kinda confused now..

[strontiumstrawberry]

So I made a post about this on the number thread, but it didn't appear.
Anyway I am not, or let's say I wasn't a very religious person before all this
stuff happened. I was thinking about speaking my mind with two of my friends,
but I didn't dare to do that, because they would just start to think I've gone nuts.
Alright, here's what has happened recently. I found JoS.org and few other sites
about spiritual satanism from an imageboard site. After reading a bit, my mind
sunk in and I spent many hours reading and googling the things. Next night I
saw a diverse dream with lots of different things in it, but the only thing I can
remember clearly is having a conversation with Satan. He didn't look like that
christian caricature and the conversation with him was pleasant and tongue-in-cheek.

Next day I had to take a package to post office. After that was done I headed out
to buy some groceries. Things I had read yesterday were revolving in my head all the
time. I bought the same things I normally would buy, but this time the grand total
was 6.66€. That completely dropped my jaw and it stills feels unreal. Later in the
evening I found out that the tracking number of the parcel I sent ends in 666.
Today that particular number popped up three times. I've been reading more
and I'm really starting to believe. Hopefully this is where I can be honest of my
beliefs. What should I do and how did everyone else find their way here?

 

[karthikkashyap84]

Maybe that is your calling. I truly believe that when one is ready, father shows himself in different ways. I was a Hindu who became an atheist and then an agnostic. But then, when I was going through an emotionally rough time, I stumbled upon JoS and saw father in my dream. It was as if my prayers were answered.
Ultimately, you need to make your own decision. Do make an informed decision.

---In [email protected], <toppestlel@... wrote:

So I made a post about this on the number thread, but it didn't appear.
Anyway I am not, or let's say I wasn't a very religious person before all this
stuff happened. I was thinking about speaking my mind with two of my friends,
but I didn't dare to do that, because they would just start to think I've gone nuts.
Alright, here's what has happened recently. I found JoS.org and few other sites
about spiritual satanism from an imageboard site. After reading a bit, my mind
sunk in and I spent many hours reading and googling the things. Next night I
saw a diverse dream with lots of different things in it, but the only thing I can
remember clearly is having a conversation with Satan. He didn't look like that
christian caricature and the conversation with him was pleasant and tongue-in-cheek.

Next day I had to take a package to post office. After that was done I headed out
to buy some groceries. Things I had read yesterday were revolving in my head all the
time. I bought the same things I normally would buy, but this time the grand total
was 6.66€. That completely dropped my jaw and it stills feels unreal. Later in the
evening I found out that the tracking number of the parcel I sent ends in 666.
Today that particular number popped up three times. I've been reading more
and I'm really starting to believe. Hopefully this is where I can be honest of my
beliefs. What should I do and how did everyone else find their way here?