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Hi, sorry this is fast I just stoped the mediation program a year ago bc I was having problems with voices and family and friends. I'm just upstatimg to see what y'all think I should be doing right now sense it's so hard for me I need y'all's help now. I'm still waiting for all my manifests from my before meditations and everything so I'm just so lost why what to do bc y'all all are seeming to find Satan fast. Any help is nice, thank you! HAIL SATAN!
 
Hi, sorry this is fast I just stoped the mediation program a year ago bc I was having problems with voices and family and friends. I'm just upstatimg to see what y'all think I should be doing right now sense it's so hard for me I need y'all's help now. I'm still waiting for all my manifests from my before meditations and everything so I'm just so lost why what to do bc y'all all are seeming to find Satan fast. Any help is nice, thank you! HAIL SATAN!
I'm at my job right now part time that's why I had to make it fast
 
Hi, sorry this is fast I just stoped the mediation program a year ago bc I was having problems with voices and family and friends. I'm just upstatimg to see what y'all think I should be doing right now sense it's so hard for me I need y'all's help now. I'm still waiting for all my manifests from my before meditations and everything so I'm just so lost why what to do bc y'all all are seeming to find Satan fast. Any help is nice, thank you! HAIL SATAN!
As I understood. You stopped meditating but now you desire to start again? Are you new and dedicated if yes start with a 40 day meditation program, that will bring you back really fast. Meditations should be done daily for them to "manifest" something you can't rely from something you did a year ago. I think you should read more. You can also draw Father Satan's sigil on a paper and meditate while visualizing the sigil. This is how you can talk to him.
 
Hi, sorry this is fast I just stoped the mediation program a year ago bc I was having problems with voices and family and friends. I'm just upstatimg to see what y'all think I should be doing right now sense it's so hard for me I need y'all's help now. I'm still waiting for all my manifests from my before meditations and everything so I'm just so lost why what to do bc y'all all are seeming to find Satan fast. Any help is nice, thank you! HAIL SATAN!
If for one reason or another you may not fully understand the path at the beginning or leave it temporarily due to force majeure, don't blame yourself.

The important thing is that now you are here again, ready to start again seriously and advance. As others have advised you can start again from the 40 day program and after completing it you can set a daily routine that best suits you.

Always remember, results come with time, dedication and commitment, meditation must become an integral part of your life, which is why it is important not to overdo it and proceed gradually.

In addition to this, I advise you to reread the entire site, each time you discover new things that you didn't understand before.

joyofsatan.org
 
As I understood. You stopped meditating but now you desire to start again? Are you new and dedicated if yes start with a 40 day meditation program, that will bring you back really fast. Meditations should be done daily for them to "manifest" something you can't rely from something you did a year ago. I think you should read more. You can also draw Father Satan's sigil on a paper and meditate while visualizing the sigil. This is how you can talk to him.
am i able to do the program again i thought it was a one time thing ill re read the whole site and do this sigil meditation i just want all this bs out of my life HAIL SATAN!
 
am i able to do the program again i thought it was a one time thing ill re read the whole site and do this sigil meditation i just want all this bs out of my life HAIL SATAN!
im just deppressed my whole life and people and voices think they can take advantage and im sick and tired of it if only i could advance faster got me just sad to music
 
am i able to do the program again i thought it was a one time thing ill re read the whole site and do this sigil meditation i just want all this bs out of my life HAIL SATAN!
It doesnt matter if you stopped, you can just start again from the day 1
 
Greetings, you can do the Rituals for our Gods/Demons to connect with their energy. They are very uplifting. We recently made a room where dozens of Spiritual Satanists gather every day to do God Rituals. Join us if you'd like:

 
Start meditating again, don't worry. Nothing bad has happened and you have every opportunity to advance spiritually and improve yourself. Take back control of your life, your soul... take care of yourself again, don't worry about it :)

am i able to do the program again i thought it was a one time thing ill re read the whole site and do this sigil meditation i just want all this bs out of my life HAIL SATAN!

