Is this even possible? Does it even make sense?

[luis]

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

 

[SouthernWhiteGentile]

I get what you are saying. Im attracted to women but never had sex either. I’ve come to learn that I am attracted to the feminity not exactly the body parts. A while back I saw porn with very feminine looking trannies and said I would probably do it with them. But I quit that garbage now so maybe my feelings will change. Never attracted to an actual man though. I see how men in prison will turn another prisoner into their girlfriend.

 

[SouthernWhiteGentile]

I get what you are saying. Im attracted to women but never had sex either. I’ve come to learn that I am attracted to the feminity not exactly the body parts. A while back I saw porn with very feminine looking trannies and said I would probably do it with them. But I quit that garbage now so maybe my feelings will change. Never attracted to an actual man though. I see how men in prison will turn another prisoner into their girlfriend.

 

[luis]

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

 

[TalGonDon]

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

Relax bro, you're just bisexual! No worries

 

[luis]

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

Relax bro, you're just bisexual! No worries

Honestly, I don't think I'm, maybe I just released some weirds hung-ups and this is why I was kinda confused for some days. I'm attracted to femininity in guys and that is it. This is what this experience taught me. I just somehow kinda repressed it and not accepted it.

I get what you are saying. Im attracted to women but never had sex either. I’ve come to learn that I am attracted to the feminity not exactly the body parts. A while back I saw porn with very feminine looking trannies and said I would probably do it with them. But I quit that garbage now so maybe my feelings will change. Never attracted to an actual man though. I see how men in prison will turn another prisoner into their girlfriend.

I have always been attracted to men this is why it was so weird, I realized I just like femininity in guys and that is it, somehow I repressed it but thanks to cleaning now I understand it more.

 

[FancyMancy]

Maybe you might be bisexual, and as you know cleaning out the Soul, and empowering it so it is working properly, reveals things - and also as you know, the Soul, Mind and Body affect each other. Perhaps it was more of the femine side, as SouthernWhiteGentile said, or that you might have unlocked and realised you might like androgynous individuals. This might be related to the balance which is needed, and/or it might just be an appreciation of beauty, or a different type of beauty, in a different way, which may or may not be sexual attraction at all.

 

[luis]

Maybe you might be bisexual, and as you know cleaning out the Soul, and empowering it so it is working properly, reveals things - and also as you know, the Soul, Mind and Body affect each other. Perhaps it was more of the femine side, as SouthernWhiteGentile said, or that you might have unlocked and realised you might like androgynous individuals. This might be related to the balance which is needed, and/or it might just be an appreciation of beauty, or a different type of beauty, in a different way, which may or may not be sexual attraction at all.

I think I realized I like more feminine looking guys a bit more. I always appreciated Girl's beauty but I've never been attracted to them. I don't think I'm bisexual and if I was I would accept it. It was a weird experience, I honestly thought I liked them more these days but now I don't feel anything at all and I realized I just like guys that have a feminine vibe.

 

[FancyMancy]

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

With your new feminine-hunky avatar, I think you're trying to cling on to fancying Boys a lot more than Girls. goes and gets luis a hunky-feminine Girl pic for him to enjoy

 

[luis]

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

With your new feminine-hunky avatar, I think you're trying to cling on to fancying Boys a lot more than Girls. goes and gets luis a hunky-feminine Girl pic for him to enjoy

:lol: I did not notice it but yep my avatar shows my taste lol

 

[FancyMancy]

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

With your new feminine-hunky avatar, I think you're trying to cling on to fancying Boys a lot more than Girls. goes and gets luis a hunky-feminine Girl pic for him to enjoy

:lol: I did not notice it but yep my avatar shows my taste lol

Althought it's just a cartoon (Sorry! Animation! ), I can understand the attraction.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

This is a drawing to the feminine aspect in manifestation of the desire to 'merge' with it in the spiritual and emotional sense, it's not a hang-up nor is it a bad thing, it's actually quite positive. I am also homosexual, have been all my life for as long as I can remember and wouldn't think to ever be attracted to girls.

However whenever I'm in tune with the female aspect of spirituality, either I'm focusing on it, working with energies related to it or working with my upper feminine chakras, etc, I'll feel very distinctly drawn to the female form, their characteristics, their feminine qualities and interests, etc. This often goes straight to the desire of even wanting to have sex with a female instead of a male.

It is by no means the same kind of attraction as the one we have for the same sex though, it's just a drawing to the feminine side of the soul, feminine energies and just general feminine forms of nature of which we're seeking to merge with via a spiritual/emotional connection with woman despite our sexual orientation. It's the urge of the 'two halves make a whole' shindig and this can happen with lesbians too who tune into the male side of spirituality and masculine aspects.

