I fear death too much

[theunknownland]

I'm sorry. English is hard language for me. I hope you can understand something. I try to use simple sentences. Maybe I can write them correctly.

It was last Sunday. I was cleaning something when tiny thought approved to my mind: "Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe there's nothing after death.". It doesn't sounds bad but then I started to think how short my life is and I just spend it by doing nothing. The feeling that hit me was the worst: it was like deep darkness. It was just big emptiness. When the feeling comes, I feel something cold in my chest. Usually I started to cry.

This problem isn't new one. I have this same thing when I was child. Almost ten years ago. The feeling is same. I guess it continued months. The problem vanished when my grandpa died.

On Monday I started again yoga and meditation etc. But the feeling was still behind my mind. When I try to go to bed, it comes. Last night I try to read JoS sites and find something which might help me. The feeling still cames. I try to clean my aura, I try to think Satan's sigil but it didn't help. It felt weak.

Today was the worst day. In the noon the feeling came back. I just walked around in empty house wondering if I'm death now but I just don't know it. I started to think I'm going to die during next days. Finally I forced myself to do Void meditation and somehow it helped.

Evening it came back. Of course. I thought "Now I'm going home and then I'm gonna eat something-". Then it just came back. Out of nowhere. The empty feeling. You don't know how much I hate it. I fear I have to again live with it months.

I don't have another place to speak about this. Another sites would some xians come to speak about jewsus.

Please don't tell me "You are SS. Everything gonna be fine ". It won't help. I would just think "He/She might still be wrong".

I have Saturn in my 12th house so I fear stupid things. I'm also beginner (or better: just wannabe-SS) so the gods won't answer me if try to asked something. Or I'm not able to hear them.

What I should do?

Writing this post made me feel better. I hope I can now sleep.

 

[kieithnightmare0]

How often do you meditate or clean your aura? Do you do any protection workings? To me it sounds like the enemy is trying to get to you. Void meditation should be done every day. More than once if you can.
Keep strong in Satan and DONT focus on that feeling of emptiness. If it's an enemy thought form, you need to get rid of it asap by ignoring it and cleaning your aura and protecting yourself.

 

[Little Wolf1]

You are probably a person who loves to overthink. I suggest you to do a lot of void meditation to control your own thoughts. Overthinking leads to nowhere but anxiety. Good luck


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On Thursday, September 14, 2017, 3:55 AM, theunknownland@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  I'm sorry. English is hard language for me. I hope you can understand something. I try to use simple sentences. Maybe I can write them correctly.

It was last Sunday. I was cleaning something when tiny thought approved to my mind: "Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe there's nothing after death.". It doesn't sounds bad but then I started to think how short my life is and I just spend it by doing nothing. The feeling that hit me was the worst: it was like deep darkness. It was just big emptiness. When the feeling comes, I feel something cold in my chest. Usually I started to cry.

This problem isn't new one. I have this same thing when I was child. Almost ten years ago. The feeling is same. I guess it continued months. The problem vanished when my grandpa died.

On Monday I started again yoga and meditation etc. But the feeling was still behind my mind. When I try to go to bed, it comes. Last night I try to read JoS sites and find something which might help me. The feeling still cames. I try to clean my aura, I try to think Satan's sigil but it didn't help. It felt weak.

Today was the worst day. In the noon the feeling came back. I just walked around in empty house wondering if I'm death now but I just don't know it. I started to think I'm going to die during next days. Finally I forced myself to do Void meditation and somehow it helped.

Evening it came back. Of course. I thought "Now I'm going home and then I'm gonna eat something-". Then it just came back. Out of nowhere. The empty feeling. You don't know how much I hate it. I fear I have to again live with it months.

I don't have another place to speak about this. Another sites would some xians come to speak about jewsus.

Please don't tell me "You are SS. Everything gonna be fine ". It won't help. I would just think "He/She might still be wrong".

I have Saturn in my 12th house so I fear stupid things. I'm also beginner (or better: just wannabe-SS) so the gods won't answer me if try to asked something. Or I'm not able to hear them.

What I should do?

Writing this post made me feel better. I hope I can now sleep.

 

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I think you have bad thoughtforms attached to you. You need some heavy aura cleaning on a regular schedule.

Also search the source of your problem and then do a rune or mantra working.

Now consider your situation, how bad is it really ? Do you have all your body parts ? Do you have food and access to clean water ? If yes there are people in much worse situation then you.

