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Hey.

So this is a throwaway account.

So, I've always wanted to get someone who will really get me. A soul-to-soul connection.

I have not only wanted it but I've been craving it and I feel a big void and it hurts.

I have a relationship with a demoness. But lately our relationship is shit. Because I have not yet developed my astral senses.

So I tried to talk to her and take a break. Then I tried to find a physical relationship. But I feel all over the place and desperate.

Sometimes I have feelings for this girl then I don't. Sometimes I am in love with someone then I get rejected. I have even downloaded a dating app. I just feel so desperate, confused and having a huge void.

I am not sure if I should just return to my demoness. I am not sure I should look for a physical relationship.

I have a problem and I am not sure where it comes from. I just see all the girls I fell in love with reject me and fall in love with other guys. Which makes me feel really bad.

I just don't know what I should anymore.

I even think to myself what if I do get a relationship. What then? I might still get into more problems because of drama or not understanding each other or incombatibility.

Should I do a working for this? Can someone give me a working with all its details and give me some advice?

Thanks.
 
Lonely said:
Hey.

So this is a throwaway account.

So, I've always wanted to get someone who will really get me. A soul-to-soul connection.

I have not only wanted it but I've been craving it and I feel a big void and it hurts.

I have a relationship with a demoness. But lately our relationship is shit. Because I have not yet developed my astral senses.

So I tried to talk to her and take a break. Then I tried to find a physical relationship. But I feel all over the place and desperate.

Sometimes I have feelings for this girl then I don't. Sometimes I am in love with someone then I get rejected. I have even downloaded a dating app. I just feel so desperate, confused and having a huge void.

I am not sure if I should just return to my demoness. I am not sure I should look for a physical relationship.

I have a problem and I am not sure where it comes from. I just see all the girls I fell in love with reject me and fall in love with other guys. Which makes me feel really bad.

I just don't know what I should anymore.

I even think to myself what if I do get a relationship. What then? I might still get into more problems because of drama or not understanding each other or incombatibility.

Should I do a working for this? Can someone give me a working with all its details and give me some advice?

Thanks.

Do what Henu said. Also, ask the Gods what else may stand in your way. Besides obvious obstacles, weaker lower chakras may make you unattractive to certain girls.

However, if you already have a demon partner, then the quickest way to find happiness would be through them. Either way, there is a bit of work involved, yet a compatible partner is already with you. Ask her how you can best communicate with her.

For astral sensitivity, work on the upper chakras, such as through Moon Squares, Jupiter Squares, Laguz, Berkano, Dagaz, as well as opening and empowering the third eye and other minor chakras.
 
You should also put emphasis on cleaning until (or longer, cleaning is important for advancing) the worst has subsided.

Superficially / quickly cleaning can work for maintaining, but for progressing you would need to do separate sessions for cleaning that remove issues that have been stuck for longer. This means vibrations, done with with certain timings and/or longer sessions/longer overall duration of the cleaning routine.

There are various methods and timings to consider. If you want more details how you could build your cleaning, please ask.

Also, Stormblood shared something that could help overcome your obstacles: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=70901

Ps. I think I know your main :geek: shhh
 
Lonely said:
Hey.

So this is a throwaway account.

So, I've always wanted to get someone who will really get me. A soul-to-soul connection.

I have not only wanted it but I've been craving it and I feel a big void and it hurts.

I have a relationship with a demoness. But lately our relationship is shit. Because I have not yet developed my astral senses.

So I tried to talk to her and take a break. Then I tried to find a physical relationship. But I feel all over the place and desperate.

Sometimes I have feelings for this girl then I don't. Sometimes I am in love with someone then I get rejected. I have even downloaded a dating app. I just feel so desperate, confused and having a huge void.

I am not sure if I should just return to my demoness. I am not sure I should look for a physical relationship.

I have a problem and I am not sure where it comes from. I just see all the girls I fell in love with reject me and fall in love with other guys. Which makes me feel really bad.

I just don't know what I should anymore.

I even think to myself what if I do get a relationship. What then? I might still get into more problems because of drama or not understanding each other or incombatibility.

Should I do a working for this? Can someone give me a working with all its details and give me some advice?

Thanks.

