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rusko65675

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Was doing some reading here… Apparently Hell is so boring that most souls want to reincarnate. If that’s the case I’d rather my soul completely die when I do, just like the atheists believe.

I can’t fucking believe it! How can Hell be so boring that people want to reincarnate again?

I cannot do another reincarnation. My life has been so painful, and so full of suffering, that I believed for the first 25 years or so that this world is literally the xian hell.

I cannot reincarnate again. I refuse to reincarnate again.

I cannot take the torture again.

I simply can’t reincarnate. I’d rather complete soul death. I’d rather just be an atheist. Which is what I think I might have to go back to being. Because I can’t reincarnate again. I refuse! I’d rather total non-existence!!

Now you all are gonna call me a weak pathetic child or whatever. Great, I’m pathetic and weak and childish and enemy cursed and everything else.

I can’t handle this any more.
 
rusko65675 said:
Was doing some reading here… Apparently Hell is so boring that most souls want to reincarnate. If that’s the case I’d rather my soul completely die when I do, just like the atheists believe.

I can’t fucking believe it! How can Hell be so boring that people want to reincarnate again?

I cannot do another reincarnation. My life has been so painful, and so full of suffering, that I believed for the first 25 years or so that this world is literally the xian hell.

I cannot reincarnate again. I refuse to reincarnate again.

I cannot take the torture again.

I simply can’t reincarnate. I’d rather complete soul death. I’d rather just be an atheist. Which is what I think I might have to go back to being. Because I can’t reincarnate again. I refuse! I’d rather total non-existence!!

Now you all are gonna call me a weak pathetic child or whatever. Great, I’m pathetic and weak and childish and enemy cursed and everything else.

I can’t handle this any more.

Souls reincarnate simply because this is the natural cycle of life, which is also reflected in the most ancient and sacred mantra Satanama.

Your beliefs do not change the natural cycle of life, you will not stop reincarnating, just because you are an atheist.
Reincarnation is a natural process, just like breathing, the heart beat and being alive itself.

If you really want to stop reincarnating, you should go to Xians, but even this would take a long time of multiple life times, and this would result in even more suffering.

The key in changing life is to changing and improving yourself. Satanism is a religion of pure evolution.
If you want to fix things, you should read www.JoyOfSatan.org

Don’t quit suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a champion.
 
NinRick said:
Don’t quit suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a champion.

With all due respect, this is a meaningless platitude that is essentially what the xians say. They say shit like "jesus says you must suffer to know him." You're just telling me to suffer and that some day in my life it'll all be worth it. No. Even if I have a couple decades of being a 'champion' (which I mean, this world overall is so much suffering that wtf does that even mean), it's not worth all the suffering.
 
rusko65675 said:
Was doing some reading here… Apparently Hell is so boring that most souls want to reincarnate. If that’s the case I’d rather my soul completely die when I do, just like the atheists believe.

I can’t fucking believe it! How can Hell be so boring that people want to reincarnate again?

I cannot do another reincarnation. My life has been so painful, and so full of suffering, that I believed for the first 25 years or so that this world is literally the xian hell.

I cannot reincarnate again. I refuse to reincarnate again.

I cannot take the torture again.

I simply can’t reincarnate. I’d rather complete soul death. I’d rather just be an atheist. Which is what I think I might have to go back to being. Because I can’t reincarnate again. I refuse! I’d rather total non-existence!!

Now you all are gonna call me a weak pathetic child or whatever. Great, I’m pathetic and weak and childish and enemy cursed and everything else.

I can’t handle this any more.

Trust me I understand how messed up this world is. I may not have gone through some things cause I chose to be alone for years before I met my partner but then I started going through stuff. I understand how hard it can be.

People have to have their eyes closed to believe this world is a beautiful place. A beautiful place is that planet near Sirius a beautiful place is Duat and the Planet near Alabarren. I wish so much I could go live on one of the Gods planets (these were the three listed on here there are more but I wouldn't know where) but the thing is we are fighting to make earth like home where our Gods are.