You can get through you just need to believe in yourself and take action.
You are SS. Everything gonna be fine

 

[a24b842e591f00568ceb6a4c091e16b2]

These kinds of feelings should not be focused on. There are plenty of reasons as to why these thoughts occur but most importantly the thoughts should not be focused on.
Yes I said it twice.
When negative thoughts are dwelled upon then negative energy will be gathered. 

First thing is to relax. Thoughts are just thoughts until power is put into them. Do some yogic breathing exercise while cleaning your aura.  Keep your aura clean and keep your bio electricity up. Its akin to life force. The more of it you have through constant meditation the better you feel. 
Also since you say you are a beginner there will be many problems you will face in your journey through Spiritual Satanism that everyone that sets off on this path goes through. One of which is Cleaning the trash from the soul. Through Centuries of constant indoctrination, lies, and deceit many come from unspiritual backgrounds or programs from the enemies (like xianity or islam). Because of this the mind has been closed off from the spiritual aspect of the world. When you meditate you reactivate this part of the mind. The problem is that because it was dormant for so long the act of meditating which should be natural is considered foreign. The mind tries to stop you because its believes meditating is alien or even threatening. Thus horrid thoughts, fear, agitation, apathy, and other problems occur and persists. 
Overall relax, let go, just keep meditating and don't stop. Stay patient. It will take time, it will be hard, but keep in mind the positives.The Gods are REAL; Satan is REAL; and They are with you even if you don't hear or feel them. Focus on Satan's sigil, Print it out, put it on your phone, draw it on a piece of paper. Keep it in your mind. Good luck
Hail SATAN

 

[shade00013]

Guy deci's probably right! I've been through what these little shits can offer and I've even had the gods temporarily remove them from me and you know what?… it all went away! So just close your eyes and look at the darkness for a little bit if you see a hint of a pair of eyes start fading in from the darkness stop immediately! Open your eyes and start a banishing ritual as soon as you can! Gems such as TEKTITE,(helps to remove others emotions from you)BLACK TOURMALINE(removes and protects from negativity), HEMATITE(removes negativity and brings inner piece), SHUNGITE(very powerful at destroying negative energies) and NUUMMITE(prevents others emotions from touching you) can aid. But you will need to cleanse them with white chakra, white sage or palo santo and charge them with white gold energy, energy from your root chakra or sun/moon energy but only by moon if it is currently waxing! Black tourmaline can be damaged by the sun so if you want it to last then use moon or your own energy!

HAIL THE GEMS
HAIL SATAN

 

[yannospopoulos]

Hello, simply put you must learn to master your mind. If you don't watch your thoughts closely, the mind can become a very very dangerous things, especially for some people who have a tendency toward non stop questioning, or anxiety. Also master your energy because in some negative body states, the mind become more easily attracted toward fears or anxieties.

 

[theunknownland]

Hmm. Maybe I should do the ritual which Maxine gave months ago. I don't remember it's name. You have to light energy from the Sun. Hopefully I can find that.

Thank you

 

[theunknownland]

I clean my aura every evening and do rtrs every day. I try to meditate every day too but is little bit hard. I have lack of privacy now but the situation will be better, hopefully. Also my mind feels overactive.

I have begun jog and even do yoga (almost) every day. I

I don't know anything about "protection workings". Or do you mean one ritual hp Maxine ask us to do in spring?

 

[ttf5wlth7iiqqfo3m6vredolheuttaq6pxvmnwvx]

What everyone on the groups said do lots of void m3ditation and yoga? Do you do kundalini yoga it could help tp diminish that fear of death.
Remember when dedicated to satan you have nothing to fear.

 

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Fearing death is silly, to be honest. It's a waste of time and energy.

Physical death is not full death; the Soul lives on, unless 1) you are compliant enough to accept being a slave of the jewish Soul-sucking vortex so that the jew's masters can feed off your Soul, or 2) you don't advance yourself, forcing your Soul to weaken and atrophy into the elements. Either of these 2 point is full death, and at either of those points, the you that is you ceases to exist, forever.

 

[red and black]

The question is where does this fear of death come from? Is this some old Christian thinking that you have programmed into you or atheistic thinking?
Debunking the Christian lie of death: Christianity is definitely false and the Jews at the top levels know reincarnation and the soul is real. Check this sermon out by High Priest Don Danko; The Jewish Leadership Knows There God Is Not Real


The Rabbi's the leadership of the Jewish Race in their own personal texts know that reincarnation is the reality of the soul. Not going to their heaven with Yahweh. This also means they know the supernatural claims of their ideology are false. They just reincarnation back into their own race. The Jewish Rabbi's were keeping this hidden to themselves. 