It doesn't mean you're suddenly not gay anymore, but temporarily you will spontaneously be bisexual or homoflexible for the moment. I personally think it's pretty cool.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

My take on this is that, probably by doing the RTR and working on your chakras in a better than usual way perhaps, you have temporarily unblocked some energy channels, and this has allowed you to (temporarily) have a different perception of girls, supposedly because of your better understanding of how their energy works compared to that of a man, to which you are more accustomed to.

I don't know if this will make much sense, it would possibly explain the fact that the effect didn't last. I have been noticing some strage effects on myself after RTRs lately too (although not of the sexual interest kind) so I thought of this.
Try tracing back what you've been doing in these days, prior to starting to feel attraction to girl and see if there was anything in particular, maybe something new you have tried, and see if repeating the experience gets you the same effect or a similar one again. Do let me know if you reach a breakthrough, any hint in unblocking energy and chakras may be of help to both of us and others working on this.

 

[Wayofthegods]

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

I struggled with that all my life. Sometimes your sexuality flips. Like Bi people are straight a couple months then gay a couple months.

When I started doing munka, I felt really straight. Then if I looked at porn, I would watch the Guy. I would strain to keep concentration on the female.

Then the arousal would just shut off. I would think they look hot but my brain would do nothing. Then I would look at guys, and my brain would explode. I would find release.

I use to be attracted to ultra feminine guys. But your taste actually changes as you get older. More and more I like older and masculine.

I use to like really skinny. Now I like muscular. But I really like the clean shaven pretty boy face. I like the greek god bodies. Lol

I think it has to do with your current lvl of masculinity. You want what's more feminine then you. I was very skinny and what not. Now I've gotten alot more muscle and masculine.

The problem is once guys hit about 30 they look like shit. Because no one takes care of themselves. Luckily being that I've meditated since a teenager, most early 20s think I'm their age.

I cant even tell the truth. They are like no your not. Stop lying. So I'm like ok gosh you know you caught me, I'm 21. Ha! I knew it!

Lol! Works for me. But the problem is I cant stand the mentality of these kids anymore. Especially the newer generations. What is there to interact with?

So it's like pick up some brainless fuck toy or try to have a decent relationship with some fat out of shape guy that eats cheetos all day.

I think I'm going to take Cobras advice and ask for an Incubus. Because at this point I dont see any other option. Get to know him more and more and then in 20 years meet him in person. That's not a bad deal.

Also I cannot stand guys that show any trace of being gay. I like GUYS. Not that horrible whine in their voice shit. I do not flame in anyway. I've also met guys that do not.

My idea of gay is like Naked Spartan Male greek Bodies. Working in the field or training for battle. With an orgy at night. This use to be the norm. Even ones who were more 90 percent straight, would be like yeah why not.

Just look at the prisons. They demonstrate Paganism in modern form. Everyone sticks to their own race and even the most masculine brute has a boy friend. Well take an army that lives on the battlefield with no females around. That happens in today's military.

First of all the really hot in shape gays are there. But second, my friend went to Iran, he said after several months, he noticed he was looking at guys asses. One guy pinned him against a wall and came onto him. After intense kissing the guy let him go and apologized. The guy being like 6 foot 3 260 pounds of muscle.

He was like he could have man handled me and raped me lol. While I didnt want that too happen, I realized I didnt mind the attention he gave me.

That was a couple months, imagine being there 3 years.

So yeah dont worry about it. It's perfectly normal. All guys go through it at some point, no matter how much they try and deny it. Especially when younger.

 

[Darksage666]

while it’s possible that you are bi sexual, this might just be coming from your lack of sex. Other members on here have stated that they have thought about the same thing when they weren’t getting any sex but when they started doing it, they knew who they were attracted to. but bi sexual is a thing.

you probably just need to get laid. do a working for it

 

[Powstanie Pogańskie]

...

Not to diss getting an Incubus because that's a valid way to go, but I would imagine that doing that Gebo working should suffice well enough in drawing someone to you that meets your specifications, especially since you've done it successfully before.

I'm considering that working once the timing is right as, for me, my 1st House Saturn placement makes it such that I don't traditionally get along with those in my immediate age range. And that has reflected in me dating few people and feeling an innate sense of hostility towards those my age. It took a few years for Saturn to move out of my 1st House, and fittingly I've observed that those a few years younger than me, I get along with much better. They're also of legal age at this point so that's a pleasant boon.

Go back a few years to those older than me, and as soon as you're far enough back that Saturn has passed my Ascendant and gone into my 12th House, Saturn immediately begins to form an aspect to my chart ruler and Venus. So there's a similar effect there where I get along better with those several years older than me. Especially since that particular aspect has a fairly large orb.

