xudomode said:
The words that you make me want to say, and the anger this wakes in me, reading such pathetic things from such a pathetic human, it’s unhealthy.
What infuriates me the most is that you aren’t even an infiltrator, just a total idiot. A truly dumb gentile. Blame shifting your own problems onto Satan and even Maxine, like a good little xian.
Wallowing in misery and ignoring all the possibilities in front of you which can help you get out of it, and then continuing to whine and question why things don’t get better.
If this is your state of mind for 7 years, your problems run too deep to be fixed. You have all the answers in front of you, if you just open your eyes, but you prefer to keep them shut because you are too weak and pathetic to try and change or improve as a human.
You try to drag others down with you, wasting valuable people’s time and energy because your sorry little being is desperate for attention.
The amount of delusions you let yourself experience, is astounding. Even though you can easily figure out what is or isn’t real, using some common sense, but again you are too weak minded to try and see past your delusions, because that means facing reality.
I have seen your type a few times before. They aren’t overly common here. Usually they don’t make it here, because it takes a certain amount of searching and a will to find answers, to get here, but there are still plenty who do.
They come here thinking they can be saved now. Acting like little xians kneeling, praying and begging, to their fake god to take care of everything for them, but instead of praying to the fake pathetic Nazarene they bring this mindset over to Satanism and beg to Satan and the Gods to give them everything.
A huge looser like yourself, begging for a relationship with some celebrity, begging for a demon lover. As if any of those beings would want to spare a single word for you.
I’m sparing words not really for you, but because this type of person you are is sickening and disgusting to the point it infuriates me beyond just mere anger that there are weak, pathetic gentiles like this out there.
These words are for all to see, directed to everyone who has ever felt this way or struggles with this and still has some will or desire, however small, to get out of this and set yourself free.
The world can do without such gentiles. They must either suck it up and get out of their misery, or go, one way or another.
This is the true plague upon humanity.
Coronavirus is nothing compared this. The mental plague of weakness and ignorance kills more than even the jews do. Kills more than any plague.
And there is no excuse for it, not in this part of the world, because so many people have fought the spiritual cancer and died miserably to free us from the perpetrator of this spiritual cancer, xianity, that it really doesn’t have much of a home anymore in many parts of the world and it takes just the smallest amount of courage and self respect to leave this behind.
It is not that people don’t know they can leave it, or are ignorant of other possibilities, they are simply terrified to take responsibility and try to live for themselves, care for themselves and improve as people without relying futilely on some external entity or being that should dictate their whole life to them because they are too pathetic to live themselves.
On the Joy of Satan it says how Azazel is disgusted with the state humanity is in, and I wholeheartedly agree and understand.
This is disgusting and this is the true plague this world suffers from. Without this mental, spiritual cancer, all things this world struggles with today are easily solved.
People need to stop being willfully ignorant. I realized now, it is not even curses necessarily that prevent people from seeking out answers, but the fact that most people are simply scared to find any answers.
They would rather not know because if they do, they would not be able to keep living the life they have become complacent, content and comfortable with.
People are content with misery and ignorance. Even if xianity is the original cause of this, it is not solely to blame.
There are those of us here who aren’t gripped by it, and never have been, because we had the mind and will to resist and stick to our values, even at the cost of our lives many times throughout the ages.
Even in the face of xian torture, we stuck to our values, and spit in their faces. We took our values with us to the grave and reincarnated again to continue fighting regardless of what age it was.
All Satanists here are souls who have seen countless amounts of misery and horror, but still keep looking forward and face whatever comes our way because we don’t conform, we don’t give in and we fight to overcome all that stands in our way.
I have vivid past life memories of seeing my friends burn at stakes, hearing their horrific screams as they writhed on the pyre in terrible pain. Memories of being captured and tortured to death by xians myself, branded, my legs smashed, stabbed, my eyes plucked.
I know other SS friends who have similar memories.
When I first awakened those memories, due to past life regression meditations, it kept playing in my head uncontrollably for weeks. I kept seeing the images in dreams, reliving the feelings I had when going through it, the pain and misery, but my mind had always been resolute, back then and today the same.
I can say that this sort of thing does not stop me from fighting for Satan and never could.
Even if I had to experience it again it wouldn’t make me waver for even a moment. My soul is with him and always has been.
There is no place for weakness in Satanism, no place for contentment, or complacency, we need to be strong for eternity and succeed in our mission, and succeed in advancing spiritually all the same.
Hail Satan!