that the more the days pass, the more difficult it becomes to manage (this is why I chose to keep the repetitions low), and above all, now more than ever, I am having financial problems as well as physical symptoms of malaise, very dirty aura and very low vitality. Despite this, since I didn't have the slightest idea of a business, I have been designing a business and doing a massive job of repeating marketing information. The first effort I had to face was a very profound psychological change.
I simply wanted to ask if anyone else has seen or experienced this pattern before. Furthermore, I was wondering if it is normal that I don't receive at least a minimum amount of money, I don't want to be doing something wrong due to inexperience. I wonder how much longer this period will last. I have to say that I'm afraid that my emotions will eat me up in the process, I have no one that could help me on a psychological level to deal with, my current economic situation is absolutely collapsing, and probably one more word would help me deal with the situation in a more functional way.
Now that Mars is retrograde, it will transit over my natal Saturn. Furthermore, I have very tight aspects that are not very positive for the next months.
And sincerely, I am not a very emotional person, but now I am very very afraid.
How can I manage it? Am I doing something wrong? Should I raise the spiritual efforts?