You have to be a strong person and fight not let this bring you down. Find something that is beautiful here and stick to it. So yeah you will be OK. A lot of suffering is in your perception of it too you may not have to put up with everything either think a lot about your situation sever ties with xtians where you can get negative people out of your life look for positive ones. If you can't everyone that is ok but set boundaries be firm etc maintain yourself If it's someone you can't get away from fully and it's really super seriously bad or they did something really bad to you black Magick can be used.

For traumatic events start wunjo in healing.

My girl grew up in a city that had a huge Jewish population and was constantly made fun of hurt raped had stuff stolen from her dumped etc. She over came the feelings a lot (we left there) by talking about it and me helping with workings too. If she can do it you can. Some of those stories she told me were absolutely horrible but she is ok you can be too.

Some of this may be karma. Work to free your soul of negative things. Next life you can come back and be in a good situation. You can fix it now too btw. Check your chart remove Karma on all planets you can with squares.

Also vibrate Sa Nahn Dah every day a few times sanskrit for joy and happiness.


You can do this don't give up.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gobdU5Pycvg&feature=share
 
rusko65675 said:
Was doing some reading here… Apparently Hell is so boring that most souls want to reincarnate. If that’s the case I’d rather my soul completely die when I do, just like the atheists believe.

I can’t fucking believe it! How can Hell be so boring that people want to reincarnate again?

I cannot do another reincarnation. My life has been so painful, and so full of suffering, that I believed for the first 25 years or so that this world is literally the xian hell.

I cannot reincarnate again. I refuse to reincarnate again.

I cannot take the torture again.

I simply can’t reincarnate. I’d rather complete soul death. I’d rather just be an atheist. Which is what I think I might have to go back to being. Because I can’t reincarnate again. I refuse! I’d rather total non-existence!!

Now you all are gonna call me a weak pathetic child or whatever. Great, I’m pathetic and weak and childish and enemy cursed and everything else.

I can’t handle this any more.

Also void is really helpful with this and cleansing.
 
rusko65675 said:
NinRick said:
Don’t quit suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a champion.

With all due respect, this is a meaningless platitude that is essentially what the xians say. They say shit like "jesus says you must suffer to know him." You're just telling me to suffer and that some day in my life it'll all be worth it. No. Even if I have a couple decades of being a 'champion' (which I mean, this world overall is so much suffering that wtf does that even mean), it's not worth all the suffering.
You can choose to do whatever you want with your life. If you are you have the possibility to change your destiny, negative karma is a bitch but can be changed with our spiritual tools, you don't have to belive me but if you want to try you can and we will help you on how to start. The joyofsatan is a pretty good start, you can learn some basic astrology that will make you see the negative karma in your soul and the spiritual tools to remove it.
 
rusko65675 said:

What you believe in does not change the reality, it is not how the Universe works. Likewise, ignoring the truth and pretending it is not there, does not change anything either. You have to face reality. And fight it. It is the only way.

You will continue to reincarnate until your soul lacks the energy to do so and ceases to exist. As you get closer to the end of this process, you will only experience more and more suffering until you are no more. This may take several lifetimes and suffering that you may not even be able to fathom right now.

There is no easy way out of the suffering. You have to work hard on your soul through consistent meditation. There is no such thing as a fresh start. If your body would die now, your next life would be as bad as it is right now, or worse depending on the circumstances of your death. This next life would come inevitably regardless of your religious beliefs. The only way to break this cycle is through meditation and workings to break free from the negative Karma that has built up on your soul causing the suffering you are experiencing right now.

I know it is hard and sometimes it may feel like it is impossible but you must have faith in your own self. And faith in Father Satan.
Satan and the Gods will meet you halfway through if you put in the necessary work and are consistent about it, in time it gets easier.

First step is reading the entire Joy Of Satan website, and perform the dedication ritual to Satan if you have not yet.
Then you should start a
basic meditation program.


Learn about Astrology and how to read your Birth Chart and learn which areas need to be fixed through specific workings and meditations that will free you from suffering. Never reveal you birth details or any information from you chart, but anything else just ask here and you'll get help.

