I was raised Christian; but here lately I'm learning that, it's bullshit! I started getting curious about what is possible for a person to do when they truly tap into...What they didn't know they had in their energy. The point is, I'm interested in the here and now, and I want to learn spiritual Satanism. I did read Anton LeVey's: The Satanic Bible. I do notice that there is a difference in LeVeyan and I guess just traditional Satanism. I don't want to offend but it sounds like most people here worship Satan as a living thing, and I was kind of hoping to get away from that, and answer to, or worship nothing, Christianity kind of turned me away from that. I just want to answer to my own course of living. Now again, I am only learning, so, no disrespect. There is much I don't know. All I know is I will not have anything make me feel guilty for being a man, I am an animal by nature! I'm over the guilt ridden soul binding bullshit! If anybody knows how I can or should learn this let me know what I'm missing. Or if my thinking is wrong in ya'll's opinion, then tell me. Thanks!