"Gilgul/Gilgul neshamot/Gilgulei Ha Neshamot (Heb. גלגול הנשמות, Plural: גלגולים Gilgulim) describes a Kabbalistic concept of reincarnation. In Hebrew, the word gilgul means "cycle" or "wheel" and neshamot is the plural for "souls." Souls are seen to "cycle" through "lives" or "incarnations", being attached to different human bodies over time. Which body they associate with depends on their particular task in the physical world, spiritual levels of the bodies of predecessors and so on. The concept relates to the wider processes of history in Kabbalah, involving Cosmic Tikkun (Messianic rectification), and the historical dynamic of ascending Lights and descending Vessels from generation to generation. The esoteric explanations of gilgul were articulated in Jewish mysticism by Isaac Luria in the 16th century, as part of the metaphysical purpose of Creation."] [1]



Sources:
[1] Wiki
Tree of Souls, SchwartzAs for the atheistic standpoint, anyone who practices the power meditations from the JoyofSatan website will definitely find that the soul is real while the atheist believes the human soul isn’t real. The atheist “is the sitting duck waiting to be manipulated by someone who has occult power”. They are helpless and defenseless against someone who has such power.
On top of this you need to read High Priestess Maxine’s sermons on the after life and High Priest Hooded Cobra’s as well. The after life is real. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _PAGE.htmlhttps://www.dropbox.com/s/s8ndj5v6zka3h ... n.pdf?dl=1
You need to do more studying on the subject of Christianity being a fraud because it is and you need to develop your chakras and soul so you will feel and get to know your soul and your awareness will heighten and you will see the truth for yourself.
Do daily power meditation for the above and you need to do 10-20 minutes of void meditation each day.
You said it yourself that you fear silly things, you can over come this and get out of that thinking and feeling man. Think about something else and find ways you can make your life more productive and meaningful. This is in your hands brother.
As always, Hail Satan and The Gods of HellHail The Fuhrer666. Sent from my iPhone

 

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There it is then, your problem is inconsistency. 'Almost' every day will cause problems.

You can do as much banishing and sporadic protection magick as you want, but if you let your energies drop, YOU drop. You also need to program the energies you raise with positive affirmations.

It's unwise to start doing a specific meditation if you know you won't be able to do it the next day, and from there on.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I agree death is never the end but a new beginning.People wonder why I rarely morn for my loved ones.Its not because I don't care about them its just that there is a new adventure awaiting them.And its even more exiting if you finish the MO.Then you will truly be a God.

On ‎Thursday‎, ‎November‎ ‎2‎, ‎2017‎ ‎03‎:‎47‎:‎16‎ ‎PM‎ ‎CDT, fancymancy@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Fearing death is silly, to be honest. It's a waste of time and energy.

Physical death is not full death; the Soul lives on, unless 1) you are compliant enough to accept being a slave of the jewish Soul-sucking vortex so that the jew's masters can feed off your Soul, or 2) you don't advance yourself, forcing your Soul to weaken and atrophy into the elements. Either of these 2 point is full death, and at either of those points, the you that is you ceases to exist, forever.

 

[sable.wolf616]

Hey, wanna hear what can be a truly joyful moment?

WHEN BRIAN GIBBONS IS EXCRETED FROM THE E-GROUPS - again.

HS!
88!


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I agree death is never the end but a new beginning.People wonder why I rarely morn for my loved ones.Its not because I don't care about them its just that there is a new adventure awaiting them.And its even more exiting if you finish the MO.Then you will truly be a God.

On ‎Thursday‎, ‎November‎ ‎2‎, ‎2017‎ ‎03‎:‎47‎:‎16‎ ‎PM‎ ‎CDT, fancymancy@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

 Fearing death is silly, to be honest. It's a waste of time and energy.

Physical death is not full death; the Soul lives on, unless 1) you are compliant enough to accept being a slave of the jewish Soul-sucking vortex so that the jew's masters can feed off your Soul, or 2) you don't advance yourself, forcing your Soul to weaken and atrophy into the elements. Either of these 2 point is full death, and at either of those points, the you that is you ceases to exist, forever.

 

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If you open yourself up to the Astral realm, you could speak with your deceased friends and family. They would recognise and remember you, but once they reincarnate (if they are able to), they would have amnesia. I exect it is possible to request they be reincarnated back into your own bloodline either if you achieve the Magnum Opus in this life, or if you do in a future life, so that you will have your own family back with you. Once you become powerful enough, I should think you could have them reincarnate back into your line yourself.

To the OP and anyone else - there's no reason to fear death, really. Why not advance and empower yourself? Doing that reduces this nonsense fear more and more, until you realise that it's pointless to be afraid.