Then top it all off with the fact that I have a lot of the same issues with gay dudes as you do. I cannot stand the prissy faggotry, nor the bleeding-heart, pro-miscegenation hyperliberalism. I used to think there was just something wrong with me that I've dated so few people, up until I realized the above astrological influences and the fact that I just straight up don't want to get along with people who behave the way non-SS gay guys tend to behave. I could have gone on Grindr and taken care of my needs numerous times at this point, but the thought of that fills me with this combined sense of disgust and just...wrongness. As in it just doesn't feel right for me and therefore wouldn't do anything of value for me.

Hence, this Gebo working would be suitable for Luis as well now that he's feeling more certain of his interests. An ideal sexual partner can be attracted, and one can keep it as a NSA thing should they not be seeking something permanent at this time. Or, if they imagine their interests could vary up again and they want to keep their options open. I've always been exclusively attracted to men, but what I find attractive about them certainly has evolved over time.

 

[luis]

while it’s possible that you are bi sexual, this might just be coming from your lack of sex. Other members on here have stated that they have thought about the same thing when they weren’t getting any sex but when they started doing it, they knew who they were attracted to. but bi sexual is a thing.

you probably just need to get laid. do a working for it

I think you are 100% right with this. I noticed the same these days. I just feel horny too much every day even if I masturbate and I think i just need sex to not feel this way. After this quarantine, I'll do a working.

...

I think the answer of all of this situation is that I need to have sex to not feel horny every day even if I masturbate. I do like clean-shaved pretty face types of guys too and I do like muscular bodies as much as more "skinnier" bodies (I don't mean really skinny just not super muscular and more round). I do like even a very muscular guy but I just prefer a bit more "pretty" guys.

 

[Shael]

...

There was this statement once, that "most people are bisexual", but not in a 50-50 kind of way usually. More like in the sense that you can find both genders attractive and sometimes even be sexually drawn to them a bit, but you still have a quite clear preference on which gender you are more drawn towards.

 

[luis]

...

There was this statement once, that "most people are bisexual", but not in a 50-50 kind of way usually. More like in the sense that you can find both genders attractive and sometimes even be sexually drawn to them a bit, but you still have a quite clear preference on which gender you are more drawn towards.

It's more like if you are in a desperate need for sex you'll almost fuck anyone regardless of gender. This is what happens in prison and the military.

 

[Wayofthegods]

You're not a fag, just an Incel-in-denial.

Get over yourself, it's detrimental for your mental health to be like this.

You know that the more advanced members know who you are right? And that the Clergy can see your ip address?

So before you think, because you are on a fake account, you can go say whatever you want, cuz you wont be held accountable. I would think again on that.

 

[Usthepeople666]

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

I struggled with that all my life. Sometimes your sexuality flips. Like Bi people are straight a couple months then gay a couple months.

When I started doing munka, I felt really straight. Then if I looked at porn, I would watch the Guy. I would strain to keep concentration on the female.

Then the arousal would just shut off. I would think they look hot but my brain would do nothing. Then I would look at guys, and my brain would explode. I would find release.

I use to be attracted to ultra feminine guys. But your taste actually changes as you get older. More and more I like older and masculine.

I use to like really skinny. Now I like muscular. But I really like the clean shaven pretty boy face. I like the greek god bodies. Lol

I think it has to do with your current lvl of masculinity. You want what's more feminine then you. I was very skinny and what not. Now I've gotten alot more muscle and masculine.

The problem is once guys hit about 30 they look like shit. Because no one takes care of themselves. Luckily being that I've meditated since a teenager, most early 20s think I'm their age.

I cant even tell the truth. They are like no your not. Stop lying. So I'm like ok gosh you know you caught me, I'm 21. Ha! I knew it!

Lol! Works for me. But the problem is I cant stand the mentality of these kids anymore. Especially the newer generations. What is there to interact with?

So it's like pick up some brainless fuck toy or try to have a decent relationship with some fat out of shape guy that eats cheetos all day.

I think I'm going to take Cobras advice and ask for an Incubus. Because at this point I dont see any other option. Get to know him more and more and then in 20 years meet him in person. That's not a bad deal.

Also I cannot stand guys that show any trace of being gay. I like GUYS. Not that horrible whine in their voice shit. I do not flame in anyway. I've also met guys that do not.

My idea of gay is like Naked Spartan Male greek Bodies. Working in the field or training for battle. With an orgy at night. This use to be the norm. Even ones who were more 90 percent straight, would be like yeah why not.

