AokiJ
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- Oct 7, 2018
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I've been "being" a Satanist for about 3 years, and in all that time, I had a lot of mental breakdown, I honestly believe that my private life was also to blame, since I have been in recent years everything has been a disaster.
I was wrong many times, I did many things wrong, I walked away from satanism and the gods several times, I abandoned my beliefs several times, but I always end up coming back, and when I go back, I feel so bad, and ashamed in the eyes of the gods and Satan, what can I do to be forgiven?
Why after so many lows I keep coming back?
How do I know if they are angry?
Please help me.
Thanks..
I was wrong many times, I did many things wrong, I walked away from satanism and the gods several times, I abandoned my beliefs several times, but I always end up coming back, and when I go back, I feel so bad, and ashamed in the eyes of the gods and Satan, what can I do to be forgiven?
Why after so many lows I keep coming back?
How do I know if they are angry?
Please help me.
Thanks..