I hope someone or so many can read this and give me their comments

[andrewmonm45]

Brothers and Sisters, I'm in a difficult situation, of decisions in my life, supposedly I have ADHD, I'm going to say just the truth, I do not want to buy that idea as true, but if I'm hyperactive and distracted, I realize when I go out Many times I feel disoriented, the school in general since high school have been a disappointment in performance and I do not know if I really need and should go to college, I have two years without studies, I am 20 years old, I finished high school,  if people ask me what I want to do if I do not have limitations that would  to rise in a professional development, I would like to dedicate myself to soccer any recommendation for this kind of life i want to have for this personal purpose will be welcomed, for hyperactivity, I have hyperhidrosis in hands and feet, and I feel many times disoriented, shy and with motor clumsiness, the truth is that I do not know what to do with my life right now, I live with my family at the moment but I am not at all happy and the situation that i live manifests in my day to every day although I try to ignore it, the truth is that I need to take palpable decisions, my main goal is a job of at least 15 000 pesos a monthNow another situation, I do not know how much can grow as a person on the side of spirituality or Satanism, but I'm afraid that the entities begin to communicate or something like that, in my house I live with my family that unfortunately is Catholic and I do not have a friend who understands what happened and supports me to carry out the practices but outside of that the truth is that I am not 100% sure that it is best to practice thisHonestly I would prefer to grow spiritually but without having any contact with beings that we call gods or demons, I do not know if they could have a facet of disturbing people in the environment, more than anything thats the reason i have to stop until now,
Then to recapI do not know if is a good desicion entering the university I think that if I did I would like to go to study and not to pity myself for my whole situation of carelessness and personal pain in my aspirations of learningIf I could become a top footballer I would do it with all the work that is requiredAnd I'm not sure I want to have some sort of communication with the demons for the safety of the people around me and mine.
I hope someone can give me good opinions in this topic honestly it will mean a lot
Hail Satan

 

[lovorkabatelka]

Hello, 
I have been doing some rituals for summoning Paimon and Vepar, because I had a person in my life that was disturbing me really bad, my family, myself and not giving me space to live in peace. 
I had a big succees with it, the person was having what was ment for him the very next day. The only problem is that the person hasn't been banished from my life.
What should I do? 
Also my mother is doing same with Astaroth and she is not havign any response, why?
Thank you !

 

[Blue Bow]

Pursue your aspirations. I'm not too familiar with soccer but I assume getting into it career wise is like most other sports. Play for local club, study it at a college and play for the team as well and if you're good enough it should go on from there. Part time job on the side?Regarding Satanism, Demons will not hurt your family. They will protect you until you can confidently protect yourself and even then they will help. They will not come to you when you are not ready or willing. Although why would you not be willing is odd....? Perhaps you have not learnt enough about them. You can do meditations to help with your career path and money wise.Hope this helps.
Hail Satan Forever


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On Wednesday, May 10, 2017, 01:07, andrewmonm45@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Brothers and Sisters, I'm in a difficult situation, of decisions in my life, supposedly I have ADHD, I'm going to say just the truth, I do not want to buy that idea as true, but if I'm hyperactive and distracted, I realize when I go out Many times I feel disoriented, the school in general since high school have been a disappointment in performance and I do not know if I really need and should go to college, I have two years without studies, I am 20 years old, I finished high school,  if people ask me what I want to do if I do not have limitations that would  to rise in a professional development, I would like to dedicate myself to soccer any recommendation for this kind of life i want to have for this personal purpose will be welcomed, for hyperactivity, I have hyperhidrosis in hands and feet, and I feel many times disoriented, shy and with motor clumsiness, the truth is that I do not know what to do with my life right now, I live with my family at the moment but I am not at all happy and the situation that i live manifests in my day to every day although I try to ignore it, the truth is that I need to take palpable decisions, my main goal is a job of at least 15 000 pesos a monthNow another situation, I do not know how much can grow as a person on the side of spirituality or Satanism, but I'm afraid that the entities begin to communicate or something like that, in my house I live with my family that unfortunately is Catholic and I do not have a friend who understands what happened and supports me to carry out the practices but outside of that the truth is that I am not 100% sure that it is best to practice thisHonestly I would prefer to grow spiritually but without having any contact with beings that we call gods or demons, I do not know if they could have a facet of disturbing people in the environment, more than anything thats the reason i have to stop until now,
Then to recapI do not know if is a good desicion entering the university I think that if I did I would like to go to study and not to pity myself for my whole situation of carelessness and personal pain in my aspirations of learningIf I could become a top footballer I would do it with all the work that is requiredAnd I'm not sure I want to have some sort of communication with the demons for the safety of the people around me and mine.
I hope someone can give me good opinions in this topic honestly it will mean a lot
Hail Satan