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Low Energy and Feeling of Mental Fatigue

Marilyn Manson

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Since I started practicing spiritual satanism and meditation, I’ve been feeling really tired and as if my energy is completely drained. I started a 40-day meditation routine, and since then, it feels like there’s a heavy burden on me, like something is constantly draining my energy. I don’t feel like doing anything, and because of that, I’ve started skipping the meditations. It feels like there’s some sort of entity or entities feeding off my energy, like they’re slowly consuming me. Nothing seems to be going right in my life, and everything was fine before this. I tried to communicate with Thoth through tarot cards. Messages started to form in my mind, and I received some somewhat comforting responses, but it’s been a long time since then. I’m wondering if this could be the cause. I feel really bad, and I’ve never felt this drained before. I’m not sure if this is the right place to write this, but for the last 1-2 weeks, maybe even longer, I’ve been feeling like this. I’m not sure if it’s okay to post this here, but if I’m wrong, I hope you can forgive me. Please excuse my bad English.
 
This fatigue feeling can be very common when a person is new to meditations and certain practises. The most important thing is: DO NOT STOP!! No matter how tired you are, even 2 minutes of aura cleans, strengthen and void meditation must be done. I have experienced such blockages many times on my path and it is completely normal, the most important thing is to stay consistent. It is the consistency in times of burden and hardship that matter the most in the long-run.

If you feel low on energy, do Fire Breath and try to think of why this feeling might be there. Kundalini Yoga can help the physical body relax and learn how to intake the new energy. Do energy rising meditations or find sermons that can motivate you positively. Pray to Satan and ask him for guidance during this blockage. He is always there for us. Use your aura to attract help and energy to overcome this blockage. Affirm and induce into your aura: I AM getting free from this blockage in the most positive, healthy and fast way. Do this affirmation over and over again.

Extra links:

https://ancient-forums.com/threads/a-beginners-guide-split-post.95097/ <---------- MOST IMPORTANT

https://joyofsatan.org/Control.html

https://ancient-forums.com/threads/self-hypnosis-affirmations-stimulation.80568/

https://ancient-forums.com/threads/do-not-overthink-it-just-read-this.68478/
 
There is no being or ghost that can drain your energy. As far as I know, when you start meditating, you put your body, soul, and aura in a state where you feel the energy more than before.
And since you are a beginner, it may be a little difficult for you to bear these feelings. But as you progress along this path, you will get better and stronger.
And you should do the aura cleansing and protective aura meditation daily and consistently. Stopping the meditation path is not the solution; you should continue and know that these feelings you are experiencing now are temporary.
 
Since I started practicing spiritual satanism and meditation, I’ve been feeling really tired and as if my energy is completely drained. I started a 40-day meditation routine, and since then, it feels like there’s a heavy burden on me, like something is constantly draining my energy. I don’t feel like doing anything, and because of that, I’ve started skipping the meditations. It feels like there’s some sort of entity or entities feeding off my energy, like they’re slowly consuming me. Nothing seems to be going right in my life, and everything was fine before this. I tried to communicate with Thoth through tarot cards. Messages started to form in my mind, and I received some somewhat comforting responses, but it’s been a long time since then. I’m wondering if this could be the cause. I feel really bad, and I’ve never felt this drained before. I’m not sure if this is the right place to write this, but for the last 1-2 weeks, maybe even longer, I’ve been feeling like this. I’m not sure if it’s okay to post this here, but if I’m wrong, I hope you can forgive me. Please excuse my bad English.
Sounds like it could be the dross being removed from your soul. Start cleaning you soul every day, morning and evening and increase reps as you are able to. Also when you can use The Sun's energies, do so, as this is very effective.

Also do Aura Of Protection every day.

The Returning Curses meditation would be a good one too.
 
Tarot and meditation make no sense to me.

If they are such great tools why didn't the Romans use them? They didn't know about them? I doubt.

Singing is a much greater tool to reach Gods and ancient peoples did it a lot.
I am sure the Romans had their own meditations and divination, but even if they somehow didn't, you can try the basic meditations on your own and gain the tangible, first-hand evidence that you are seeking.

It is important for you to first gain experience in something before making such strong conclusions against it.
 
What is interesting to me that the OP mentioned fatigue, but only one method of energy raising was proposed.

You need to raise energy before, during, and perhaps even after these practices so that you will not be 'slumped'. Pranayama and Yoga Asanas are very good options. Also, https://satanslibrary.org/Rtrs/Raising_Energies.html Please study the meditation section in JoS for more information.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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