Bee said:
Hi, I'm new to this forum, I found the JoS website by searching stuff about ghosts, Hell and afterlife.
Since I can remember I'm obsessed with death and dead people.
In the forum I've read that death is not a good thing but I can feel the presence of dead people and talk to them even though I go through a lot of uncomfortable stuff.
The more I do this, the more I lose interest in life.
I really don't know where to start to empower this and develop control because I was raised in a very catholic household and I was always the weird one.
All I want is to work with Satan to help dead people but I really don't know where should I start.
Hello and welcome here.
I know personally someone who's obsessed with spirits and the darkness (but not really in death itself).
I believe that such an interest can also be seen in your astrological map (if you decide to take a look at it, it is a bit tedious work but it's worth it). I had made a PDF for outsiders (people who are not SS) and it is helpful if you want to analyze your astrological chart/map for yourself. You can read it online here: https://www.docdroid.net/yRB6eTD/astrological-chart-introduction-pdf
After reading it, you can enter your personal information (date of birth, time and birthplace) on astro.com (more specifically: https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi) or any other website where you can see your chart for free (do NOT share your personal information here, or with ANYONE who may private message you to offer you a "free reading"...), and then you can find the information you need in order to analyze your chart in our website: https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/FURCAS.html
Now...
I believe that the reason that the more you talk to dead people, the more you lose interest in life, is because you unconsciously create a "connection" with these people. They may be dead, but I believe they still hold the ability to drain a person's energies (if that person is willingly giving them attention and interacting with them). So, their energies can also affect you, I believe.
I would suggest you to, initially, do this meditation: https://odysee.com/@Spiritual_Satanism:1/MagickHealing:2
I begin explaining what this is and how to do it at the minute: 13:35.
This meditation is also written on our website: https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.html but I believe you do not need a 40 days working (but to just do it once, to get rid of whatever/whoever may have become attached to you spiritually).
Then, clean your aura, your chakras... https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html
And protect yourself: https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Protection.html (there are even more powerful ways to do an aura of protection, but you can begin with the basics
)
I do not believe it is bad to have an interest in death. This interest may be linked to one of your past lives, perhaps something you experienced, or in the fact that you can communicate with spirits and wish to help them. Death is not natural though. It does happen in nature, but it was not meant for humans. As other people suggested, you should study our website www.joyofSatan.com and if you are aligned with our beliefs (in reading your last sentence, I believe that you are), you should do the dedication ritual: https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/SATANIC.html and then start meditating. You can begin with HP HoodedCobra's 40 days meditation program (I'm sure you can find the PDF on the Internet - if any website tries to SELL it to you- don't buy it!! You should find it free, it is for free).
There will definitely be many great and empowering things you can do with your desires (to help spirits) and your abilities (to feel/communicate with them) but I'd advise you to take one step at a time.
To start off, I would stop communicating with spirits, if I were you. You have been connecting to their energies, and feeling drained and lifeless. It's best to stop this. Start empowering yourself through meditations. Build an aura of protection around you. I'm sure there are plenty of spirits in Hell that you could talk with - but make sure to always go through Satan first. You could even build an astral temple and invite said spirits there! https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Temple.html
But always, always go through Satan. Don't just try to summon any spirit that may be passing by. They may have bad intentions. They may not even be spirits but enemy entities. Lots of things to be aware of. So, best to go through Satan first.
Hope this helps.