Meditations are a constant work on your soul, it would be better not to interrupt them. Doing the same amount and sequence of meditations all your life is unrealistic, however try to meditate with daily regularity.

im just deppressed my whole life and people and voices think they can take advantage and im sick and tired of it if only i could advance faster got me just sad to music

Read here:

and everyone thinks they can control me

People are very, very good at thinking, and very, very bad at doing. They project onto you the way they think of you, which is actually a reflection of what they know they are. What they think of you is only what they are, it does not concern you, people can only conceive of something that is not superior to themselves.

i just feel broken

Others are not so important that they deserve your attention. And you should not consider them worthy of the gift of your personal suffering, because these people are only negative and do not deserve that you sacrifice your happiness for them. Be happy at their expense and let their distorted world of illusions compress them into a vortex of error.

and everyone prolly just thinks im broken and going to bburn in hell even i had a dream i went to bad hell

If they can influence you, it is because you are giving them the power to do so. But they do not have this power themselves, so stop giving them this ability. They do not deserve it and they only use it to harm you. Their opinion is no more important than the ravings of a mentally ill person tied up in a mental asylum.
 
Greetings, you can do the Rituals for our Gods/Demons to connect with their energy. They are very uplifting. We recently made a room where dozens of Spiritual Satanists gather every day to do God Rituals. Join us if you'd like:

Im sorry if its a rude question are these apps safer than Telegram?
 
How can I make sure I don't give them the power it seems there always desperately coming to me and then I take the blame for some reason
 
Greetings, you can do the Rituals for our Gods/Demons to connect with their energy. They are very uplifting. We recently made a room where dozens of Spiritual Satanists gather every day to do God Rituals. Join us if you'd like:

I would absolutely love that a way to open me to find my soul mate and meet more satanist how can I start it would help me do more rituals too even tho I've done a lot
 
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Greetings, you can do the Rituals for our Gods/Demons to connect with their energy. They are very uplifting. We recently made a room where dozens of Spiritual Satanists gather every day to do God Rituals. Join us if you'd like:

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If for one reason or another you may not fully understand the path at the beginning or leave it temporarily due to force majeure, don't blame yourself.

The important thing is that now you are here again, ready to start again seriously and advance. As others have advised you can start again from the 40 day program and after completing it you can set a daily routine that best suits you.

Always remember, results come with time, dedication and commitment, meditation must become an integral part of your life, which is why it is important not to overdo it and proceed gradually.

In addition to this, I advise you to reread the entire site, each time you discover new things that you didn't understand before.

joyofsatan.org
I need help scheduling my meditations so they never get messed up or someone makes a loud noise while I meditate and it messes me up while I'm tranceing that's what I'm scared about and it makes me fully awake after
 
I need help scheduling my meditations so they never get messed up or someone makes a loud noise while I meditate and it messes me up while I'm tranceing that's what I'm scared about and it makes me fully awake after
There are many ways to "disguise" your meditations while this is the case. I started like this too, among people who continued to make noise while I meditated.

Things in your life can change quickly and you will see that they will do so for the better, to the point where you will be able to have complete privacy. I remember well how annoying the noise was while I was in trance, but now I can maintain it despite the noises, unless of course I am called directly.

Meditating amidst the noise and managing to maintain concentration over time greatly strengthens the will, there are monks who meditate under waterfalls precisely to seek "extreme distraction"
 
my voices get loud when i try to trance and i never really did it right every time i tried never actually got my self to trance back then it was hard
 
my voices get loud when i try to trance and i never really did it right every time i tried never actually got my self to trance back then it was hard
I remember even the voices try to control everything I do I'm remembering a lot of moments that happened back then and all I have is them just pushed back sometiems from my meds and I'm never aloud to vape again bc of this but all I know is doing so I don't see why every one just trys to curropt it it will just make more people do it blindlesly but I know I'm right and everything I do is for justice and revenge and for fathers greatness
HAIL SATAN!
my voices get loud when i try to trance and i never really did it right every time i tried never actually got my self to trance back then it was hard
 
Vaping THC is going to worsen problems of hearing voices, as well as inflame delusions. Please read: https://acupuncturetoday.com/article/33013-recreational-cannabis-use-and-tcm

Also, the traditional medical routes for treating voices, or other symptoms, can be uncomfortable or stressful, but ultimately it can be better than nothing, like if it brings peace to your mind.
Why do I have to have real voices that attack me and my heart I'm here now I'm not scared like the voices I'll just keep using
 
