On 4/27/14, Nick fhtagn <
nickfhtagn@... wrote:
The serpent is ascending!
The serpent is fully empowered!
The serpent is forever!
On Sunday, April 27, 2014 8:07 PM, "
corrinamh@..."
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corrinamh@... wrote:
It was pretty awesome that after my dedication I kept thinking I need to
quit smoking. But it was like not my thoughts but more like implanted
thoughts. And short of 2 weeks later I was reaching for my pack and hear it
again. I stopped mid reach and thought about it and realized I didn't even
want them and left it be. Next was caffeine because it was a false energy.
However you have to understand I was quite addicted. Tea and not unusual to
go through 3 pots of coffee a day/ night depending if I was working. Yes I
am still smoke and caffeine free 4 months later. And yes the migraine
withdrawals were bad. I am having a difficult time now with eating right and
starting/ sticking with an exercise routine. I work 12 hour shifts at night
and drive an hour each way to work. It is hard enough getting in my
meditations which to me come first and switching being up at night working
and up during day when off and have to sleep sometime. Just voicing
frustration. I
feel like our ritual must have hit pretty hard. I am getting a lot more
negative ridiculous implants and they seem stirred up. I just laughed at
them and the thoughts were ridiculous because I had already turned my back
on them before I met Satan and never a notion from them. I was atheist. So
there is no coming back to where I wasn't. But they definitely want to trip
us up and slow us down. It was hard at first adjusting to getting thoughts
that aren't mine, good and bad. But I am recognizing it a little better now.
Especially when from enemy because they aren't even close to how I feel. I
have heard the gods 4 times, once my name and I got all excited then nothing
else. Once a dream state and I forgot what I heard and messed it up, the
other 2 couldnt make out what was being said. I will be so glad when I am
able to hear accurately. My apologies, I meant to rant rave and share. Not
write a book. My patient gaurdian probably wishes sometimes I would
shut up. Still working on that so yeah void meditation still not so great.
30 sec knowingly. If I catch I am not thinking about anything while working
its over flood gates open. Some of the things I think about geesh are really
silly waste of time and energy. With my love devotion and dedication to
father Satan and the Gods/Goddesses
Corrina
