Covens are not for new members. A coven is only as strong as its weakest member. All members in a legit coven need to be experienced and fully set on this path.
Unfortunately for most people this is an individual path, aside from the forums. Yes it can be lonely and frustrating at times, but as you become closer to your Guardian Demon it will get better.
Meeting with people in real life is just not safe. There are too many with the enemy who want to do us harm.