Okay, look sister (I assume you are a sister, if not, forgive me).
Lol. But first off: Satan will NOT leave you! He never has left you.
You're cutting your own throat with all this worry and stress. You
need to stop it, and relax! Satan loves you, and you are most precious
in his sight. We all are, those who dedicate. We are beloved by him.
Satan is NOT mad at you! Why would he be? Think on that...he is our
good Father. You know this. These 'spirits' are clearly not any of
your loved ones. I speak from personal experience here, trust me! They
are fucking angelics! Think about it logically; why would family
members of yours be hounding you to renounce Father? That makes no
sense at all. So, next and most logical option, they are angels. And
angels love to confuse and torment, specially dedicated Spiritual
Satanists. Bottom line; the only way Satan will leave you is if you
tell him to. He told me that once himself. Well, he was referring to
me personally, because I was worried about that same thing myself.
And, whilst he was speaking about myself, I know that this applies to
all dedicated SS, I know that it does. As long as you try, and remain
true to him, he will never, ever leave your side! You may not know
he's there, but trust me...he is there! Satan is the Father Who Never
Forsakes! Satan is the Breaker, the Mender and the Binder! Trust him,
and trust yourself!
As to how to actually remedy your present dilemma...I recommend using
the 'Severing the enemy links' exercise, which sadly I do not have the
link for. Maybe a kind Brother/Sister could post. Or it could be on
the forums, or you could just try to use YahooSearch or whatever. Oh,
and I definitely, 1000% recommend using the Black Sun to kill these
fuckers. They ain't your family hon. A Daemon of Satan would never,
ever hurt you, no matter how mad they might be at you, so you need to
get those thoughts out of your head. It's filthy angels...and the
Black Sun burns angels. I know; I've used it on the bastards a few
times. One of my Daemon Guardians is the Lord Sorath, and he told me
that the Black Sun can be used to both create and destroy (his words).
You can kill with it, or heal with it, all depends on your intent. Use
your will! Sorath taught me a little trick: with the Black Sun,
visualize the thing best you can. I personally just imagine it like a
swirling, black vortex. Then, and this is kinda hard to explain, so
just bear with me. Absorb the essence into you. Take the Black Sun
into yourself. Like, breathe it in, I mean. As you would regular solar
energy. Then, use your will and direct it at your enemies, and see
them burning and dying, consumed in Hell's righteous dark flames, the
flames of the Fire that Makes and Unmakes! Be strong! You are a child
of Satan, and you know it. Now act like it! Make him proud! Fight like
a lion! He loves you, and you ARE worthy of his love, always...because
you are his child. He chose you. As he has chosen all of us. Be
strong! Arise! You got this! Hail Lord/Father Satan always! Hail
Sorath, the One Who Burns! Hail Andras!
On 10/3/17,
pinkteabunny@... [JoyofSatan666]
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I've never tried the black sun symbol. So maybe? I've tried blue Satanic
fire, Satan's sigil and none of those work too long and only sometimes. I
really really need to find a job and move out. But I can't meditate now
because here are some really strong entities attacking my crown and third
eye and arms relentlessly. And I hesitate to use vinasa sometimes because it
backfires or I worry if they're human spirits. my friend said they're
"protecting me" and I don't appreciate them keeping me from Satan if that's
true. They said "stay away from "the ancient" and it's not what I think"
which is totall bullshit. These enemies aren't from Satan, and since they
didn't say Satan's name, I'm very suspicious. But I don't want to loved ones
etting hurt, BUT I want to meditate and be with Satan. Even now I can feel
something preventing me from reaching out to Satan. And this is wanted that
friend to dedicate. So she could be safe. But she's proven to be an idiot.
And now I can't meditate or do rituals and it's a shitshow. Which is why I'm
so concerned if Satan left me.
I know he wasn't too happy with me kinda before this all started, there was
(what I suspected) to be an enemy. And I got fed up, it was 5am and I was
grumpy being woken up by them. So I did the 72 ritual a total of 144
vibrations which took 3 hours. The entity eventually left, but I felt Satan
was pisses of at me. It DID take a lot out of me and I heard something about
it "destroying my soul" which scared me. but I really wanted that entity
gone and vinasa just wasn't enough... so I think that might of been the last
straw for Satan. I'm still unsure about everything that's going on. Even
now, I can feel an entity and I can't tell what or who it is. I just feel
burning heat behind me, on my head and arms. Sometimes it makes me shake. so
enemy, human spirit, or a very mad Satanic entity.. I can't tell.. but I
never wanted to, would or ever will leave Satan.
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