Kemetic Orthodoxy?

[Taylor W]

http://kemet.misguidedangel.nu/about/

I found this, along with some other similar sites.
I just..feel so confused and afraid.
I love Egypt.
I love Satanism.
Satanism involves Egyptian gods, but so far the things I've been studying about ancient Egyptian philosophy just confuse things horribly and just..I don't know. I just don't know. I wish I could focus on the Egyptian pantheon (and of course Ea, no matter what) instead of all the confusion of gods with alternate names and cultures and meanings! I never know who I'm supposed to be praying to or anything, and Satanism seems so broad and..and I don't even really know what I'm trying to say.. I need help..

An aspect of Kemetic Orthodoxy that is too difficult for me to grasp is Netjer.

"Our faith isn't really a mono- or polytheistic one. Rather, it's more of a monolatry. God is one, but God is many. Not an easy concept to embrace, perhaps, but I find it truly fascinating."

Please give some feedback on this.
I hate the idea of one god. Too christian.
But..ughhhh I don't know.
x_< Can someone try to make sense of this concept?