i have an unusual disease that doesn't allow me to relax all of my muscles at once and so i cant getinto a trance.this disease hhas given me muscular scoliosis at 44degrees and it can get rather painflll at times and has taken many of my abilities eg my coorddination sso i cant type with my hands talking walking anyway u get mypoint and with a family of xians et my problem but they aren't regular xians they're pentecostal. that means they're apastolic crossed with baptist crossed with another 2 or 3 churches! i just did the dedication ritual as best as i could yesterday in physical terms i've been waiting for ages. but i got hardly a drop of blood on the paper and was wondering whether therewas anything special a new zealander conor aitken could do .hail satan