asuraskeye
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- Jun 22, 2020
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Hi, is there a coven out there i could join who could raise me to godhead with no strings attached or any type of exchange that isnt right or uncalled for? I would be willing to relocate if neccesarry but if we can work remotely and you think i could still learn like that i would do that as well.
Im just so tired of life and all i have left is ss i dont care about the real world its either this or just wait til i die since thats the only thing garunteed in my life at this point.
Im not the smartest person in the world i have very bad attention but i will work hard im just tired of hurting people i care about because im not happy inside and i want to achieve something for myself that is really important to me.
a mentor a coven or anything please something?
I mentioned the uncalled for exchange because i got into an arguement with a voodoo practioner on youtube because she tried to say people are stupid for involving themselves with spirits without being informed and if you want to learn you will either have to pay, fuck or do some type of exchange or get a family member to teach you and that just doesnt sit right with me because if i had the power i would share it for free and if i did exchange something it would just be that you are completely focused and dedicated to changing. i just feel like the way the world is so fucked up and it makes me want to cry because i hate money and money lack of and trying to work for it through societal means has ruined my whole life and i just really want to set myself on fire at this point.
Im just so tired of life and all i have left is ss i dont care about the real world its either this or just wait til i die since thats the only thing garunteed in my life at this point.
Im not the smartest person in the world i have very bad attention but i will work hard im just tired of hurting people i care about because im not happy inside and i want to achieve something for myself that is really important to me.
a mentor a coven or anything please something?
I mentioned the uncalled for exchange because i got into an arguement with a voodoo practioner on youtube because she tried to say people are stupid for involving themselves with spirits without being informed and if you want to learn you will either have to pay, fuck or do some type of exchange or get a family member to teach you and that just doesnt sit right with me because if i had the power i would share it for free and if i did exchange something it would just be that you are completely focused and dedicated to changing. i just feel like the way the world is so fucked up and it makes me want to cry because i hate money and money lack of and trying to work for it through societal means has ruined my whole life and i just really want to set myself on fire at this point.