I could just go on and on for



There's so many reasons I could go on and on if you where here and talking to me but no one even asks how hard it is to maybe be addicted NOBODY
It sounds like I'm damanding but nobody is like me I was told the power is within me
 
Many members have struggled with addiction, and some are doing so at the moment so you are not alone. Furthermore, we know how it feels and how to conquer it. We can help.
Thank you
Many members have struggled with addiction, and some are doing so at the moment so you are not alone. Furthermore, we know how it feels and how to conquer it. We can help.
i always try to think about my Satanist in hard time cuz i know there just like me i just have a hard to being without them even tho Satan sees all his people so i know im close

Why you think nobody would understand? Can you explain m
because when i first started smoking thc i just loved the way it made me feel i feel like i felt it more than other people and saw it as multiple things im gaining from using and the risk i must take and ive always told my self that nothing will go wrong and i know it but i know nobody is aloud to say to use it now a days so i clearly see its corrupt another thing im gaining that i wouldnt gain if Father Satan was the creator hes not doing anything wrong im not

because when i first started smoking thc i just loved the way it made me feel i feel like i felt it more than other people and saw it as multiple things im gaining from using and the risk i must take and ive always told my self that nothing will go wrong and i know it but i know nobody is aloud to say to use it now a days so i clearly see its corrupt another thing im gaining that i wouldnt gain if Father Satan was the creator hes not doing anything wrong im not
bc im always depressed my whole life and it made me numb to it and everything else im feeling not just dpression but everything else in my life so goes away and ive been through A LOT

bc im always depressed my whole life and it made me numb to it and everything else im feeling not just dpression but everything else in my life so goes away and ive been thro
and if anything i stoped smoke shops and ive been taking longer breaks so i have started to understand how to stop better

and if anything i stoped smoke shops and ive been taking longer breaks so i have started to understand how to stop better
i only use fda vapes and thc

i only use fda vapes and thc
and i rarely use alcohol
 
Thank you

i always try to think about my Satanist in hard time cuz i know there just like me i just have a hard to being without them even tho Satan sees all his people so i know im close


because when i first started smoking thc i just loved the way it made me feel i feel like i felt it more than other people and saw it as multiple things im gaining from using and the risk i must take and ive always told my self that nothing will go wrong and i know it but i know nobody is aloud to say to use it now a days so i clearly see its corrupt another thing im gaining that i wouldnt gain if Father Satan was the creator hes not doing anything wrong im not


bc im always depressed my whole life and it made me numb to it and everything else im feeling not just dpression but everything else in my life so goes away and ive been through A LOT


and if anything i stoped smoke shops and ive been taking longer breaks so i have started to understand how to stop better


i only use fda vapes and thc
i dont know how to think right now it feels like i have to be perfect with everything or it doesnt work
 
Thank you

i always try to think about my Satanist in hard time cuz i know there just like me i just have a hard to being without them even tho Satan sees all his people so i know im close
This is great, but more action is required for effective results.
because when i first started smoking thc i just loved the way it made me feel i feel like i felt it more than other people and saw it as multiple things im gaining from using and the risk i must take and ive always told my self that nothing will go wrong and i know it but i know nobody is aloud to say to use it now a days so i clearly see its corrupt another thing im gaining that i wouldnt gain if Father Satan was the creator hes not doing anything wrong im not


bc im always depressed my whole life and it made me numb to it and everything else im feeling not just dpression but everything else in my life so goes away and ive been through A LOT
This is typical escapism and a lack of real knowledge about what makes people happy and fulfilled. Using drugs for this sort of purpose is a crutch that heavily weighs on people.

Instead of drug usage, you could introduce yourself to a steady meditation program, physical exercise (including yoga, or some other similar practice such as Qigong), healthy nutrition and having healthy relationships with people. These are cornerstones for a healthy and happy existence.
and if anything i stoped smoke shops and ive been taking longer breaks so i have started to understand how to stop better
You could stop using THC products immediately with the aid of CBD products. I would not normally recommend using CBD products, but given your situation you would be able to get rid of using immediately without withdrawals with the aid of CBD, then it is simply a matter of weaning off of using it.

Lastly, you mentioned having doubts and such regarding Satanism and so on. Would someone who wants your demise try to help you in this manner?
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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