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17/07/22
All that is, is the mind. Reality is experienced as a dream. Feel, touch, sound, dreams, projection, taste, smell, pleasure, pain, love are created by the mind. We can change our perspective of reality, just as we can change a lucid dream. A red drink in reality will be red but our minds can change the colour to blue but it's still red in reality. Thus, life is not a dream but preserved as one through the mind.

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I accept all is mind but I don't understand the minds true nature.

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18/07/22
There is no need to focus on any thought of feeling as mind is constant. Attachment will leave pain and stress but acceptance without attachment will leave bliss.
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If eternal torture is true and you have no free will to change it, are you really you?

19/07/22

If I preserve reality as the ultimate reality and it is not, then it's not ultimate. Why desire other realities?
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What else would I preserve reality to be if not reality?

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If mind, body, spirit can't choose and be free, it's in hell because then you are not you.

21/07/22

A spell will not work if you don't accept it as reality. Reality as preserved by the mind as a dream you can alter. I choose the ultimate reality.

There's more but these peaked my interest, thoughts?
 
These are my personal thoughts, they maybe be wrong or right. I would like to know what you think about my thoughts.

Leeges said:
17/07/22
All that is, is the mind. Reality is experienced as a dream. Feel, touch, sound, dreams, projection, taste, smell, pleasure, pain, love are created by the mind. We can change our perspective of reality, just as we can change a lucid dream. A red drink in reality will be red but our minds can change the colour to blue but it's still red in reality. Thus, life is not a dream but preserved as one through the mind.

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I accept all is mind but I don't understand the minds true nature.

I don't know what reality is. But I think we all have our personal realities. A reality is how you or your mind perceives this creation. A leaf looks green , you can choose to see it red and your mind will perceive it as red. But it doesn't mean the leaf is green, or red. It is how you experience or perceive this world. Gods look amazing to us, but it can be that they look horrible to jews. Maybe their gods look very amazing and charming to them... 😁
It is a possibility. It is just our minds experiencing this world in different ways.

Leeges said:
18/07/22
There is no need to focus on any thought of feeling as mind is constant. Attachment will leave pain and stress but acceptance without attachment will leave bliss.
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If eternal torture is true and you have no free will to change it, are you really you?
Any thing more, or less than required, can have a negative impact. Attachment is necessary and it is needed. But when it is very less than necessary or when it is more than necessary it gives pain and suffering. For example, if you love someone or you have become attached to someone and that person doesn't feel same level of love or attachment, then it will cause pain, either to anyone or both you and them.

Acceptance is comprise. Comprise is necessary sometimes, but not always. There must be a balance. You don't have a house and you need to spend night somewhere. You'll have to sleep on someone else's couch, or floor, or even maybe on road. It's is comprise but it is needed. You'll have to accept it. But you have your own home, don't accept to sleep anywhere else if you don't want to or if it's not needed. Likewise, if you love someone, either romantically or platonically, and they are not returning same kind of love then you don't have to accept it.
Don't just accept it without any attachments, go and find someone who will want to and try to fullfill all your needs without making you to accept something which you don't want to or don't need to. Attachment is what binds us to others.
Accept those things which are necessary and needed and form attachments at the right place. Attachment at the wrong place causes pain.
There is no eternal torture. It's just how your mind perceives it. A crazy dog bites you and you feel pain. Just reprogram your mind so that when the dog bites you, you'll feel blissful. This is what xians, Muslims and others are doing. Xians think becoming mindless, thoughtless pillars of Jewish cube is the most blissful thing. Maybe it is, but only for them :roll: . Muslims think going to jannat where they will get unlimited wine and beautiful women to fuck is most beautiful thing. (Personally it is disgusting for me. I would like only one person to be with wherever I go. Unlimited sex with everyone and anyone you want is gross and very baser instinct. You will go to heaven and become immortal, then what will you like to do? Drink lots of wine and have sex forever!!🙄)

Leeges said:
19/07/22

If I preserve reality as the ultimate reality and it is not, then it's not ultimate. Why desire other realities?
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What else would I preserve reality to be if not reality?

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If mind, body, spirit can't choose and be free, it's in hell because then you are not you.
I don't think there can be an ultimate reality, because every living being has it's own reality. Reality is just a way to experience this world in different forms. You don't see this world as I see it and we both don't see this world as a cockroach sees it.
Maybe this world is more blissful to cockroaches. Because they don't form attachments to their children or mates like humans. And sex is not complicated for them because they don't attach different meanings and emotions to sex. And they don't care what happens to that fraction of world which they don't see. And they don't give a fuck to God or universe.

Mind, body, spirit can choose to be free only if it has knowledge and free will. Others don't know the truth and they don't or cannot use their will fully. So their world is shit, and they don't try to change it. Because they don't know and don't have the will.

Leeges said:
21/07/22

A spell will not work if you don't accept it as reality. Reality as preserved by the mind as a dream you can alter. I choose the ultimate reality.

There's more but these peaked my interest, thoughts?

A spell will work even if you don't believe or accept. It just needs enough power to manifest fully without you or anyone accepting it as reality. If you don't believe or accept it as reality then it disrupts it's power. Your believe or acceptance is needed to direct the power or mold it in specific way. If you don't believe or accept but generate enough power then it will manifest in some way.
 
Its nice to see someone writing these things down, as I did this in past, when I was not dedicated, now my meditation journal is different, aim of it is now to correct myself in meditation to make it better and better.

It is very good to question these things because by doing this you are moving closer to the truth, you should feel it after every contemplation, that you are one step further. I enjoyed reading this because I had similar questions, it calmed me. Are you dedicated?
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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