Just look at the prisons. They demonstrate Paganism in modern form. Everyone sticks to their own race and even the most masculine brute has a boy friend. Well take an army that lives on the battlefield with no females around. That happens in today's military.

First of all the really hot in shape gays are there. But second, my friend went to Iran, he said after several months, he noticed he was looking at guys asses. One guy pinned him against a wall and came onto him. After intense kissing the guy let him go and apologized. The guy being like 6 foot 3 260 pounds of muscle.

He was like he could have man handled me and raped me lol. While I didnt want that too happen, I realized I didnt mind the attention he gave me.

That was a couple months, imagine being there 3 years.

So yeah dont worry about it. It's perfectly normal. All guys go through it at some point, no matter how much they try and deny it. Especially when younger.

I think I'm going to take Cobras advice and ask for an Incubus.
DO IT, DO IT, DO IT.

 

[Goldenage18]

You're not a fag, just an Incel-in-denial.

Get over yourself, it's detrimental for your mental health to be like this.

You're a fucking piece of shit just like the
whore who gave you birth


ps. Sorry Hps I needed to write this

 

[Aquarius]

You're not a fag, just an Incel-in-denial.

Get over yourself, it's detrimental for your mental health to be like this.

You're a fucking piece of shit just like the
whore who gave you birth


ps. Sorry Hps I needed to write this

There's no point in insulting somebody's mother.. She most likely is as upset as you about having such a son.

 

[Goldenage18]

You're not a fag, just an Incel-in-denial.

Get over yourself, it's detrimental for your mental health to be like this.

You're a fucking piece of shit just like the
whore who gave you birth


ps. Sorry Hps I needed to write this

There's no point in insulting somebody's mother.. She most likely is as upset as you about having such a son.

It makes me sick to read the kind of crap that person has written .
It's very unlikely for me to insult someone but this time I couldn't abstain .

 

[Wayofthegods]

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

I struggled with that all my life. Sometimes your sexuality flips. Like Bi people are straight a couple months then gay a couple months.

When I started doing munka, I felt really straight. Then if I looked at porn, I would watch the Guy. I would strain to keep concentration on the female.

Then the arousal would just shut off. I would think they look hot but my brain would do nothing. Then I would look at guys, and my brain would explode. I would find release.

I use to be attracted to ultra feminine guys. But your taste actually changes as you get older. More and more I like older and masculine.

I use to like really skinny. Now I like muscular. But I really like the clean shaven pretty boy face. I like the greek god bodies. Lol

I think it has to do with your current lvl of masculinity. You want what's more feminine then you. I was very skinny and what not. Now I've gotten alot more muscle and masculine.

The problem is once guys hit about 30 they look like shit. Because no one takes care of themselves. Luckily being that I've meditated since a teenager, most early 20s think I'm their age.

I cant even tell the truth. They are like no your not. Stop lying. So I'm like ok gosh you know you caught me, I'm 21. Ha! I knew it!

Lol! Works for me. But the problem is I cant stand the mentality of these kids anymore. Especially the newer generations. What is there to interact with?

So it's like pick up some brainless fuck toy or try to have a decent relationship with some fat out of shape guy that eats cheetos all day.

I think I'm going to take Cobras advice and ask for an Incubus. Because at this point I dont see any other option. Get to know him more and more and then in 20 years meet him in person. That's not a bad deal.

Also I cannot stand guys that show any trace of being gay. I like GUYS. Not that horrible whine in their voice shit. I do not flame in anyway. I've also met guys that do not.

My idea of gay is like Naked Spartan Male greek Bodies. Working in the field or training for battle. With an orgy at night. This use to be the norm. Even ones who were more 90 percent straight, would be like yeah why not.

Just look at the prisons. They demonstrate Paganism in modern form. Everyone sticks to their own race and even the most masculine brute has a boy friend. Well take an army that lives on the battlefield with no females around. That happens in today's military.

First of all the really hot in shape gays are there. But second, my friend went to Iran, he said after several months, he noticed he was looking at guys asses. One guy pinned him against a wall and came onto him. After intense kissing the guy let him go and apologized. The guy being like 6 foot 3 260 pounds of muscle.

He was like he could have man handled me and raped me lol. While I didnt want that too happen, I realized I didnt mind the attention he gave me.

That was a couple months, imagine being there 3 years.

So yeah dont worry about it. It's perfectly normal. All guys go through it at some point, no matter how much they try and deny it. Especially when younger.

I think I'm going to take Cobras advice and ask for an Incubus.
DO IT, DO IT, DO IT.

Lol.

I was gonna tell you about the tarot reading I did last night. That had crazy accuracy. To have the lovers card, two of cups and his card in it, and more.

