theop.chipyx
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- Joined
- Mar 12, 2006
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Heil to all brothers and sister, comrades and soldiers of Satan....I'm feeling like I'm in big big trouble , I think I've just caused myself an internal brain bleeding , that will eventually lead to the worst , I'm afraid but in the same time strangely counscious about it and calm , but still desperate ...I gerked very hard my head because of a psychic attack , not going to eneter into details ,but I felt a serious click* in my head and now I feel like its deadly serious problem , I also used runes to ask Satan if it's going to kill me , the major part of the answers were positive, and now I'm feeling like runing against time , trying to do the RTRs and things but seriously, I really need an answer , ....I don't want to crack young ffs , I am serriously investing my life in Spiritual Satanism , and also did lots of work lately. ... I'm so down I even doubt I can solve the situation ...I'm not afraid of dieing , I'm afraid of the consequences and shit I'll let on the shoulders of others. If the moderator considers it to be too hard to be posted , than Do Not , but at least it would be really really great if somebody , I don't even know for what reason , would e-mail me, I mean I followed my gut feeling to write here , so it must be something to it , as always, Satan never lied to me.