i was thinking about dedicating my soul to Satan for a long time. I read a lot, i spend a LOT of time researching, and reading about Satanism, religions and stuff like (my passion). Today, I had very bad morning, and it was tragic, i was panicking, didnt knew what to do, so i rushed and mixed whole steps of dedication ritual. I dont even think i squeezed enough of blood, bc my name wasnt even in blood. I dont know what was going in my head. Is this still valid? I'm genuinely apologise. (i dont regret doing it, but i regret i did it wrong.)