But I just heard him go, hey! That's private. But he was ok with what I just hinted.

So, we will see how it goes.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

I do like clean-shaved pretty face types of guys too and I do like muscular bodies as much as more "skinnier" bodies (I don't mean really skinny just not super muscular and more round). I do like even a very muscular guy but I just prefer a bit more "pretty" guys.

Sounds like I'm your man. Just don't quite got those abs yet...

Teasing (with no chance, sorry) aside, I've been curious about something and wondered if you shared the same viewpoint out of curiousity, because I don't know of any other opportunity to ask this.

Studies regarding race and attraction state we are attracted to partners that look similar to us. I'm also attracted to what you've described in that my ideal partner would share my same characteristics but I wondered if this is something you might realize in yourself in that the attractive appearance is also one of your own (or you desire to look as such anyways).

I feel like this only more appropriately applies to homosexuals because we can mimic the same gender more easily. I don't see heteros trying to look like their girlfriends obviously, or at least it's not something obvious.... This is just a curiousity of mine because I feel it might have something to do in relation to the astral and having a better spiritual connection with someone who is similar to us in some way what with energy signatures or some kind of 'mirroring' science.

They say opposites attract but clearly this isn't the case. I feel like a lot of like-things in this universe just seem to connect with one another automatically and this is why we are drawn to things in relation to ourselves such as certain colours, planets, animals, etc of which 'coincidentally' symbolically reflect the kind of person/soul we are... because we're similar to them and their energies and what they represent. It's 'likeness'.

What do you think?

 

[Usthepeople666]

You're not a fag, just an Incel-in-denial.

Get over yourself, it's detrimental for your mental health to be like this.

You're a fucking piece of shit just like the
whore who gave you birth


ps. Sorry Hps I needed to write this

There's no point in insulting somebody's mother.. She most likely is as upset as you about having such a son.

BUUUUUURNNN

 

[Darksage666]

while it’s possible that you are bi sexual, this might just be coming from your lack of sex. Other members on here have stated that they have thought about the same thing when they weren’t getting any sex but when they started doing it, they knew who they were attracted to. but bi sexual is a thing.

you probably just need to get laid. do a working for it

I think you are 100% right with this. I noticed the same these days. I just feel horny too much every day even if I masturbate and I think i just need sex to not feel this way. After this quarantine, I'll do a working.

...

I think the answer of all of this situation is that I need to have sex to not feel horny every day even if I masturbate. I do like clean-shaved pretty face types of guys too and I do like muscular bodies as much as more "skinnier" bodies (I don't mean really skinny just not super muscular and more round). I do like even a very muscular guy but I just prefer a bit more "pretty" guys.

i’ve had success there with mars square. used it to attract a sex partner it worked. Give it a go with the mars square or the runes.

 

[luis]

I do like clean-shaved pretty face types of guys too and I do like muscular bodies as much as more "skinnier" bodies (I don't mean really skinny just not super muscular and more round). I do like even a very muscular guy but I just prefer a bit more "pretty" guys.

Sounds like I'm your man. Just don't quite got those abs yet...

Teasing (with no chance, sorry) aside, I've been curious about something and wondered if you shared the same viewpoint out of curiousity, because I don't know of any other opportunity to ask this.

Studies regarding race and attraction state we are attracted to partners that look similar to us. I'm also attracted to what you've described in that my ideal partner would share my same characteristics but I wondered if this is something you might realize in yourself in that the attractive appearance is also one of your own (or you desire to look as such anyways).

I feel like this only more appropriately applies to homosexuals because we can mimic the same gender more easily. I don't see heteros trying to look like their girlfriends obviously, or at least it's not something obvious.... This is just a curiousity of mine because I feel it might have something to do in relation to the astral and having a better spiritual connection with someone who is similar to us in some way what with energy signatures or some kind of 'mirroring' science.

They say opposites attract but clearly this isn't the case. I feel like a lot of like-things in this universe just seem to connect with one another automatically and this is why we are drawn to things in relation to ourselves such as certain colours, planets, animals, etc of which 'coincidentally' symbolically reflect the kind of person/soul we are... because we're similar to them and their energies and what they represent. It's 'likeness'.

What do you think?

Honestly, the similar attracts each other seems the most normal thing to me, now I don't mean this just on a physical level but more on a mental level. If we like and do almost the same things then, of course, we will be more interested in each other, I honestly don't think we could have a good relationship we someone if we are 100% different.

