Satanic Path
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I posted on this forum before, scared to be a Jew ( And unfortunately I'm still frightened by this idea.) Anyway I want to thank Maxine and the other SS who made this site. You changed a part of my life, and without your hard work I wuold be still on my knees asking YW why he hates gays. Now I think I have the answer: cause he's just a piece of shit. So,as you can read, I'm gay. I'm gay and proud of belonging to Satan. Anyway, my name is Enzo, I'm 17 years old and I come from Italy. I started discovering my love for Satan and his demons three years ago, and I immediatly fell in love with him. For once there was someone who didn't care about my sexuality and my complicated gender. I say complicated because I feel comfortable in any gender, I know it could sound strange to you but even though I was born male, I've always felt that I was more than a stupid tag. I don't mind putting on make-up or wearing female clothes, and I think you can imagine what most people think about me and my style. I've been called in many ways and I still can't handle the pain I have in my soul. And this pain, this anger brought me to attempt the suicide. But I'd never change my past, because in my darkest time, Satan showed himself to me in the form of a beautiful butterfly. It might sound strange to you, but I like to think that it was him, as it is a little unusual to see a butterfly in the corridor of an emergency room.
But Now I feel safe, I feel safe and loved and this is all I can wish. I'm no longer a self-harmer and I don't drown my pain in alcohol anymore. Also I'm no longer suicidal, because I know that taking my life won't punish my enemies. I'm starting to study black magic to be finally able to use my limitless anger against those who think people like me are an abomination ( Jews, muslims and so on). When I'm ready, after my dedication, I'll start doing RTRs. Yes, I'm not dedicated yet but now I'm working hard for getting the money to buy candles and the proper Incense.
I want to give a special thank to the GLBT priests who created The Third Sex site because I've learnt so much and also because thanks to it I'm starting to understand Hitler and his ideas, even though I still have some questions about him.
I hope I didn't bore you. I just wanted to introduce myself to the english forum and tell you a bit about myself.
Hail Satan! Hail Beelzebub!
But Now I feel safe, I feel safe and loved and this is all I can wish. I'm no longer a self-harmer and I don't drown my pain in alcohol anymore. Also I'm no longer suicidal, because I know that taking my life won't punish my enemies. I'm starting to study black magic to be finally able to use my limitless anger against those who think people like me are an abomination ( Jews, muslims and so on). When I'm ready, after my dedication, I'll start doing RTRs. Yes, I'm not dedicated yet but now I'm working hard for getting the money to buy candles and the proper Incense.
I want to give a special thank to the GLBT priests who created The Third Sex site because I've learnt so much and also because thanks to it I'm starting to understand Hitler and his ideas, even though I still have some questions about him.
I hope I didn't bore you. I just wanted to introduce myself to the english forum and tell you a bit about myself.
Hail Satan! Hail Beelzebub!