artstatska
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I was brought up in a christian home and am not out of it. I am going to college but my family prays for me user the enemy. I have had a small natural slate pebble that I has stored energy into. Usually I keep the pebble either in my hand or under me when I sleep. For the past few years I have trained myself to sense and escape nightmares before they happen.
Recently (Sept 8): My stone was behind me andI was laying my head to rest as usuall and was almost asleep (just after closing my eyes for a bit ) when I sensed what I thought was a nightmare... but it was stronger than usual. I fought it normally to just bypass it by waking myself (without moving or opening my eyes) then going back to sleep. However the feeling became stronger. It felt as if something was trying to get in my head. The feeling was that of something I had never felt, it became stronger and I literally had to put in a lot of effort just to not let myself lose to this feeling. As I was doing so the idea of something trying to posess me came to mind... the feeling became stronger and I prayed to satan for protection. I finally pushed through affirming I was of Lord Satan and would never lose to this as I want to serve Lord Satan for the rest of my eternity. I woke up in a sweat on what just happened and immediately grabbed my stone and held it close to me as I once again fell asleep.
I am just wanting to know others opinion and if anyone has experienced such a thing. I believe this was an enemy attack on me through my family back home's prayers for god to protect me ect.
Also how could I better protect myself? I can't seem to visualise energy nor anything but feel it.
I was brought up in a christian home and am not out of it. I am going to college but my family prays for me user the enemy. I have had a small natural slate pebble that I has stored energy into. Usually I keep the pebble either in my hand or under me when I sleep. For the past few years I have trained myself to sense and escape nightmares before they happen.
Recently (Sept 8): My stone was behind me andI was laying my head to rest as usuall and was almost asleep (just after closing my eyes for a bit ) when I sensed what I thought was a nightmare... but it was stronger than usual. I fought it normally to just bypass it by waking myself (without moving or opening my eyes) then going back to sleep. However the feeling became stronger. It felt as if something was trying to get in my head. The feeling was that of something I had never felt, it became stronger and I literally had to put in a lot of effort just to not let myself lose to this feeling. As I was doing so the idea of something trying to posess me came to mind... the feeling became stronger and I prayed to satan for protection. I finally pushed through affirming I was of Lord Satan and would never lose to this as I want to serve Lord Satan for the rest of my eternity. I woke up in a sweat on what just happened and immediately grabbed my stone and held it close to me as I once again fell asleep.
I am just wanting to know others opinion and if anyone has experienced such a thing. I believe this was an enemy attack on me through my family back home's prayers for god to protect me ect.
Also how could I better protect myself? I can't seem to visualise energy nor anything but feel it.