I'm not clean shaved, I do look younger than my age (and everyone always points it out) but I have quite some hairs on my body lol I do shave tho u.u :lol:
So technically I'm not that similar to what i want :lol: but almost lol

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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Honestly, the similar attracts each other seems the most normal thing to me, now I don't mean this just on a physical level but more on a mental level. If we like and do almost the same things then, of course, we will be more interested in each other, I honestly don't think we could have a good relationship we someone if we are 100% different.

I'm not clean shaved, I do look younger than my age (and everyone always points it out) but I have quite some hairs on my body lol I do shave tho u.u :lol:
So technically I'm not that similar to what i want :lol: but almost lol

I'm glad I'm not the only one who thinks this. Though I stress in 'similarities' not exactness, I obviously wouldn't marry a clone of myself either in looks or in personality, that just feels wrong even in concept... not sure why though, maybe it's the whole avoidance and repulsion of things like incest, being way too exact in ourselves could imply a blood relation, of which we obviously by nature avoid. I think that's definitely why.

I also notice that my ideal partners are usually just a tad more 'dominant' than me, in that they share my sternness and such but maybe just express it a bit more, being a switch though means it doesn't entirely matter in the long-run. Some sort of grounded factor I think, so I don't want a partner exactly like me of course, but again it's just that 'likeness' factor. And hah, I shave body hair too occasionally, just can't be bothered for the most part, it's usually only when I start looking like a werewolf. Don't like having facial hair on myself either, though I seem at odds with it sometimes. Nothing wrong with it.

 

[luis]

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Honestly, the similar attracts each other seems the most normal thing to me, now I don't mean this just on a physical level but more on a mental level. If we like and do almost the same things then, of course, we will be more interested in each other, I honestly don't think we could have a good relationship we someone if we are 100% different.

I'm not clean shaved, I do look younger than my age (and everyone always points it out) but I have quite some hairs on my body lol I do shave tho u.u :lol:
So technically I'm not that similar to what i want :lol: but almost lol

I'm glad I'm not the only one who thinks this. Though I stress in 'similarities' not exactness, I obviously wouldn't marry a clone of myself either in looks or in personality, that just feels wrong even in concept... not sure why though, maybe it's the whole avoidance and repulsion of things like incest, being way too exact in ourselves could imply a blood relation, of which we obviously by nature avoid. I think that's definitely why.

I also notice that my ideal partners are usually just a tad more 'dominant' than me, in that they share my sternness and such but maybe just express it a bit more, being a switch though means it doesn't entirely matter in the long-run. Some sort of grounded factor I think, so I don't want a partner exactly like me of course, but again it's just that 'likeness' factor. And hah, I shave body hair too occasionally, just can't be bothered for the most part, it's usually only when I start looking like a werewolf. Don't like having facial hair on myself either, though I seem at odds with it sometimes. Nothing wrong with it.

I agree, not exactly a copy that would be weird. I feel like couples where they just have little in common they just don't work out in the long run.
The hair thing, I just don't like too much but it's not a turn-off or anything but if I had to choose I would definitely like a pretty guy and not with a lot of hair, even with a beard is fine but not too much. I do still like other types of guys I just prefer this type bit more. On me, I have almost too much especially on the legs and I wish i had less lol

while it’s possible that you are bi sexual, this might just be coming from your lack of sex. Other members on here have stated that they have thought about the same thing when they weren’t getting any sex but when they started doing it, they knew who they were attracted to. but bi sexual is a thing.

you probably just need to get laid. do a working for it

I think you are 100% right with this. I noticed the same these days. I just feel horny too much every day even if I masturbate and I think i just need sex to not feel this way. After this quarantine, I'll do a working.

I think the answer of all of this situation is that I need to have sex to not feel horny every day even if I masturbate. I do like clean-shaved pretty face types of guys too and I do like muscular bodies as much as more "skinnier" bodies (I don't mean really skinny just not super muscular and more round). I do like even a very muscular guy but I just prefer a bit more "pretty" guys.

i’ve had success there with mars square. used it to attract a sex partner it worked. Give it a go with the mars square or the runes.

I'll definitely try it.

 

[Sundara]

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

This is a drawing to the feminine aspect in manifestation of the desire to 'merge' with it in the spiritual and emotional sense, it's not a hang-up nor is it a bad thing, it's actually quite positive. I am also homosexual, have been all my life for as long as I can remember and wouldn't think to ever be attracted to girls.

However whenever I'm in tune with the female aspect of spirituality, either I'm focusing on it, working with energies related to it or working with my upper feminine chakras, etc, I'll feel very distinctly drawn to the female form, their characteristics, their feminine qualities and interests, etc. This often goes straight to the desire of even wanting to have sex with a female instead of a male.