Get a physical relationship. A man has to be able to seduce women, this helps you with everything in life. As this is competitive, helps you with your masculine side, you will have more fun, and this is also very helpful later in your career.
Also one day you want to start a family in Satan I suppose. This is only possible with a human.

No matter if you want this girl or not, get her, just for your own development.

Good to see you around, I was worried for a while.
 
NinRick said:
Lonely said:
Hey.

So this is a throwaway account.

So, I've always wanted to get someone who will really get me. A soul-to-soul connection.

I have not only wanted it but I've been craving it and I feel a big void and it hurts.

I have a relationship with a demoness. But lately our relationship is shit. Because I have not yet developed my astral senses.

So I tried to talk to her and take a break. Then I tried to find a physical relationship. But I feel all over the place and desperate.

Sometimes I have feelings for this girl then I don't. Sometimes I am in love with someone then I get rejected. I have even downloaded a dating app. I just feel so desperate, confused and having a huge void.

I am not sure if I should just return to my demoness. I am not sure I should look for a physical relationship.

I have a problem and I am not sure where it comes from. I just see all the girls I fell in love with reject me and fall in love with other guys. Which makes me feel really bad.

I just don't know what I should anymore.

I even think to myself what if I do get a relationship. What then? I might still get into more problems because of drama or not understanding each other or incombatibility.

Should I do a working for this? Can someone give me a working with all its details and give me some advice?

Thanks.

Get a physical relationship. A man has to be able to seduce women, this helps you with everything in life. As this is competitive, helps you with your masculine side, you will have more fun, and this is also very helpful later in your career.
Also one day you want to start a family in Satan I suppose. This is only possible with a human.

No matter if you want this girl or not, get her, just for your own development.

Good to see you around, I was worried for a while.
I am trying to do this.

I just feel in a dilemma. I feel I won't be happy in normal or superficial relationship. I want something deeper. Then I ask myself, should I just stick with my demoness? But honestly I have been feeling needing someone physical. I want to feel touch, affection and her presence.

This girl is fully unavailable as she is not in love with me and loves someone else alot.
 
Henu the Great said:
I would target Munka working for emotional hangups, and another to remove restrictions from you being able to form and stay in a relationship. Once these are done, Venus working and or working with the rune Gebo for partnership.
I am sorry I will ask alot.

Can you give me every detail to every working you mentioned?

Like, affirmations, reps, etc.

I will start those soon but I will need some help thanks!
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Lonely said:
Hey.

So this is a throwaway account.

So, I've always wanted to get someone who will really get me. A soul-to-soul connection.

I have not only wanted it but I've been craving it and I feel a big void and it hurts.

I have a relationship with a demoness. But lately our relationship is shit. Because I have not yet developed my astral senses.

So I tried to talk to her and take a break. Then I tried to find a physical relationship. But I feel all over the place and desperate.

Sometimes I have feelings for this girl then I don't. Sometimes I am in love with someone then I get rejected. I have even downloaded a dating app. I just feel so desperate, confused and having a huge void.

I am not sure if I should just return to my demoness. I am not sure I should look for a physical relationship.

I have a problem and I am not sure where it comes from. I just see all the girls I fell in love with reject me and fall in love with other guys. Which makes me feel really bad.

I just don't know what I should anymore.

I even think to myself what if I do get a relationship. What then? I might still get into more problems because of drama or not understanding each other or incombatibility.

Should I do a working for this? Can someone give me a working with all its details and give me some advice?

Thanks.

Do what Henu said. Also, ask the Gods what else may stand in your way. Besides obvious obstacles, weaker lower chakras may make you unattractive to certain girls.

However, if you already have a demon partner, then the quickest way to find happiness would be through them. Either way, there is a bit of work involved, yet a compatible partner is already with you. Ask her how you can best communicate with her.

For astral sensitivity, work on the upper chakras, such as through Moon Squares, Jupiter Squares, Laguz, Berkano, Dagaz, as well as opening and empowering the third eye and other minor chakras.
Thanks, Blitzkreig!
 
Lonely said:
I am sorry I will ask alot.

Can you give me every detail to every working you mentioned?

Like, affirmations, reps, etc.

I will start those soon but I will need some help thanks!
Affirmations and repetitions you should decide for yourself.

You have a goal and you need to affirm towards that goal like it already exists. Preferably adding a positive clause of some sort because you would not want your goal to manifest itself through a disaster of some sort.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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