Lack of dreams and being unable to breathe.

[keenacab]

Okay, two things.

The first: Since I dedicated myself to Satan, I haven't been dreaming. I'm used to having these really detailed, completely strange dreams and to suddenly lose them is breaking my heart and making me feel like I have no imagination left. Does anyone know why this is happening?
I see stories where dedicated Satanists have these intense, amazing dreams and there's me left with nothing.

Secondly, this involves my spiritual warfare program. I have only recently started it, and was beginning to get further and further into a trance state when one evening I felt like I couldn't breathe. I just physically couldn't draw breath into my lungs. I got really worried and had to stop. Because of several things that have happened in my life (being around my family for a few weekends) I've been forced to hold off the program and start it again next month. Is this a problem?

I'd just like some answers. I had an attack when I first started the program; I saw red eyes advancing on me and trying to intimidate me. I've also seen what appears to be passing glimpses of my GD, but am still working to try to meet them.

Thank you for reading, sorry about the wall of text.

 

[Dashreen Kaur]

Dreams usually happen when we are asleep but our minds are awake. An average Human dream 3-5 times a night, We hardly remember one of them. So, maybe you do dream its just that your mind was at a sleepy stage and you can't remember. We all know after dedication we all feel peaceful inside so maybe that's why you have been sleeping heavily lately. It is also usual to stop dreaming for a period of time. I get those a lot, its like a one month interval. There's nothing wrong with you, don't worry!

On Tue, May 22, 2012 at 7:18 AM, keenacab <gemmaretta@... wrote:

  Okay, two things.

The first: Since I dedicated myself to Satan, I haven't been dreaming. I'm used to having these really detailed, completely strange dreams and to suddenly lose them is breaking my heart and making me feel like I have no imagination left. Does anyone know why this is happening?
I see stories where dedicated Satanists have these intense, amazing dreams and there's me left with nothing.

Secondly, this involves my spiritual warfare program. I have only recently started it, and was beginning to get further and further into a trance state when one evening I felt like I couldn't breathe. I just physically couldn't draw breath into my lungs. I got really worried and had to stop. Because of several things that have happened in my life (being around my family for a few weekends) I've been forced to hold off the program and start it again next month. Is this a problem?

I'd just like some answers. I had an attack when I first started the program; I saw red eyes advancing on me and trying to intimidate me. I've also seen what appears to be passing glimpses of my GD, but am still working to try to meet them.

Thank you for reading, sorry about the wall of text.

 

[kvnfidler]

Melatonin (something the pineal gland produces when its active) helps with that, You can get it as a vitamin also. That might help with your dreams, also try and make yourself remember your dreams as well.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Dashreen Kaur <dashreenk@... wrote:

Dreams usually happen when we are asleep but our minds are awake. An
average Human dream 3-5 times a night, We hardly remember one of them. So,
maybe you do dream its just that your mind was at a sleepy stage and you
can't remember. We all know after dedication we all feel peaceful inside so
maybe that's why you have been sleeping heavily lately. It is also usual to
stop dreaming for a period of time. I get those a lot, its like a one month
interval. There's nothing wrong with you, don't worry!

On Tue, May 22, 2012 at 7:18 AM, keenacab <gemmaretta@... wrote:

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Okay, two things.

The first: Since I dedicated myself to Satan, I haven't been dreaming. I'm
used to having these really detailed, completely strange dreams and to
suddenly lose them is breaking my heart and making me feel like I have no
imagination left. Does anyone know why this is happening?
I see stories where dedicated Satanists have these intense, amazing dreams
and there's me left with nothing.

Secondly, this involves my spiritual warfare program. I have only recently
started it, and was beginning to get further and further into a trance
state when one evening I felt like I couldn't breathe. I just physically
couldn't draw breath into my lungs. I got really worried and had to stop.
Because of several things that have happened in my life (being around my
family for a few weekends) I've been forced to hold off the program and
start it again next month. Is this a problem?

I'd just like some answers. I had an attack when I first started the
program; I saw red eyes advancing on me and trying to intimidate me. I've
also seen what appears to be passing glimpses of my GD, but am still
working to try to meet them.

Thank you for reading, sorry about the wall of text.

 

[Quick SILVER]

Hey friend, as for your first question I cant answer that I dont truly know why you have stopped having such vivid dreams.. Im sorry maybe someone with more experience will answer it..
As for your second question though I kinda had similar situations to the point where I could either feel my breath or I would stopped breathing as well (this was during attempting to get into deep trances) I...now this is just from my thought.. I believe you gotta really focus on your breath and it might of happened because you aren't concentrating on your breathing, and if you are you probably lose track of it.. That's just my thought though..