SatanicKitty666
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Hello! My name is Leo and i'm a 16yo trans boy. I just wanted to make an introduction (I do that a lot on the other forums I join) because I really don't know what to do lol. I guess I'll just make a bit of a backstory about myself before getting into some questions.
I was raised by a quite non-strict Christian dad and a idgaf mom, which is quite lucky on my part. They took me to church and stuff, but I always felt uncomfortable to the point where I would get overwhelmed. Christianity always felt wrong to me.
Around the age of 11-12 I started to get drawn to witchcraft, and thinking back now it was probably because of all the occult and Satanic movies I watched (my fav right now is The VVich on Netflix) and when I saw all the witchcraft and Satanic things it was a comfort to me, It just felt right. Everything involving what others see as "evil" I was drawn to, it never felt evil to me. It felt like home.
Ever since i was a baby cats we're always attracted to me. Even the meanest cats would let me hold and pet them. Cats were my only friends for quite some time, they taught me their ways in a sense. They taught me cat like impulses and it's all a habit for me now. Lions and Serval/Savannah cats were and still are kind of my favorite (Though I love all cats equally). I had friends and family call me the "cat whisperer" all the time, and looking back it's kinda funny how much thats true. I can talk to animals, it's a natual gift of mine along with being quite spiritually and psychic from a young age. I've been told i'm an "Indigo child" by quite a few people.
When I was 12, a Egyptian Goddess came to me and it made a lot of sense from what I researched about her afterwards. It explained some of my personality traits, why I had such a connection with cats, and why I always perked up when we talked about Egypt in history class. It took me a week to figure out who she was, as she said to me I will know eventually on my own, but I finally figured out who spoke to me in the middle of my before bed meditation, it was Bastet.
I identified as Pagan for a while, but mostly because I practiced a lot of witchcraft. Simple spells just to make life a bit easier. But when I was 13 I started to research more black magick and some demonology. My mom told me not to do black magick, but I was always drawn to it. Then Satan started it interest me greatly, and with that I found JoyOfSatan. I remember reading everything until I fell asleep.
Soon enough just like that my dad forced me to go to church again and ripped up one of my books on witchcraft. I felt guilty and didn't look back for about 2 years.
Recently I started to become more and more drawn to Satanism again, and I consider myself one. I'm just trying to figure out my beliefs related to Satanism. What threw me off at first was the things about Jews and Hitler. Now, I don't know much about Hitler but I don't feel like I can hate a person for being born into that religion. I don't hate a lot of people (some, but not many) because I am very much an empath. I never liked Christianity and Jewdism, It makes me feel off, but I couldn't hate a person just because of that one thing. I feel like others can learn and I overall respect others even if I greatly dislike their beliefs (I probs wouldn't be friends with them though).
I was also wondering if its okay to be a Satanist with some Pagan influences, such as worshipping nature as their own being too, and the elements. I have been always connected to nature, and witchcraft and worship centered around nature gives me great joy.
I am also curious about the Satanic views on LGBT+ people, especially trans people. I'm LGBT+ myself so its a bit of a concern lol
Thanks for reading all of this
I was raised by a quite non-strict Christian dad and a idgaf mom, which is quite lucky on my part. They took me to church and stuff, but I always felt uncomfortable to the point where I would get overwhelmed. Christianity always felt wrong to me.
Around the age of 11-12 I started to get drawn to witchcraft, and thinking back now it was probably because of all the occult and Satanic movies I watched (my fav right now is The VVich on Netflix) and when I saw all the witchcraft and Satanic things it was a comfort to me, It just felt right. Everything involving what others see as "evil" I was drawn to, it never felt evil to me. It felt like home.
Ever since i was a baby cats we're always attracted to me. Even the meanest cats would let me hold and pet them. Cats were my only friends for quite some time, they taught me their ways in a sense. They taught me cat like impulses and it's all a habit for me now. Lions and Serval/Savannah cats were and still are kind of my favorite (Though I love all cats equally). I had friends and family call me the "cat whisperer" all the time, and looking back it's kinda funny how much thats true. I can talk to animals, it's a natual gift of mine along with being quite spiritually and psychic from a young age. I've been told i'm an "Indigo child" by quite a few people.
When I was 12, a Egyptian Goddess came to me and it made a lot of sense from what I researched about her afterwards. It explained some of my personality traits, why I had such a connection with cats, and why I always perked up when we talked about Egypt in history class. It took me a week to figure out who she was, as she said to me I will know eventually on my own, but I finally figured out who spoke to me in the middle of my before bed meditation, it was Bastet.
I identified as Pagan for a while, but mostly because I practiced a lot of witchcraft. Simple spells just to make life a bit easier. But when I was 13 I started to research more black magick and some demonology. My mom told me not to do black magick, but I was always drawn to it. Then Satan started it interest me greatly, and with that I found JoyOfSatan. I remember reading everything until I fell asleep.
Soon enough just like that my dad forced me to go to church again and ripped up one of my books on witchcraft. I felt guilty and didn't look back for about 2 years.
Recently I started to become more and more drawn to Satanism again, and I consider myself one. I'm just trying to figure out my beliefs related to Satanism. What threw me off at first was the things about Jews and Hitler. Now, I don't know much about Hitler but I don't feel like I can hate a person for being born into that religion. I don't hate a lot of people (some, but not many) because I am very much an empath. I never liked Christianity and Jewdism, It makes me feel off, but I couldn't hate a person just because of that one thing. I feel like others can learn and I overall respect others even if I greatly dislike their beliefs (I probs wouldn't be friends with them though).
I was also wondering if its okay to be a Satanist with some Pagan influences, such as worshipping nature as their own being too, and the elements. I have been always connected to nature, and witchcraft and worship centered around nature gives me great joy.
I am also curious about the Satanic views on LGBT+ people, especially trans people. I'm LGBT+ myself so its a bit of a concern lol
Thanks for reading all of this