It is by no means the same kind of attraction as the one we have for the same sex though, it's just a drawing to the feminine side of the soul, feminine energies and just general feminine forms of nature of which we're seeking to merge with via a spiritual/emotional connection with woman despite our sexual orientation. It's the urge of the 'two halves make a whole' shindig and this can happen with lesbians too who tune into the male side of spirituality and masculine aspects.

It doesn't mean you're suddenly not gay anymore, but temporarily you will spontaneously be bisexual or homoflexible for the moment. I personally think it's pretty cool.

I’m a straight female and this has happened with attraction to women for me during meditations and invocations. I’ve been truly attracted to about two girls ever, so maybe I’m bisexual, but not really. It’s not the same as with males either, it’s weaker and just different in general. I don’t drool over them or REALLY want to go crazy.

 

[luis]

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

This is a drawing to the feminine aspect in manifestation of the desire to 'merge' with it in the spiritual and emotional sense, it's not a hang-up nor is it a bad thing, it's actually quite positive. I am also homosexual, have been all my life for as long as I can remember and wouldn't think to ever be attracted to girls.

However whenever I'm in tune with the female aspect of spirituality, either I'm focusing on it, working with energies related to it or working with my upper feminine chakras, etc, I'll feel very distinctly drawn to the female form, their characteristics, their feminine qualities and interests, etc. This often goes straight to the desire of even wanting to have sex with a female instead of a male.

It is by no means the same kind of attraction as the one we have for the same sex though, it's just a drawing to the feminine side of the soul, feminine energies and just general feminine forms of nature of which we're seeking to merge with via a spiritual/emotional connection with woman despite our sexual orientation. It's the urge of the 'two halves make a whole' shindig and this can happen with lesbians too who tune into the male side of spirituality and masculine aspects.

It doesn't mean you're suddenly not gay anymore, but temporarily you will spontaneously be bisexual or homoflexible for the moment. I personally think it's pretty cool.

I’m a straight female and this has happened with attraction to women for me during meditations and invocations. I’ve been truly attracted to about two girls ever, so maybe I’m bisexual, but not really. It’s not the same as with males either, it’s weaker and just different in general. I don’t drool over them or REALLY want to go crazy.

This is a weird thing, maybe it has to do with cleaning some dross of our souls, who knows. For me not having sex does play a huge role in this. Having sex is important, in a normal world we would have prostitutes even for gays.

 

[Sundara]

This is a drawing to the feminine aspect in manifestation of the desire to 'merge' with it in the spiritual and emotional sense, it's not a hang-up nor is it a bad thing, it's actually quite positive. I am also homosexual, have been all my life for as long as I can remember and wouldn't think to ever be attracted to girls.

However whenever I'm in tune with the female aspect of spirituality, either I'm focusing on it, working with energies related to it or working with my upper feminine chakras, etc, I'll feel very distinctly drawn to the female form, their characteristics, their feminine qualities and interests, etc. This often goes straight to the desire of even wanting to have sex with a female instead of a male.

It is by no means the same kind of attraction as the one we have for the same sex though, it's just a drawing to the feminine side of the soul, feminine energies and just general feminine forms of nature of which we're seeking to merge with via a spiritual/emotional connection with woman despite our sexual orientation. It's the urge of the 'two halves make a whole' shindig and this can happen with lesbians too who tune into the male side of spirituality and masculine aspects.

It doesn't mean you're suddenly not gay anymore, but temporarily you will spontaneously be bisexual or homoflexible for the moment. I personally think it's pretty cool.

I’m a straight female and this has happened with attraction to women for me during meditations and invocations. I’ve been truly attracted to about two girls ever, so maybe I’m bisexual, but not really. It’s not the same as with males either, it’s weaker and just different in general. I don’t drool over them or REALLY want to go crazy.

This is a weird thing, maybe it has to do with cleaning some dross of our souls, who knows. For me not having sex does play a huge role in this. Having sex is important, in a normal world we would have prostitutes even for gays.

Yep sex is definitely important, when I experienced this I wasn’t going through a complete dry spell but there were some issues in the relationship I had. Oh well. Who cares I guess, sometimes I wish I were more attracted to girls even. Sometimes not.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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I’m a straight female and this has happened with attraction to women for me during meditations and invocations. I’ve been truly attracted to about two girls ever, so maybe I’m bisexual, but not really. It’s not the same as with males either, it’s weaker and just different in general. I don’t drool over them or REALLY want to go crazy.

This is a weird thing, maybe it has to do with cleaning some dross of our souls, who knows. For me not having sex does play a huge role in this. Having sex is important, in a normal world we would have prostitutes even for gays.

