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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:
Well, I think the best advice I give you is just to be patient. I know
you probably get sick of hearing that, but it's true. I'm sure
Father's still with you, he never abandons his truly dedicated ones.
However, the signs he gives you will not always be overt; in fact,
they are generally not. In other words, look for the little things.
He's not going to fly into your room with trumpets blaring and
announce "I'm here"! Lol. You know what I mean? Just sit back, and
meditate on him, his sigil or whatever, and just keep yourself open.
It's usually the little things that let you know he's there. I'm sorry
if I didn't explain this very well, but I've been up all night, so
this is the best I can do right now. ^ Hail Satan!
On 8/9/10, satanicpride666 <satanicpride666@... wrote:
yesterday i wrote a letter to father in a ritual. i asked him if he could
give me a sign that hes still with me and to send me a gardian demon and a
sign of who it might be. of coarse i meditated and once i started going to
sleep i kind of saw this blue light but i think thats normal and i wasnt
sure if i had a dream about him or he was actually in my dream! idk im
confused, maby im just not being that patient. do you think fathers still
with me? other times i tried talking to him out loud for signs and still
nothing. someone give me advice