Above all you need consistency and discipline, never give up. The mindset that it gets better in death and the afterlife is judeo-christian in nature and it's only purpose is to make you suffer even more as they thrive on this suffering. The time to change and overcome is now.

rusko65675 said:
NinRick said:
Don’t quit suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a champion.

With all due respect, this is a meaningless platitude that is essentially what the xians say. They say shit like "jesus says you must suffer to know him." You're just telling me to suffer and that some day in my life it'll all be worth it. No. Even if I have a couple decades of being a 'champion' (which I mean, this world overall is so much suffering that wtf does that even mean), it's not worth all the suffering.
You misunderstood. What suffering here means is that in order to break free from your karma there is very hard work involved and that can be painful. However it will eventually free you from the suffering and allow you to enjoy life and fulfill your purpose without limitations and pain.
 
rusko65675 said:
NinRick said:
Don’t quit suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a champion.

With all due respect, this is a meaningless platitude that is essentially what the xians say. They say shit like "jesus says you must suffer to know him." You're just telling me to suffer and that some day in my life it'll all be worth it. No. Even if I have a couple decades of being a 'champion' (which I mean, this world overall is so much suffering that wtf does that even mean), it's not worth all the suffering.

I am telling you to get your shit together and not to give up, as everything will be worth it if you see it through.

But tbh, do what ever you prefer. Your path can lead to glory and success or to your own damnation.

Decide.
 
rusko65675 said:
With all due respect, this is a meaningless platitude that is essentially what the xians say. They say shit like "jesus says you must suffer to know him." You're just telling me to suffer and that some day in my life it'll all be worth it. No. Even if I have a couple decades of being a 'champion' (which I mean, this world overall is so much suffering that wtf does that even mean), it's not worth all the suffering.

You're not "suffering". You are merely experiencing pain and difficulties. You may ask me "what's the difference?". Pain and difficulties are objective facts. Suffering is something mental you impose upon them. You can experience them and overcome them without suffering. With a different mental attitude. There are many people who experience worse difficulties than you and yet they don't "suffer" because they look at life with a heroic attitude. On the other hand there are people who "suffer" but have zero physical difficulties (those who have chronic depression and anxiety for example).

And by the way, the only way to get rid of all this karma you have accumulated is accept it and work to overcome it. It won't go away just because you don't want it.

Xians just say you have to endure pain passively and not fight back. Spiritual Satanism is about overcoming it and being heroic. Yes, they are different, the exact opposite. The fact that we aren't cowards who avoid pain by killing ourselves doesn't make us the same as xians.

Buddhists talk about stopping suffering and the cycle of reincarnations, but again, even Buddhism requires work (like leaving your normal life behind and becoming a monk, abstaining from sex, overeating and even listening to music and meditating for several hours each day to recognize and cut off "bonds that bind you to this life" like hatred, greed and ignorance). There's no religion that is for lazy people who want to die instantly without any work.
 
rusko65675 said:
NinRick said:
Don’t quit suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a champion.

With all due respect, this is a meaningless platitude that is essentially what the xians say. They say shit like "jesus says you must suffer to know him." You're just telling me to suffer and that some day in my life it'll all be worth it. No. Even if I have a couple decades of being a 'champion' (which I mean, this world overall is so much suffering that wtf does that even mean), it's not worth all the suffering.

There are two types of pain in this world. Useless pain and useful pain. The xians speak as if any pain is good for you, which is pure insanity. Ninricks platitude while vague cuts to the point. Accept the useful pain of allowing the current ego that keeps you in your current place fade away.

Like an addict that has to go cold turkey, it may "hurt" it may feel like "suffering" at first, but meditation becomes quickly rewarding, and eventually an addiction in itself to feel that power within yourself. Satan values those who invest in themselves. Whatever the issues are that you're currently dealing with, working on yourself in this life, will work towards all future lives being in even greater positions to be content and happy.

https://satanslibrary.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf

Start the 40 day meditation program. You're not weak, you're suffering uselessly. Only you decide when you'll suffer in ways that are useful to your future self. You can work out the atrophied muscle that is your soul, and make it strong, or choose to stay as is. No one decides if you're weak except for you.
 
rusko65675 said:
NinRick said:
Don’t quit suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a champion.