In my experience when this happens to me, I usually find I'm lacking in feminine energies. When our souls are lacking something it needs (or at least this is how it is for me) it will 'crave' it like a hunger or thirst and you may subconsciously seek to obtain it in some form or other.

Suddenly desiring females or a closeness with woman (or men for lesbians) could be a craving from that 'hunger' to get what we need, to attain that connection, that 'consumption' of that energy that we're lacking in.

When it comes to this merging of the female and male spiritual aspects of which is one of our spiritual goals in advancement, then deep down we're all a little bisexual. Why not try an experiment and I can prove this to you...

Take it seriously and focus on the gender aspect you deem yourself not attracted to. So the female aspect for gays and the male aspect for lesbians. Really feel, take in, focus and tune your attention to that spiritual gender aspect of the universe and our souls. Focus on it's characteristics, think about and tune into things guys stereotypically like or things girls stereotypically like, feel this resonate as the spiritual aspect, traits and characteristics of that gender. Focus on the upper chakras and their indigo beauty for the female aspect, or focus on the lower chakras and their red fiery forcefulness of the male aspect.

Do this for several minutes, really take it in, and you will start to find a strange interest/attraction to that gender even though it's not of your sexual preference, trust me. It has to do with spiritual connection and finding balance with the two aspects.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

It's basically natural to be a man and wanting girls. No need to get deeply psychological here. Wanting girls is the obvious and natural, especially so as girls have to do with procreation.

If you had some experiences maybe this would help you feel better as the mind on it's own can make constant loops.

 

[Poweredbythesun]

On this topic I've felt something like this for awhile too, though more recently stronger than before. I don't entirely know where I stand, other than I'm attracted to femininity. This could all tie into the heart and collective soul of Humanity too, as we free ourselves and Humanity everyone benefits and the bindings are cast off.

And as a Heterosexual man it really feels weird, even though I've always had a hint of attraction to men. And this isn't taking into account recent revelations I've had about myself and why I am the way I am.


But off topic of this slightly, it is also telling in a way to see a number of us (vocal) SS are either bisexual or homosexual. This of course tying into the idea of the 3rd sex being the guardians of Humanity.

 

[luis]

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

It's basically natural to be a man and wanting girls. No need to get deeply psychological here. Wanting girls is the obvious and natural, especially so as girls have to do with procreation.

If you had some experiences maybe this would help you feel better as the mind on it's own can make constant loops.

Well this happened for a few days where i thought i liked girls, as of right now i don't feel anything. I honestly feel like it's because i don't have sex. Do we need to have sex? I almost feel like I'm too horny all the time and no matter how much i masturbate it doesn't stop. It's kinda annoying.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

Well this happened for a few days where i thought i liked girls, as of right now i don't feel anything. I honestly feel like it's because i don't have sex. Do we need to have sex? I almost feel like I'm too horny all the time and no matter how much i masturbate it doesn't stop. It's kinda annoying.

In short yes we emotionally and spiritually desire a sexual connection through real sex with real partners but this probably doesn't account for every individual.

On the matter of libido, our second/sacral chakra is the chakra that makes us feel aroused. When it is stimulated with energy this is what prompts the 'horniness'. When you climax and the energy in the sacral chakra is not fully released, it stays in the chakra and keeps it stimulated, so you'll feel aroused again soon after because there's still lots of energy in the sacral chakra and you didn't release all of it. So you kind of end up in a semi-aroused state perpetually.

What you can do either upon climax or just casually at any time is you can move this energy from the sacral chakra to empower a different chakra, preferably all the way up to your 6th chakra and place the energy there. Just focus intensely on the sacral chakra and draw the energy upwards to your 6th chakra, in my experience you'll generally want to gather all of the sexual energy that may potentially settle at the base chakra as well, so just all of the sexual energy in your lower chakras below the solar chakra.

I too naturally have a very high libido and it used to distract me from my meditations until I got some guidance from Satan after asking him for help, of which was then clarified further by Stormblood in a thread I made. I was able to edge myself to climax but before climax I forcefully moved all of the sexual energy up to my 6th chakra, and the entire urge was gone completely. I didn't even achieve climax and was able to stop entirely without any further arousal or even the need to finish, it was just done and gone.

You should try this yourself, it will help.

 

[Crystallized Mushroom]

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

It's basically natural to be a man and wanting girls. No need to get deeply psychological here. Wanting girls is the obvious and natural, especially so as girls have to do with procreation.

If you had some experiences maybe this would help you feel better as the mind on it's own can make constant loops.

you mean I as a man whos gay as far as I can tell but not immediately aroused by nude bodies can get aroused by woman :mrgreen: :mrgreen: