Satanic Path
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I am so sorry for not being able to do more than one RTR a day...I'm never alone as my mom is currently not working ( again) after a second lock down.
I always take time to vibrate the letters, it takes me more than a hour to end the ritual, as I really focus on vibrating each letter.
But I feel like it's just not enough.
And Cobra always says, and I fully agree on that, that Satan likes some more than others.
What If he doesn't like me this much?
I have promised Him that once I move out, I will surely invest most of my time in RTR and meditations.
I aim at a Part-Time job abroad, when this Covid ends.
But my doubts are still with me.
I'm no longer scared by my fears, as I was once, but this question keeps hovering around me.
Satan is my life, His truth is my path.
I started living because of him, and I hope he loves me despite me being who I am.
I will have to interrupt the RTR's for three days, as my mother's mate is joining us soon, and I don't want him to make fun of me or ask things or be mad at me.
This is not good; since I started the RTR's I felt good, important, fair. Most of all, I felt happy...and the strange things is that I never get bored and I always look forward to the three last repetitions and the final Hail Satan.
Time goes by so quickly when I'm doing it...
If I had the money, I would be living on my own my beautiful, lonely life.
I feel like that Satan and The Gods are all I need, and I hope They also like me.
Hail Satan!
I always take time to vibrate the letters, it takes me more than a hour to end the ritual, as I really focus on vibrating each letter.
But I feel like it's just not enough.
And Cobra always says, and I fully agree on that, that Satan likes some more than others.
What If he doesn't like me this much?
I have promised Him that once I move out, I will surely invest most of my time in RTR and meditations.
I aim at a Part-Time job abroad, when this Covid ends.
But my doubts are still with me.
I'm no longer scared by my fears, as I was once, but this question keeps hovering around me.
Satan is my life, His truth is my path.
I started living because of him, and I hope he loves me despite me being who I am.
I will have to interrupt the RTR's for three days, as my mother's mate is joining us soon, and I don't want him to make fun of me or ask things or be mad at me.
This is not good; since I started the RTR's I felt good, important, fair. Most of all, I felt happy...and the strange things is that I never get bored and I always look forward to the three last repetitions and the final Hail Satan.
Time goes by so quickly when I'm doing it...
If I had the money, I would be living on my own my beautiful, lonely life.
I feel like that Satan and The Gods are all I need, and I hope They also like me.
Hail Satan!