I made a serious mistake and I need help with this...

[YatanoKarasu]

About 2 years ago I burned sigils I kept from a banishing ritual, at the time I had filed a police report against a schizophrenic hacker I dated for a short time. she knew about my involvement with JOS, and called me a Nazi in the worst modern connotation of the word without any understanding of what the site really was. at the same time, a poser boy painted Father Satan's sigil on the wall of a church (around the same time investigators were eyeing me about the police report). out of fear i deleted all my computer history related to JoS website, I asked my current girlfriend (who is also a soul devoted to Father Satan), for her to hide my notebook and my candles in her house. at the time I didn't remember the information about NEVER burning the sigils, so i acted out of fear that investigators would blame me for the drawing on the church wall which was the same sigil i kept in my room, and make even worse assumptions about my Satanism and investigations into a murder that took place at the time in my town. I recently found the information of NEVER, NEVER under any circumstances burn the sigils of the gods, then I remembered that day. now i feel very sad and bitterly sorry. and also feel scared about the consequences, afraid of the Gods and Father Satan turning away from me, and never forgiving me.
I really need to know how to reverse the mistake I made against the Gods and Father Satan, I was immature and acted out of fear and i need help and answers about the consequences and if it is possible that the gods forgive me my foolishness. (sorry for spelling mistakes, I'm using google translate to send this message)

Hail Satan !!!!
Hail to the Gods of Hell !!!!

 

[Hs666]

Intentions don't seem "bad." Don't repeat the mistakes you've made again. This can happen, and it is understandable, continue on your path.

If the mistakes are repeated, one will take responsibility for one's actions.

You shouldn't even say you're an SS. This is very dangerous.