I have known Satan (I prefer Enki as I still haven't gotten rid of my dissidence for that name) as the truth for a while and do meditations on occasion and have tried to astral travel with guided meditations from youtube but I have never been able to keep it up for more than 2 days I used to think it was negative energy or attacks but then I thought they would've done a lot worse so I guess I'm just lazy one problem is that my main activity in the day is being on the computer where it is very easy to get distracted I'm planning on doing 3d modelling for games and I'm going to college in a few months so it's going to stay that way so do any of you guys have techniques to keep your schedule and build motivation etc thanks.