Marilyn Manson
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- Oct 28, 2024
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Since I started practicing spiritual satanism and meditation, I’ve been feeling really tired and as if my energy is completely drained. I started a 40-day meditation routine, and since then, it feels like there’s a heavy burden on me, like something is constantly draining my energy. I don’t feel like doing anything, and because of that, I’ve started skipping the meditations. It feels like there’s some sort of entity or entities feeding off my energy, like they’re slowly consuming me. Nothing seems to be going right in my life, and everything was fine before this. I tried to communicate with Thoth through tarot cards. Messages started to form in my mind, and I received some somewhat comforting responses, but it’s been a long time since then. I’m wondering if this could be the cause. I feel really bad, and I’ve never felt this drained before. I’m not sure if this is the right place to write this, but for the last 1-2 weeks, maybe even longer, I’ve been feeling like this. I’m not sure if it’s okay to post this here, but if I’m wrong, I hope you can forgive me. Please excuse my bad English.