I have been a spiritual satanist/pagan for over 5 years, with JoS being one of my main groups; but this is my first time making a thread. Last year in the spring of 2016 I had some information dumped on me by demons (maybe Baal) or Satan, I was told an incredible amount of things with a few months of waiting in between. In spring of this year I decided to summon Satan, because I wanted to show that I'm not scared of doing so and I also didn't know a demon to summon. Imagine thinking the world was one way and the next day you wake up with your entire world being upside down.. All of this is told telepathically and it feels like they are my own thoughts, but it's subjects that I would have never thought about, it just sort of appears in my mind.
I have been told the history of my family, the secrets of my childhood friends, many answers to questions on health and food.. It's been alot these past 6 months. But many of these things that I'm told raises questions - Why wasn't I told? Why was this kept secret from me? What should I do moving forward? But when I ask questions like this I never get any answers. I have found out that I need to go somewhere, meet someone and do/learn something - but when I ask questions about that I receive no information.. It is very annoying because I never get to ask many questions, only be given information that creates new questions. It's not a discussion, it's more like "Hey dude, look at these things over there. Bye."
When this started I didn't have any candles or pentagrams, I was just in my room and read a summoning spell from another website. Last night I tried to summon Satan again, with candles, but nothing happened - I think the reason is because I was asking for guidance and I never get answers for that. I did find out that I should maybe get a specific tattoo, but that could be a coincidence.
So now I come to JoS forums asking the questions that I should have asked here all along; why is this happening to me and how do I learn to communicate with demons and Satan easier? Is there a way to ask my questions to Him and find the answers?
I have been told the history of my family, the secrets of my childhood friends, many answers to questions on health and food.. It's been alot these past 6 months. But many of these things that I'm told raises questions - Why wasn't I told? Why was this kept secret from me? What should I do moving forward? But when I ask questions like this I never get any answers. I have found out that I need to go somewhere, meet someone and do/learn something - but when I ask questions about that I receive no information.. It is very annoying because I never get to ask many questions, only be given information that creates new questions. It's not a discussion, it's more like "Hey dude, look at these things over there. Bye."
When this started I didn't have any candles or pentagrams, I was just in my room and read a summoning spell from another website. Last night I tried to summon Satan again, with candles, but nothing happened - I think the reason is because I was asking for guidance and I never get answers for that. I did find out that I should maybe get a specific tattoo, but that could be a coincidence.
So now I come to JoS forums asking the questions that I should have asked here all along; why is this happening to me and how do I learn to communicate with demons and Satan easier? Is there a way to ask my questions to Him and find the answers?