for a certain time i had this feeling in me that the world is not just dying but is gonna end soon. its just a feeling i have since a certain time, i dont know when it will happen but it seems pretty close. you wanna save the world but you completely forget what kind of humans you are trying to save. humans are lost in greed, technology and ego. the more easy things become the more humans get dependent and simply controlled like puppets. you dont have to think. in school you get told what to think and do just like in your job. you have to stay inside the box. if you get out of the box you are gonna get hated on or you are gonna seem weird or lose your school/job.
it is so ironic. now this really matters because in the end when you die it will only matter what you achieved spiritually and as a person, not what material goods you had or whatever materialistic you achieved. those things do not matter really. but obviously why somebody is alive they obviously wanna have enough money because of food and all that but the typical way how money is earnt is still draining your energy and you still sacrifice a lot of time for that. most people truly have no time for themselves what so ever, they cant develop as a person because they wake up go to school/job and after that spend time with friends or family and that is pretty much what they do all week. and that is a good 99% of humans on this earth. so with people (robots) like that in this system is it really possible to save earth?
i dont think it is possible and maybe earth doesnt need to be saved, maybe it has to be reborn. why do i even care about this world when only truly i should care about myself and not give that any energy, i guess im just too warmhearted.
im propably not the only person who feels like this. after all this giant planet we live on is alive just like plants and trees are alive, this earth is the giant parent of all of us really. yet it got abused for so many years and spat on. that is unforgivable because it happened way too often until today and it still happens, nothing has changed. why would anyone save this earth if he could have the power? just for the small amount of people that are actually good people - actual humans?!?!
you wanna save a rich disgusting guy who is completely blinded by money and who sacrifices day for day so many lives? and now multiple that with 100000000. because 99% of humans are like that. some just to a small degree and others to a high degree. all controlled by the system. i dont think earth wants to be saved its gonna destroy everything after the 21th century - im sure of that. unless humans do a massive change and better themselves i dont see any solution.
its funny how technology is seen as advancement when all it does to most people disadvance them. but thats all part of the system no matter if its intentional or everything just a huge coincidence, it doesnt matter - the result is still the same and its a fact that it is literally happening. that is all that matters.
i thought about humans so many times and about this earth. but i should propably just do what is best in my case and just focus on myself, my place and my life. wasting energy on humans who are pretty much unfortunately the filth of this earth is not worth it anymore. if this world is gonna end then its gonna end and im gonna accept it.
but who do i tell this besides the beautiful spiritual satanists here we got a lot of humans here who dont know anything about nothing. they tend to hate indirectly and when i talk to them about it they react so angry. reading those words so angrily. in the end i will rise and the ones who hated me will fall. fall and fall and sink into a deep hole of eternal nothingness. i knew when i visited the astral world the first time and traveled to my home i knew in that moment that this is absolute love and that this earth im spending my time on at the moment is nothing compared to that. this earth is a joke and me as a person, i am way too good for this earth. i know this fact and that is all that matters.
i read energies... future energies reading this post... it is so ironic. they are quiet... but they know i can see them and that my servants are watching them.
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