With all due respect, this is a meaningless platitude that is essentially what the xians say. They say shit like "jesus says you must suffer to know him." You're just telling me to suffer and that some day in my life it'll all be worth it. No. Even if I have a couple decades of being a 'champion' (which I mean, this world overall is so much suffering that wtf does that even mean), it's not worth all the suffering.

I think you are possibly depressed or overburdened. Life is not inherently suffering, nor it is however inherently joy. We go through phases. As you meditate, you will understand the value of life in it's ups and lows.

The point of life is to grow on a consistent basis so that we evolve. Also, other wiser replies have been given to you, so please heed them.
 
rusko65675 said:
NinRick said:
Don’t quit suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a champion.

With all due respect, this is a meaningless platitude that is essentially what the xians say. They say shit like "jesus says you must suffer to know him." You're just telling me to suffer and that some day in my life it'll all be worth it. No. Even if I have a couple decades of being a 'champion' (which I mean, this world overall is so much suffering that wtf does that even mean), it's not worth all the suffering.
Meaningless platitude? So you can read minds already?! Like... dude...

You can cry, whinge, bitch, or you can not. Whatever you do - enjoy! Live - enjoy; die - well... "enjoy"!

What do you want? Why are you here? What's your purpose and reason?
 
slyscorpion said:
People have to have their eyes closed to believe this world is a beautiful place. A beautiful place is that planet near Sirius a beautiful place is Duat and the Planet near Alabarren. I wish so much I could go live on one of the Gods planets (these were the three listed on here there are more but I wouldn't know where) but the thing is we are fighting to make earth like home where our Gods are.
When we look past the fact that we are under enemy occupation, and that the enemy has accelerated corrosive influence over many thousands of years, then we can see that this indeed is the Garden of Eden. I once saw a glimpse how it is so. At the same time it was perplexing how low we have fallen from the Golden Era. In any case, our main mission is to weed the garden and tend the garden. This is our Home, after all. We need to fix this place first and foremost one object at a time and go from there.
 
Henu the Great said:
slyscorpion said:
People have to have their eyes closed to believe this world is a beautiful place. A beautiful place is that planet near Sirius a beautiful place is Duat and the Planet near Alabarren. I wish so much I could go live on one of the Gods planets (these were the three listed on here there are more but I wouldn't know where) but the thing is we are fighting to make earth like home where our Gods are.
When we look past the fact that we are under enemy occupation, and that the enemy has accelerated corrosive influence over many thousands of years, then we can see that this indeed is the Garden of Eden. I once saw a glimpse how it is so. At the same time it was perplexing how low we have fallen from the Golden Era. In any case, our main mission is to weed the garden and tend the garden. This is our Home, after all. We need to fix this place first and foremost one object at a time and go from there.

I think you will like what this planet will become or is able to become. Perfect beyond maybe anything that even is usual. Maybe that is why we were so attacked. I saw glimpses of what you mean too but it certainly isn't obvious and it certainly isn't that now ☹️
 
rusko65675 said:
NinRick said:
Don’t quit suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a champion.

With all due respect, this is a meaningless platitude that is essentially what the xians say. They say shit like "jesus says you must suffer to know him." You're just telling me to suffer and that some day in my life it'll all be worth it. No. Even if I have a couple decades of being a 'champion' (which I mean, this world overall is so much suffering that wtf does that even mean), it's not worth all the suffering.

It is not a meaningless platitude. With the right knowledge, you can create a daily advancement routine that will slowly and steadily chip away at your life's problems. As your power gains, you will be able to exert even more influence on your affairs.

Even a beginner can gain solid results if they are persistent in their efforts. Depending on the effort you can afford to spend, one can start changing noticeable changing their life even 6 months to 1 year into their advancement.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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