Hello guys, soo i wanted to do the deep cleaning working from Lydia https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=57615&p=255935&hilit=deep+cleaning#p255935 and i started on 27 because it was a good day for freeing the soul.
But the thing is on the 28th i missed it, i dont know if it's because of my job program, i was extremly sleepy to say because i wanted to do it at night but i just slept the night and the day was missed... crap... should i just continue, like i lost that astrological advantage or i still have it?
The responses i receive could help me in the future too...
Oh and btw, is this an enemy attack, like... every time i want to meditate i feel this feeling ''why the hell i am doing this, it's so boring can't i just skip it (which is also one of the reason i skipped the working that day), but when i begin meditating everything is back to normal, maybe it's my own mentality but i dont know, before when i tried to meditate for days i didn't had this and i would felt wrong if i tried to skip it but now is this... feeling, i read in the post which explained the power of the enemy there was another SS which had these kind of attacks.
But the thing is on the 28th i missed it, i dont know if it's because of my job program, i was extremly sleepy to say because i wanted to do it at night but i just slept the night and the day was missed... crap... should i just continue, like i lost that astrological advantage or i still have it?
The responses i receive could help me in the future too...
Oh and btw, is this an enemy attack, like... every time i want to meditate i feel this feeling ''why the hell i am doing this, it's so boring can't i just skip it (which is also one of the reason i skipped the working that day), but when i begin meditating everything is back to normal, maybe it's my own mentality but i dont know, before when i tried to meditate for days i didn't had this and i would felt wrong if i tried to skip it but now is this... feeling, i read in the post which explained the power of the enemy there was another SS which had these kind of attacks.